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Monday, May 10, 2010

Faith

Faith is to believe what we do not see, and the reward of this faith is to see what we believe.
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Friday, January 18, 2008

My New Position . . .

. . . is Umbrella!

haha. cos there's 3 companies that i'm working with, which most of the time, when couples find me, couples will be surprised to find all 3 with me.

but they dunno how we work of cos, so they would say:

Oh! so-and-so is under one Umbrella!

lolx. hope the real umbrella's website is up soon, then maybe i will have a more "legitimate position"?

george has been asking me:

what position you want put in your name card?

we explored: Client Relations, Sales Executive, Office Manager, Business Manager etc which sounds weird and pompous.

probly my next batch of name card should read like this:

Joyce Tan
Umbrella
+65 1234567
joyce@yadayada.com
www.umbrella.com

kekekex.. idea leh~
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Saturday, December 29, 2007

The Checklist before Break Up

saw this article on yahoo homepage today. lolx pretty good.

see many people dump their partners for silly reasons, i "tear" for them either in sadness or in laughter. i is glad me and my boy had not gave in to these common silly reasons in our 6 years. oh btw, i is leaving for work, so i can't list the silly reasons. do give the article a read, it stated most of the silly reasons LOL.
Labels: My Enlightenment, My Logic, My Random-ness

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Thursday, December 13, 2007

Bad Office Eating Habit

found this on yahoo home page.

bad bad eating habit in office

and this on maggie's blog. cool leh, imagine u walk into your teacher's office and found her cooking lunch LOL.
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Monday, December 03, 2007

A Post Dated 30th Nov 07 . . .

. . . by a really very important friend.

i read and cried.

well, its none of my business actually. but i just feel in the same boat one way or another.
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Hi'ya!

had been having loads of thoughts, loads of crap. but just either don't have time or don't have the mood to put everything in here.

hence, i had a hiatus from this blog as well as sensible route of thoughts. i just don't bother trying to tidy up my thoughts. *run amok yea, damn u crappy thoughts*

meanwhile, had some really happy time out with my cookie, supper with my workmates, ktv with prissy, eunice, eunice sis, eunice friend desmond, sam and hannie. and some really trivial but very very sweet thoughts of my big cat x)

on the other hand, i've been in weddings for nearly a year now.. met many couples. many that are getting married cos its the norm to, many that had been together for more than 10 years, but still lovey dovey like 16 year old sweet hearts, many that are such lovely couples that i could already imagine them holding hands, strolling in the park in half a century's time.

oh, talking about time.

i was telling a bride:

you know, the supplier promised that this album's paper quality is archival,
hence should last you 99 years.

bride says:

like condo eh?
haha its alright, seriously,
i don't think i will live long enough to see it decay anyways LOL.

x) cool~! that's the spirit man. don't worry so much about the details, just get happy and party.

a pastor once said:

savor the little hiccups, my dear.
if everything is perfect in the wedding,
that's not your wedding,
that's a rehearsed movie.

hmmm.. quite true. its all the bloopers that makes a wedding video and albums interesting and uniquely owned by a couple =)

last month, plus today, i met 3 grooms whom sang for their wifeys during the banquet. man.. that needs hell loads of courage. i salute them. not inclusive of the groom from professional wedding band, Medy, cos that one i is worship. he + his band + another band + his friend + his mum, they all sang at his reception, and they all so pro lor.

oh here comes the main point of this post.

i got the urge to post, ~~(despite having an urge to go to the loo to unload at the moment)~~, cos one of the groom, Bryce, he sang this song for his very very very pretty Colynn. i is so touched.

this song is my current favorite happily-ever-after-song, besides Grow Old with Me (not the adam sandlers one), besides Zui Lang Man De Shi.

attached is the mtv from youtube. but i prefer the acoustic version than this drama-concert version leh. the acoustic one he sang with a tone that can make people cry.

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Monday, October 15, 2007

Life is like a Vacuum Cleaner . . .

