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Tuesday, May 29, 2007

x)

i got to really know this crazy kup po in march 06.

crazy nitelong mahjongs, r&b booming away along tampines avenue 10, suppers nearly every other nite, clubbing, studying for tests till morning at #81, #4831 machiam school bus in the dawn but sending kids home instead of to school.

whining about nearly everything to him and from him.

when i was broke, and he too, he stuffed half of what he has in his pocket to me.

"i is everybody's boyfren x) i feed my girlies"

haha sounds like a sugar daddy, superficially.

the first time i know that he is detaching himself from his very close friends, he was willing to open up his thoughts to me. but i made a very bad mistake of getting too close. cos the nex time, i'm shut out too. and it hurts, cos i really put he and her as friends very very close to my heart. if i never stand so close to them, i guess it wouldnt hurt that much even if they shut the whole world out. haiz.

i dunno why and cannot understand why. why would he be calling me from overseas a week ago, and a week later when he returns, he no longer answer any calls, return any calls, sms or msn message..

how can i say that he is such a close fren if i can't understand what is happening?
truth betold, i know. i choose not to believe only.

i cried to my boyfren when he closed me out with the others. i told my boyfren not to tell him i went clubbing cos exam was too near and he forbid me from going. i cried when he's overseas internship confirmed. i cried when he no longer answers my calls and smses. i cried today when he act blur and tried to cheer me up when i was trying to prompt him to tell me why had he been disappearing from us. i cried when he told me why.

i m crying now cos i know i won't get to see him till my wedding day or my funeral. unless ... .. ..... ... ='(

i will try not to cry again, cos i got the answer, i have to face the answer which i long had in my heart. all i can say again is

陈洁仪 ~ 天冷就回来

渐渐对着收音机
学唱新的歌
我问朋友为什么
做梦也快乐
朋友笑说
他从不相信梦
我想出去走一走
朋友点点头
天冷你就回来
别在风中徘徊
朋友的眼里有明白
还有一份期待
天冷我想回家
年少已经不再
今天的雨点洒下来
那滋味就是爱

to love is to let go.

my dearest friend, though the dilemma that i would not be able to hear those crazy laughters of yours, nor you sharing the joy looking at my mahjong tiles over my shoulder, running down the stairs when u heard i got 地胡, nor the times when u would say silly girl or gcb me when i do something dumb;

but on the contrary, if i do get the above back, it would mean u r shattered once again..

i rather u be away and be happy, then coming back to us and cheering everyone but yourself.

but please.. don't stay out when you are down, when u are down and out, we're all 24/7 a call away. especially your mistress, whom would be called adulteress if u still call her mistress now LOL. hor? mrs tan~ LOL.

i guess i won't cry le. even if i do is tears of joy as i reminise the short but good times.

please be happy sillymo.

as u have said, let fate drive us. but dude, u better remember your promise.. 10th August 2020, its a public holiday. i is waiting for your "objections" .

*i noe what chen tai tai will say: can slap her pls, machiam his gf.*
eh juz now he say u his mistress, worse la =P
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Friday, May 25, 2007

Spree~!

nb. cys3388 spree was called off.. cos the shop got interviewed by lan xin mei's show, now dai sai liao, don't want do overseas.

anyways, will be opening JoYcE Shop Spree with super experienced spree organiser and shopping queen, Stephy Lim.

Details as follows

1. Where & When:
Spree Site: JoYcE Shop
Order Period: 31st May to 2nd June

2. Exchange rate:
SGD1 = TWD21.21
To be confirmed, if actual rate charged by bank is higher or lower, there’ll be need to top-up or refund.

3. My email address:
nonameapplicable@gmail.com

4. Mode of payment:
DBS/POSB funds transfer

5. Last date/time for all orders & payment:
To be advised.

6. Shipping details:
Direct shipping from Taiwan to Singapore.
Ezpay (Includes 2.8% Svc Charge)

Postage amt to be shared among spreers.

7. Payment details:
Please use the auction start price.

SGD2 per item will be collected in advance so as to pay for shipping fees.
Extras will be used to offset each individual's postage fees and/or refunded accordingly.

