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Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Day 2

time seems to lengthen on this day.

cruised through the entire day comfortably busy enough to keep my mind positive.

the sky was beautiful at 630pm. that brought me a smile. a proud smile cos i am moving on fine. everything little thing around the path to the bus stop still looks beautiful to me, and that should mean i m not grieving.

supposed to be running with my brother, but ended work in office at 740pm, bro suggested kbox at jurong safra. just as well. i have not found a song for Plasma's ktv competition anyways.
[note: $8 nett per pax with 1 drink, non-alcohol/alcohol choice avail. tiger jug 18++]

but dang? all the freaking songs, no matter if we shared the songs together or not, has a line or two that reminds me of things that makes my eyes feel burning but i really shouldn't.

i thought i had been doing well shutting the f up and getting my ass moving the entire day.

记事本 (link to youtube mtv)

爱的痛了痛的哭了哭的累了
日记本里页页执着
记载着你的好像上瘾的毒药
它反复骗着我

爱的痛了痛的哭了哭的累了
矛盾心里总是强求
劝自己要放手闭上眼让你走
烧掉日记重新来过
重新来过

shocked my bro and myself at how nice this part went. i rather it didnt went so perfectly cos i rather not feel for this paragraph of lyrics.

到不了 (link to youtube mtv)

你眼睛会笑弯成一条桥
终点却是我永远到不了
感觉你来到是风的呼啸
思念像苦药竟如此难熬
每分每秒

i know by writing this here is not productive, this is not manifesting in the positive stuff that i should so i can shut up and move on. but for the entire time, my brain has been commanding me to stay positive, think positive, whats done is done, shut the f up and move it. but tears and emotions just overcomes me at unexpected times. i think i need to properly admit these emotions and thoughts and filter them out somewhere. if not i will just keep getting tugged back.

excuses? i dunno.

sometimes u really need to let things run its course, otherwise be it words from others or yourself will just be apocryphal.

哭有时，笑有时。

RoaR! i'm not ok, but i will be.

Kicking about @ 3:00 AM
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