. . . it sucks.

oh wells. from time to time (to be frank, pretty often.) when even though your logical mathematical side of your mind will be able to tell you a solution somehow, sometime, somewhere soON, you'll juz have moments (or periods) feeling so down, so out, so cannot see any light nearby.

that's when this "idiom" works.

Life is like a vacuum cleaner - it sucks.

in a creative writing class in secondary one, we were given a few works per group and have to form a paragraph that makes sense. we were given 'coca cola' , 'vacuum cleaner' and some more.

most A-class students will likely say things like:

the coca cola spilled, we hafta clean up the mess with the vacuum cleaner.

but when it comes to my group, full of wacks, we came up with this idiom bout vacuum cleaner and how coca cola's caffeine makes up happier people.

seriously feeling lost.

needs some nice black boxes of YSL, Asahi by the beach, and some Capcom Puzzle Fighter.

paradox is the constant.

it feels great to be able to breathe in this fresh dewy air, 4.30am in the morning. it felt great to buy a nice pair of shoes from charles and keith sale earlier. it felt damn great to be joking and wacking amos on the road, and hearing him laugh like a kid. it felt really familiar and sweet to type my initial into the hall of fame for Puzzle Fighter at the arcade for 2 nights.

4 letter. few decades. loads of characters. miles of land. tons of food.

what exactly is the meaning, the purpose?

i know i know. this entry sounds dumb and morbid. whatever.. as long as i never use vulgarity right? cool eh. one whole entry without vulgarity unless u consider damn a curse word.

lalala.

* to mrs tan:

i dunno if me to u is like how u is to me. but i know you are important to me, if i am down, even if i don't speak about it to you to make you carry the burden with me, i would love to even juz hang on the phone, talk randomly and feel that you care, and i m worth something on earth, and i will somehow feel slightly betta after that x)

i would love to hang on the phone and talk randomly with you, and wait for you to calm down enough to talk when your moodswing grabs you.

sms, call, msn, email, friendster. wadever.

xoxo.

btw, if you still thinking bout the little business thingy before school starts, i got new lobang. but needs to explore possibility and logistic.
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Saturday, October 13, 2007

When the itch for mahjong comes . . .

wa liew, downtown east glue up their single beds in the room to make double bed. last time when we go chalet still can ownself adjust adjust. they think wad, people can steal their single bed outta the balcony sliding doors?

so that day at peishan's bday chalet, i brought my mahjong table and tiles down, and realize only got one stool in the room.. wanted to separate the beds and put the table in a diamond shape manner, so that we can play, but the bed is stucked -_-

so alwyn says:
why not lets fold back the table and leave it flat on the bed?

idea leh! one end of the table is propped up due to the angled legs, so we use pillows to propped up the other end x)

see? mahjong is good for brains! makes people think, and prevents senile dementia~!

though it was physically tormenting, it was a GG! that night, cos we got all the pros there playing wahaha. things moved fast! unlike times with bubu.. 1 game 4 hours.. T_T

oh ya, bu is gonna get pack off to tekong on monday morning =(

hopefully tonight we can gather and chill a while after he come back from wakeboarding in batam =)

came back on public holiday to meet 2 clients, lucky thing the earlier client called early to say he can't make it, if not i will cry x) now in office waiting for kenny to come over ^^

yippeE! kenny is the best, duty until 11am this morning, now on the way down to town to acc me go walk walk <3

btw,

i miss Mrs Tan~~~! T_T
*throw a kiss over to thomson*
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Thursday, October 11, 2007

The reason why . . .

. . . since the day i got together with Amos, i nevER tries fortune telling of any type is because i don't wanna let my life with him be manipulated by people like these . . .

cos i don't usually like to take salt much, except with tequila or sake in a matsu cup, so i can't exactly measure too well how much should the pinch of salt be, to take morbid jokes of fortune tellers.

except times when morons choose to forward chain letters to their best friend aka Me, then i will just close it and get on with the better things in life -_-"
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Saturday, September 22, 2007

there's a shoot for a bunch of graduates in studio today.. think its a post convocation thingy..

haiz. see them in their smart suits reminds me of my suit.

will i have a chance to go convocation ceremony and wear my suit again?
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Thursday, August 23, 2007