1st Payment: [ Item Price x Exchange Rate ] + [No. of Items x Advance Shipping fees of $2/item]
2nd Payment: Shipping(Balance) + Local Postage + Postage Materials

8. Mode of distribution:
Strictly via postage. For registered mail, it will be at an additional cost of $2.
There is an additional $0.50 for envelope and handling fee on top of the cost for postage.

9. Spree Organiser's Terms and Conditions
- Please do not join if you are not comfortable with any terms and condition.
- Please pay immediately after posting your orders!
- Please save a soft copy of the pictures of the items you ordering in imageshack or photobucket and include the link in your post.
- I will not be held responsible for missing, defective or erroneous items during shipping, normal mail as this is beyond my control.
- If response is not good, I will cancel this spree and refund.
- Please do not join if you do not have i-banking. (only DBS/POSB i-banking will be accepted)
- I usually clear my mails at night, sometimes might not log on as i might need to OT. So please be patient and do not bombard me with emails or chase me for your transferred amt. Rest assure that i will check and revert. :)

10. Format of order:
Real Name:
Email Address:
Contact Number:

Bank Acc No. and Type:

Item #1
Item Name:
URL: http://tw.pageuser.bid.yahoo.com/tw/auction/1141426728?u=%3ad911025
Image Link: http://img235.imageshack.us/img235/659/earring18kl.jpg
Size: NA
Colour:
Qty: 1
Price in NT: 80
Alternative: NIL

Item #2
Item Name:
URL:
Image Link:
Size: NA
Colour: BLUE
Qty: 1
Price in NT: 80
Alternative: NIL

Total Number of Items: 2
Total in SGD: (Sum in NT/21.21) + (# x $2)= $

After you've done the transfer to my POSB account, reply to your own comment in the following format:
Transaction Reference Number:
Time of Transfer:

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Seriously, Girls' Nite at The Cannery

yea the previous post is hang goat head sell dog meat.

Girls-Nite @ Cannery on Wednesday

Girls free entry + promotional offers:

MOS ~ 1for1 9pm to 12am
Barfly ~ Champagne at $77+++
Clinic ~ 5 Free Drinks
Kandi Bar & Fashion Bar ~ 1for1 all nite long

Ma Gu Niang, Lew Tai Tai, Ann Fu Ren, Ron Gu Niang, Shan Jie Jie, and T Tai Tai, cannot tell me budget constraint due to renovation, low pay, jobless, must save money le ba? heh heh heh~! oh! QQ de Ma, now no work morning liao can go clubbing also right? =D we neighbour can share cab!

btw, T Tai Tai, T for wad ar? T for Tan Tay Teo or Tsang?

i want go clubbing..................... T_T so long no go le. half yr le ba. haiz.
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Girls' Night at The Cannery on Wednesday

ya i wanted to blog about that. but i kept chatting with lawrence hahaha!

to end the convo:

[ si|ver.wo|f ] says:
u better sleep lah

[ si|ver.wo|f ] says:
your skin getting pimples leh

[ si|ver.wo|f ] says:
u lacking beauty sleep

drink adequate fruit juice for physical well being says:
ya lor turn oily skin

drink adequate fruit juice for physical well being says:
nb

[ si|ver.wo|f ] says:
i think lack of sex too

drink adequate fruit juice for physical well being says:
-.-

[ si|ver.wo|f ] says:
sleep and sex

[ si|ver.wo|f ] says:
lol

drink adequate fruit juice for physical well being says:
your skin not bad

drink adequate fruit juice for physical well being says:
LOL

[ si|ver.wo|f ] says:
that explains

drink adequate fruit juice for physical well being says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

[ si|ver.wo|f ] says:
: D

[ si|ver.wo|f ] says:
okie lah

[ si|ver.wo|f ] says:
time to orh orh koon

Wednesday ...

wednesday i wanted to leave early after meeting all the clients and making the neccessary calls. but end up i left around 10+

left me and george. kuku george say:

eh when u leave remember *etc instructions* ...

me say:

eh GEORGE! you leaving ar!? wait me! i don't dare close shop by myself!!!

george stroll back and sniggled. then say:

heh heh, i wanted to leave first cos i don't dare to close shop by myself also.
*gimme the eyes in a slit smile*

me say:
basket.

