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Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Day 4

spent an afternoon with the golden retrievers at Cassia Golden. my goodness... how they cheered me up... rolex had so much to whine to me haha. its not any day that u get a king whining and nua-ing against you ok. gracie, toby, narnia and princess had been great darlings showering me with love too. its so heartwarming each time i meet them, and they tell me in their own ways that they appreciate me being with them, and that really makes all the mud, saliva and sweat worth it :)

was too tired to wait till my baby girl is done with her grooming, since shifu will send her home, i don't have to be there throughout. i miss my baby. she has really grown and matured a lot.. this week her expression looks like camry when she's calm and when she's goofy, she's like journey :)

she's becoming restless in the house, feeling without a pack leader around.. she used to recognize me as her leader, but now with no one to look to, she actually started some erratic behavior like peeing on the bed to mark territory and barking more. she used to be always so quiet that you won't know we have a dog if u didnt see her.

sigh.

immediately, when i walked out of Cassia Golden, my heart sank.

then i realized that for the past 3 wks, i had actually smiled so much at just random thoughts, at random times like when i walk to the bank in the afternoons. but for the past 3 days, the same thoughts that brought me the smiles before couldnt make me muster the slightest smile.

my msn pm reads: smile got stolen.

elsa kindly came and told me, joyce i donate my smile to you, please smile..
kiang came to be concerned too, even though he is really puzzled by his biological parents and foster parents war plus a completely unfamiliar set of extended family thats taking him like treasure now.
mag sent me a joke link LOL.

and the best thing this person that took the smile did today is he made me smile a lot this evening; and he asked where did my lost smile gone to, did ashley took it. dang?

its been a great evening.. perhaps someday i will recover this smile but from his friendship?

shrugs.

dammit. ting said she has abt 8 songs in her phone related to him.
mine seems like the entire song list leh.
kill me. LOL.

Kicking about @ 2:27 AM
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