Journey - Corrine May

the internet is so vast and creates physical distance between people, but at the same time, the incidences when it brings people from ends of earth to coincide together is amazing.

was searching for the lyrics of Journey by Corrine May on google. didnt manage to find any lyric sites that has it, instead i found a guy who had it on his blog. and what he said is exactly what i thought i want to say here =_=
today i just signed contract with a couple, i was thinking the groom's name is unusual =S first time i heard of it heh heh. coincidentally, the guy whom i found his blog, he has the same name: callistus
and whats more, he looks like the groom i met today =_=
and whats more more, i went to his friendster link from his blogspot, he knows my neighbour magdalene and li ann =__= anyhow found off google also got link ar. friendster is amazing.

interesting little sidetrack of the day. got me to giggle a little after a roller coaster day.
i've nicked his entire entry over, since its exactly what i want to say. save energy. seems the guy has stopped blogging altogether liao.
J O U R N E Y - Corrine May

It's a long, long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long, long journey
and I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long, long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long, long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it seems no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul

Will you break down these walls and pull me through?

'Cause it's a long, long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long, long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Thanks to my friend who introduced this song to me. Feel so deeply drawn to this song. Not sure why.. Cheers ppl. Listen to this song if you have yet to.

oh, i wanna add:

Thanks to my friend, SGT Ho, who introduced this song to me.

aiya, his name is gavin, same as my buddy. but i prefer to call him sgt ho and my buddy sim chee beng =x

in case you thought my friend's parent didnt like him and gave him that dumb name, relac, he has a nice name, Sim Wei Ming, just that mdm yasmin from our sec sch one day got his name wrong.

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in any case, my above words had already been so random, so why not i juz continue to be random ya. i juz feel like talking la.

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was feeling down yesterday, then i suddenly thought of something while meddling with crunchyroll.com and mobtv.sg

things like mobtv and crunchyroll can let you choose as and when and where you would be comfy to switch it to the show which you are not able to watch it while it was telecast on TV.

but your love ones can't juz switch to to "sharing mode" and "communication mode" as and when and where you would be comfy to want to spend quality time with them, within the slot which you have allocated to be "quality time with them".

bcos, for people who have constipation before sure understand this: when you don't have the FeeL to poot poot, you hafta 酝酿 the mood first, if not how you struggle also only can get the piles out. otherwise, you can take laxatives.

in the case of human communication, there would be times when one wants to "spend quality time" [the poot poot of the last example] with their love ones. but the latter was not in the mood. the latter prefers to be engaging in the computer game which he has started earlier. so the one who wants to "spend quality time" will get grouchy, cos has already spend effort to allocate time for quality communication why to reciprocal actions [constipation la] ?

when one gets grouchy and find trouble with the other, they quarrel [laxative]. through the arguement, they also considered got spend quality time liao [poot poot liao]. cos they got communicate their feelings and thoughts ma. but sometimes, one party just keep silent during the fight, then end up accumulating hard feelings [got piles liao lor] and explode one fine day, weeks months or years later, causing a massive break up in their relationship [need operation to remove the piles liao].

i is getting nutty. whatever~
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Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Hiatus

i was in hong kong. and then i m back. i didnt touch the comp for 1 week. then i browse through the blogs on my list. then i felt sad. i start to think: whats the purpose of blogging whats the purpose of this blog whats the purpose of friendship whats the reality that is really meant when one manifest it i thought i've found the answers some time back but i feel lost again now what is the purpose of this entry what is the purpose of the questions i have just posed what is the purpose of anything at all after all the hooha of anything at the end of the day 也不过如此

appreciate appreciate. everything is nothing when there is no appreciation. a ball of dung could be deem gold if someone bothers to appreciate. yea great duh appreciate is the theory is the way of things. is it easy to practise this. no. you will start to wonder is this appreciation that you are practicing, a kind of 自欺欺人.
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Friday, August 10, 2007

10th August 2007

today is a good day

the weather is good

we are going sentosa

i closed a deal via 3 email + 1 overseas call

i had my fave almond cake from ikea for brunch's dessert

yesterday had fun doing a pre-wedding shoot with lawrence, perryn and su-lyn.

lawrence mms me a photo of yesterday's shoot damn nice!

juz waiting for him to post on his blog first, then i ask permission to post here =P

its our 6th year anniversary today x)
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Monday, July 09, 2007

Life is Weird

Shawn says:

If life don't sucks, we would have fallen off earth.