Thursday . . .

cos contractor coming in on friday to fix the roof. but they coming at 9.30am leh. Sam just came back from indonesia, he wouldnt want to come in early.. george is sick, in fact just declared he won't appear cos he is gonna revamp his website and has a corp shoot at night.. rueyloon will only appear after lunch =.= i .. er.. oso will not appear before 1?

i asked sam if he would be coming in early, he smsed: will come in late.

rueyloon replied with MY handphone: can not! you better come in early or i will smack your butts.

sam replied: ha ha. very funny.

wa piang. i replied: eh the last msg was typed by famous $350 per hour photographer not me!

lolx. end up, we shoved to sean, the part time tenant. =P

see? how to hate my job or grow sick of it with all these interesting people around? x)
met a few very interesting couples recently, hope can close. would love to see their wedding, the kinda things they and their friends would cook up on the big day =D
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Friday, May 18, 2007

Give.

Christians have this saying that sounds something like that, some where.. think i learnt it from Huiling or Pastor Prince on one of the church session i tag along with huiling to New Creations.

U give a portion of your harvest to God, he will return you, somehow, 7 fold.

Let me pick someone from 217 and give an example, please note that it does not mean that the rest are asses and this guy is an angel. it so happen that its convenient to use him as an example cos he sits beside me and i hear that often LOL.

e.g. When we do our best for our works and take the extra metre to help our clients a little even with things not related to our contract scope, as though its our own wedding, its but a gesture that requires few minutes, but the clients would be happy and become customer advocates and recommend other couples to us.

When that happens, in Sam's words, he would say: Praise the Lord, God is Good.

Either Confucian or one of the old man said:

lao wu lao, yi ji ren zhi lao; you wu you, yi ji ren zhi you.
[treat other people's elders like yours, treat other people's young like yours]

Someone, somehow, somewhere along the way said:

what goes around, comes around.

My Physics Teacher Mr Pang said:

Potential Energy = Kinetic Energy

Elaine Koh (Amos's mum, an entrepreneur) says:

don't so gei gao and plan your steps so carefully and scared people eat your advantage. instead of saving those little benefits, if you have been more benevolent, you would earn more.

Today I say:

mai gei gao. zh'o l'ang hum hum, pua p'eh jia wu l'ang lai tum. [don't be so calculative. be humble, when u sick then got people visit] be sincere. don't wei li shi tu. [don't only do things for the sake of returns]

met someone today that is bloody gei gao. ngeow ga chu't zhup [stingy until he stinks with stingy-juice]. if he is not so gei gan, i believe he would have learnt much more, everyone would have love to share with him much more, and his work would have been dozen folds better.

*shake head*

to think he goes to church on sundays and listens to Pastor Prince's sessions. to think he is Christian, wears a cross, owns a bible but like what Dan was saying of a bible today: eh.. not enlightened wan.. no highlight or writing inside =_=

anyways, as mentioned in the above samples of who-say-what, it is obvious that what i m trying to say is:

give when you can. don't bother yourself so much by being so gei gao. instead of just seeing mis-favors done by people onto you, why don't highlight to yourself what you may have been gei gaoing with people that makes them gei gan you. then again, as Peter says: The Yellow Pages Syndrome patients are 9.5 outta 10 people you meet. it is always convenient to Point Fingers to others and not facing oneself's mistakes.

you people reading this, please be a dear and remind me when my Yellow Pages Syndrome acts up ya.

btw, gei gan = gei gao + gan b*

as of today, thou resolut to use lesser vulgarity in my blog.
thou resolut to take care of my face more so that i can have another photoshoot in near future and get onto the gallery of models in Lawrence's friendster =_=
thou also resolut to become and maintain whiter complexion so that i can wear a red gown and the day red-Kua like the one Kate wore on her wedding (if you are lucky u can view it on vocaremedia.com ~ videos ~ Jeff&Kate's Wedding Highlight)

i is shanghainese, why is me not white~! i mite yearn for black when i turn whiter. doesnt matter. now i want WHITE.

Conversation with Mag on the phone over dinner:

Jo: tomolo wan acc me go BarFly? my friend got contacts and bottles, so no need 21 / 23 =x
Mag: eh my friends advance booked me for clubbing tomolo and next week go Attica liao paisei.
Jo: ai seH. k i book you 1st wk of June. club. dunno where. but hor, most prob wednesday. cos i might be retrenched liao.
Mag: har! serious ar.
Jo: ya. depends on how the guys' discussion goes lor. either retrenched in 2 weeks or probation 2 more months.
Mag: oh..
Jo: if i retrench we go interview together at singapore casket la. i take cab pass by, seems the renov is done leh.
Mag: eh can consider leh.
Jo: ya lor. the florist downstairs looks good.
Mag: ya lor ya lor.
Jo: eh i be florist u be make up artist there la. you so good at doing make up.
Mag: ya can consider.

LOL. sibei crap lor. we talk until got dragon got pheonix la.

heard a good news today, our friend June aka Sam has broke up with her crap shit boyfriend.

hoorays! no wonder i tink her pics on friendster looks better these days.

cheers to good girls rid of maggot boyfriends who don't appreciates them.
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Monday, May 14, 2007

5 Minutes Break

Never give out your password or credit card number in an instant message conversation. To help prevent infection by a computer virus or worm, never accept or open any file or link in an instant message until you verify its authenticity with the sender.

*naf magiquement M' says: (4:04:47 PM) lol.
*naf magiquement M' says: (4:04:47 PM) ya la.
*naf magiquement M' says: (4:04:50 PM) nobody ask me go to.
joyce says: (4:07:58 PM) lol
joyce says: (4:08:14 PM) look at the date
joyce says: (4:08:18 PM) broke liao ma
joyce says: (4:08:20 PM) lol
*naf magiquement M' says: (4:08:44 PM) my pay is very little.
*naf magiquement M' says: (4:08:47 PM) so for me to be broke is ok.
*naf magiquement M' says: (4:08:58 PM) but how can anyone else be worse than me when i'm paid only 700!
joyce says: (4:09:04 PM) !
joyce says: (4:09:09 PM) take home 700?!
joyce says: (4:09:11 PM) god
*naf magiquement M' says: (4:09:29 PM) ya.
*naf magiquement M' says: (4:09:32 PM) afte cpf.
joyce says: (4:09:53 PM) i tink u will be better off selling cosmetics at ettusai or clinique.
*naf magiquement M' says: (4:10:33 PM) thats e prob la.
joyce says: (4:11:06 PM) ur skin so gd sure can get the job
joyce says: (4:11:13 PM) btw the uniform is pretty
joyce says: (4:11:17 PM) *drools*
*naf magiquement M' says: (4:12:46 PM) ...
*naf magiquement M' says: (4:12:49 PM) i dont wanat.
*naf magiquement M' says: (4:12:56 PM) i rather be an undertaker.
joyce says: (4:13:15 PM) eh recently bad weather
joyce says: (4:13:21 PM) undertaker very busy
joyce says: (4:13:25 PM) good job!
joyce says: (4:13:28 PM) LOL
*naf magiquement M' says: (4:13:37 PM) ya.
*naf magiquement M' says: (4:13:39 PM) considering lei.
*naf magiquement M' says: (4:13:43 PM) think later go ask my friend.
joyce says: (4:13:47 PM) mai tu liao
joyce says: (4:13:51 PM) go lavender ask
joyce says: (4:14:03 PM) but now they got renovation dunno want hire ppl onot leh
joyce says: (4:14:12 PM) eh there good leh
joyce says: (4:14:17 PM) knn we can share cab home
joyce says: (4:14:20 PM) near me
joyce says: (4:14:28 PM) aft work can go dbl o
joyce says: (4:14:30 PM) wahaha
*naf magiquement M' says: (4:14:37 PM) they renovate sibei long lei.
joyce says: (4:14:41 PM) no leh
joyce says: (4:14:46 PM) i walk pass
joyce says: (4:14:54 PM) the lobby area renov leh
*naf magiquement M' says: (4:15:06 PM) wah.
*naf magiquement M' says: (4:15:21 PM) when my grandparents pass away like last yr or last last yr renovating le lei.
joyce says: (4:15:34 PM) eh good working condition leh
joyce says: (4:15:44 PM) keep upgrading the place freq sia
*naf magiquement M' says: (4:15:45 PM) ya lo.
*naf magiquement M' says: (4:15:54 PM) business too good right!
joyce says: (4:15:58 PM) then downstairs got the florist
joyce says: (4:16:08 PM) u can get a rose a day to up your mood!
joyce says: (4:18:17 PM) eh i go back to work liao
joyce says: (4:18:23 PM) i is gonna put this conv on my blog
joyce says: (4:18:24 PM) LOL
*naf magiquement M' says: (4:18:53 PM) wahahaha.
*naf magiquement M' says: (4:18:54 PM) sure la.
*naf magiquement M' says: (4:18:57 PM) if i funeral director.
*naf magiquement M' says: (4:19:05 PM) next time..i give u discount.
joyce says: (4:19:10 PM)ya
*naf magiquement M' says: (4:19:12 PM) i mean, on the flowers.
joyce says: (4:19:21 PM) then if jasmin buy got buy big give small for teri rite
*naf magiquement M' says: (4:19:39 PM) nb.
*naf magiquement M' says: (4:19:42 PM) u want to die huh.
*naf magiquement M' says: (4:19:54 PM) let her see this. u on fire ald. i havent even change job.