LOL.

Me and Dino says:

Life is a vacuum cleaner, it sucks.

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yea, life is full of ups and downs. just when you think you are up, you might be down deep under. just when you thought you flew to heaven, you are six feet underneath too x) k rubbish.

anyways, i got a good news at work and a bad news at work on the same day LOL.

my probation is over, i is confirmed, i get increment, i get namecard.

on the same day, i found out about a mistake i made 2 months back. the mistake cost my boss two thousand bucks.

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i bought mahjong thinking i will be playing with this person, this person and that person. but end up hor, i played with all the people in the world that i would not have imagined but not them leh. YITING~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~! MAG~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
instead i played with Sean. damn, his mama better not know about this. seems i have been guiding him all the weird things since sec sch =_= copy homework, jaboh extra lesson go play badminton before O Level, teach him play pool at Grandlink, and now.. Mahjong =_=

damn last min ytd. afterwork met up with amos to go supper. 11pm sean replied amos's miss call which was made at 4pm. so we roped him in for supper too. while waiting for sean, jeremy smsed amos: any plans for supper tonight?

the world of warcraft bunch of guys always go supper on friday nights.

so we got jeremy in as well.

after supper at C.Nai Cafe at upp east coast road, jeremy and i were thinking we wanna chill out a while more before heading home. afterall, TGIF!

amos was trying to get us off the idea by saying there's no place no money no whatever. then i suggested mahjong. hehe~! jeremy is on for it! was actually thinking bout abducting jiazhao with us, but managed to persuade sean to play hahaha.

i 1 player win 2 player. amos start with $11.80, end with $11.80. LOL.

amos pissed me off by saying i cant make big sets of tiles, right after that i win a qing yi se + cat + flower + hua shang = man tai. and the boys was challenging my maths -_- 10cent 20cent man tai is $1.60 $3.20 la~! remember this man. -_-

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its 2pm, i am eating corn flake in the office, and typing this post, and replying Ting's tag -_-

Rules of the game:

Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts, as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs!

i think fresh coconut smells like amos.
i slp face down. my right hand always grabs a bunch of my blanket before i fall aslp.
its the first time i ever do a meme aka tag like this.
my name should be: Joyce Vera Tan
i aspire to be a house~~fly~~wife.
i often faint when i was in primary and secondary school. lesser as years goes by, but once a while i still do.
i dun hate my discipline mistress ms abraham.
i love my sec 4 classroom. or rather, i always likes the serenity and security in schools..
i enjoy the bliss to roll round amos's bed when he's playing warcraft; and look at the traffic at the junction and the mrt track and the clear view of sky and singapore expo.
both me and amos didnt start this relationship becos we are head over heels with each other. only after being together for some time that we become more n more head over heels with each other x)
Tag:
Xiao Rix'zi
Mystic Vulcan
Mag
Stephy
Ann
Lawrence
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last but not the least weird fact of life, i started this post on 30th June 2pm, i only completed yiting's tag and this part on 9th July at 1am.

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Life's good! Celebrate being Able to Breathe, Celebrate being Able to Work, Celebrate being Able to do a Happy Job I Love by Choice!

Cheers to Monday, to the New Week and OH YA!