LOL. i don't usually on MSN at work, cos i dunno how to be ninja and chat without getting caught, and i don't like to chat at work. was having lunch, on MSN for a bit, was wanting to check the spree status with my cousin. saw mag online and chatted rubbish for a bit LOL.

mag was bored outta the shit from her job, and wants a more busy job. i recommend her to be cosmetic promoter. hence the conversation...

eh must clarify the last line. i don't mean to curse or irritate jasmin la. just that when mag type the discount part, i tot she also know me n jasmin's usual joke. cos last time when i sleeping jasmin call me i will kp her: knn salah tian wei la. coffin shop here, what you want buy. now promotion buy big get small la. then just nice ma, big for human small for dog ma =X ***touchwood***

ah. i love my job. but i gotta leave soon le. cos i is not good enough.

come to tink of it, i always love my jobs while i'm at it. but i really love this one.

seriously, ji lai zhi, ze an zhi. i always felt, since i'm at it, wouldnt it be torturing if i keep lamenting and allowing myself to think that the job sux? but then again, i always gets jobs i love. even though there's always the shitty times which is really bad. like some of those days in villa bali and shunjuu and kingstone and whatever. but at the end of the day, carve the goodness on rocks, draw the sadness in the sand, the wind will carry away the sadness eventually, and life goes on, collectively, with the goodness carved for remembrance in times of sadness.
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Sunday, May 13, 2007

Bankai!

Thank God its Monday!

Tomorrow. Work. Bankai!

i is blessed to be given a chance to work with these wonderful people who are such angels, so forgiving and fun people, perfecto.

Tomorrow. Follow Ups. Bankai!

had been wanting to work hard work hard work harder, yeah i stay long hours and stuff, but going no where leh? still messy and lost. now that Sam has helped me sort out bits and pieces here and there, i tink this time i noe where to head to, how to train and when to Bankai liao.

btw, 4/5 of us (bosses + me + ah law) are nuts about Bleach. LOL.

had a great weekend of food food and more food with my boy and my family and his family. though not my ideal way of spending the weekend, and we had lotsa differences which we were at insisted our own points for a few seconds, i is still touched by the way only my boy can handle me so brilliantly. i is always in love with my boy, but i is head over heels all over again. LOL.

love my big cat x)
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Thursday, May 10, 2007

To Love is to Let Go.

loads of things happened over the weekend.. wanted to blog about it.. cos its a continual to several posts i have posted earlier.. but i m tired, and i dun wan to tink much about it now.. cos its something that is no past no present no future. after all, fate has it that way, n i've made my choice, no point saying so much bout it.

but today i read a friend's blog, she said:

now everyone has been very nice.
repetitively telling me to move on
he's not worth it yada yada.
(excuse me!)
its not that i dont want to.
but its hard on me.
i'm trying my best to share my feelings.
but why do i often feel so compelled to agree?