Cheers to the Newly Wedd, Gary ~~Wu Wei Xiong aka Koala~~ & Wui Ting!
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Moon River

i dunno why.. but the tune of this song keep getting stuck on my tongue, and plays in my mind..

and finally i know how to use imeem ^^

~~in case some rats with not very good eyesight find the music irritating, the player is on my photo at the top of this page =]~~ i managed to hide the player from blocking my pretty pic HAHA bhb me, i noe~ its OkiE~ [22nd july]

if someone knows how to hide this player behind my photo, please tell me.. much appreciated. cos at the moment, i can't find a nice spot to put this player ^^
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Saturday, July 07, 2007

O.o

my bro rented the vcd of korean movie: everybody has secrets

i tried to watch, but apparently the vcd is too thick and will keep getting paused or checkered, or stop altogether. the rental shop is such a tard... the barcode sticker for security purpose is stucked onto the first vcd's printed surface, and the stick is so thick.

end up, i finished watch the entire movie in youtube, minus the 6 mins i barely can make out of the low quality off screen effect the vcd has shown over the player or on the laptop.

today i met a lady who had came all the way down to meet me cos she is interested in animation. end up, she didnt take animation, but is considering taking photography.

i was really really touched that she likes rueyloon's work soOOOOOOOoo much, that she can identify rueyloon's work when i shown it to her.

well, somehow fate must have twisted one way or another, cos she sieved through nearly all the elite photographers and saw rueyloon's work and really like it, but somehow we never met her or hear from her before. nope, not that she is price sensitive. cos she is definitely one who would spend more if the quality is there. that's why i say.. somehow fate must have twisted somewhere.

and today becos of animation, she got to see more of rueyloon's works and rates.

and whats more, while discussing more details about her wedding, we discovered that the wedding that she is attending tomorrow and we are covering tomorrow, is the same one!

Singapore is just that small. earlier this week, i met another couple. they made an appointment with us early last week to view more of our works. last friday, they went to a wedding and found out from their friend that we will be covering her wedding in september for photography. and so happen, that wedding that they were all attending, the videography coverage is by us too!

should i say singapore is small or should i say our reach is wide? =P

i prefer the first opt, but wish for the latter ^^

sometimes, what's interesting in life is the unexpected
Quoted from Movie - Everybody Has Secrets
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Monday, July 02, 2007

As of July 1st . . .

. . . if there is the necessity to have vulgarity as the best words to express the situation, it would be either in Espaniol or ****

cos . . .

i is Officially Full Time Staff representing my company(s) as of now.

therefore, i must present myself properly.

ah sheesh. that's hard to do in here, ain't it?

cos there's a place for everything, and i am used to ranting in my nonameapplicable.blogspot.com

i guess those really violent stuff just gotta shift to perra-side-me.livejournal.com for the time being. if there are any violent objections like the last time when i shift my blog, i guess i will just hafta open a blank blog with nonameapplicable.blogspot.com which will redirect my readers who are used to my violent online persona's nature, to the not so civilize bloggy which will contact archives of the past and future of NoNameApplicable.

btw, perra-side-me means: b**** side of me. perra in espaniol = the female counterparts of human's loyal friend.

but that's troublesome =/

we'll see. for now i will just push down the posts, remove the archive function, and do the rest when i got time.

BUT.

THE MAIN POINT IS:

I am confirmed for my Job.

Additions from the confirmation: - proper name card, sorta pay rise.

additions are secondary. the main point is:

I AM CONFIRMED FOR A JOB I LOVE~!!!

cool rite!

over the last few weeks, i was pretty touched by a few couples.. hearing how they initially called me with uncertain tones, met me with confused and worried faces, and left our studio with a big smile and share with me things that is beyond a client and a sales coordinator, i felt.. happy..

especially a bride who's wedding was on Saturday, till friday things are still somewhat going a haywire here and there, and she met a very irresponsible vendor who landed her in a mess which leads her to us. i was heartache when i see her helplessly trying to put things right as much as she can; i was happy when i see her release her knitted brows and chat with me little details of her wedding preparations that she's happy about.. though i didnt get to know her contact for future keeping in touch purpose, but i felt like i got a new friend, cos she opened up to me =)

my boss asked me if i m unhappy with anything in my job. pay, condition, job scope etc. he ask if i got enough money to use with the current pay. haha. its great that there's a rise, cos i need it after all. today is 2nd July, i only have half my pay in my bank, the rest went to personal + household utilities. and this month, someone's getting married, the hongkong trip is next month, therefore i gotta scrimp really properly this month.

last month, my bro ask me if there's anything that i want to own if i have the financial strength now. i can't think of any.