was in the forum discussing about matters of the heart the other day, when a man asked me:

ain't we all victims of love?

nope we ain't. cos real love is selfless, not selfish, not self-centred.

actually, what prompts me to this post is not just the words of the man in the forum, but cos of 2 men in my life whom taught me some things over the weekend, or rather over the years, in their subtle, protective way. but thats a story for another day...

the man himself forgave his wife of 17years when she attempted suicide bcos her lover is leaving her. at that time, the man and his wife has 3 daughters, the oldest 16yrs old, the youngest 2 years old. though painful on his side, he was ready to forgive his wife and take her back home and start anew. but she could not face these. soon after, with the excuse that she is on a business trip, she flew off and when she reach her destination, she told him sorry she could not bring herself to go back to the family and face her children after what she has done.

the man out of true love for his wife, is able to forgive her, and even mediate between the wife and her lover. though painful to be witnessing and bearing all these, not to mention the emo children who were throwing temper around the house and stuff, but his pain would not be more than the wife. cos she who was blinded by her selfish lust and greed for greener pastures has made her pass the point of no return. and cos of her own selfishness, she will never be able to come to peace with herself. hence, the one who holds the true love will never be the victim.

very simple. cos he love her, he forgives and lets her go; if she's meant to be his wife for the rest of this life time, even if she fled to north pole, she'll still be back.

sometimes letting go, or leaving, is also a way of showing love.

albeit that the above are theory, and most people would not be able to come to peace with oneself like the above mentioned man, this IS the way of life.

often we all know what is right, what is wrong, but its more often than not fear, greed and self-centredness festing us, blindfolding us, making us go rounds and rounds instead of taking the straight route to peace. cos our ego says: buay gum wan. ai piA jiA ei YAH!

darling, i understand that everyone has been telling you he sucks, including me, and you have been a sweet dear feeling compelled to agree. well, you felt compelled to agree cos to a certain extent, you know its right. but there just is a certain thing in us that holds us back. sometimes it fools us that its love that is holding us back, but more often than not, it isnt.

you might be a little pissed partly cos you are trying to get a listening ear, but they are all over-concernly throwing their logics at you passionately hoping that you will just take it and get better (at least they thought you would get better) but partly, you might be a little pissed cos what they are saying are facts you long knew.

i am not saying that these pain are nobody's fault but yours, please don't misunderstand.. this is a mistake that all human will have at least once in life.. but the thing is, whine as much as you deserves like what your friend says, but please, wake up in time to embrace life. cos life will not pause showing its wonder to you while you grieve. i believe this time you are taking longer to recover no doubt cos of the experience you had with him, but also cos this is a tough period when you are transiting throught to a different stage in life - whole new working world with whole new what the fuking dog shit challenges with the least hints and clues you are ever given. *fuk my room got mosquito, yours have? lets go complain to town council nb.*

to let go is also a form of expressing love sometimes. this love when you are able to express, would be for both him, you and people around you who are quietly heartaching looking at you wilting away these days while not being able to let go.

i know, every single pair of eyes reading this post so far would be thinking:

knn, not you, you say until so sonG,
nb see when u kana ditch what you do.
god knows how many fire engine and police car we must utilize.

that is why, while i is sober, while i is not in this emo-shit yet, thank god that you are reminding me of such a thing, and i is also reminding you with the above words, so that if i do unfortunately face such a day, please be a dear and remind me of my words today.

*hugs*
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Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Taiwan Spree Cys3388

NT190

NT360

NT300
i is getting these pieces from the cys3388 spree.. my cousin stephy is spree host this round ^^ click on the picture to get to the actual webbie for more details.
i still think i got more clothes that i wanna buy from JoYcE shop spree. cos cys3388 got very few of such one piece tshirt dress.. JoYcE shop got more. mayb nex time ba ^^
~~if interested let me know ba, stephy still waiting for approval to host the spree on sgspree forum, so probly close the spree next week ba.~~ already closed, will send in yiting's last order by 2pm tomorrow, so yup if u can email me by then ba. ~ 1.30am, 3rd May.
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