rueyloon hit the spot right. i only ask to be happy in what i am doing. i guess that's the ultimate importance ain't it?

haven't i seen enough people who had earn loads, but is unhappy?

someone who earn loads and have a great girl by his side but don't appreciate? but keep coming after someone that he can never be together with, just becos his ego refuse to admit that he couldnt get this girl years back when he was so near yet so far.

someone who got the fame but lost the love of his life and ultimately his fame?

someone who got the money, the fame and the respect of people; but missed out the precious years when she is still able to hug her son in her arms?

i only ask to be happy in what i m doing i guess. albeit my reasoning in which ever job i go is to set my mind that i can find happiness in what i m doing. no point finding fault with what i have when i can't change it, only makes myself miserable what.

just that, this job, is a blessing. cos the bonus that comes with it, are the smiles on the confused and uncertain faces of inexperienced people trying to get the best vendors to assist them in creating the big day in their life, and preserving it for as long as it could possibly be.

seriously, imagine the helplessness of these people who has no past experience in getting married, getting vendors for their wedding day; nearly every decision they make are big gambles. is either the vendor make their big day a great day or break their big day into a nightmare.

hence the smile you see on them when they are finally relieved off each big decision on which vendors to take, its really like they shifted their anxiety to you, trusting that you have the passion to make their Celebration of Passion the best it could ever be. its really sincere.

very happy job x)

plus, on the wedding day, when i get to see their video or photographs, i just can't feel sad, can i? unless the groom in the pic is amos and the bride is not me la. =x
the other day, sam completed an express highlight for a couple, i was watching it with him as he do the final check.

Sam ask: eh what do you think bout this Express Highlight i just did?
Me say: its fantastic! i laughed and cry along with it!
Sam says: wow. new way to express how good is my work eh!

In Conclusion:

i am really happy and blessed to get this job in the first place, all thanks to Lawrence and Friendster for linking Lawrence to me, of all people in Singapore.

then i am really blessed to have really forgiving bosses who take the pain to mould me from nothing to a little bit of thing for this job.

an finally, i am really really blessed to be given the chance to experience all these happiness for a long time more to come!

rueyloon says:
perks of the confirmation is that you get a namecard of your own, pay increment and paid annual leave and medical leave!

i like the name card part =D cos i dun really understand the works of leaves, amos made it sound really complicated for his =/ whatever, they will explain to me later ons when i need leaves =p

oh ya. my big cat ORD on 11th July 2007. that's fast. so outta the blue, 2 years liao. he gained responsibility, some skills and some good brothers that he can hold for life; i gained some good friends from his department too!

eh. wa.. i only meant to do a small notice that this blog would be more civilize as of 1st july, but it became such a long headless tail-less entry.

whatever. i is sleepy. i got a pretty pretty organizer to put all the boys' bookings and schedules in! the iCal is driving me nuts, keep dropping entries every now and then. previously it drops silly things that are alright, but this time i noticed that it dropped something really important which cost us an opportunity cost which is quite big. thank goodness my bosses are sons of God, if not i would be killed and trashed in the alley in one of those Alvatar bins. talking bout the bins, we pay but we don't have a bin in the alley! why ar. i must go find out soon. -_-"

oh. i noe i must really slp now, but who noes when i will get to post again. anyways, some other good news:

Congrats to:

Yi Ting: for getting a real marcom job instead of the last boogie job that brings you photo shopping the whole week. i saw your tag. tu perra. i have done it halfway, its in my drafts.. goodness how to think of 10 largely different wierd antics of myself man.

Mag: for getting another job soon. have fun. its okie, its only the first year after grad, my bro says i have 3 years to find what i want to do for the next 30 years.

Georgie Wong: Honourable Mention on UOB Photography awards sia! great job you gotten wor, brings you rice plus an award ^^ kambate neh! although you won't ever come this page haha!

Rueyloon + Kim: after witnessing so many weddings, finally your own le! enjoy your big party! it will definitely be a blessed marriage, seems your wedding date is a hot date for couples orh!

Cookie: ORD LOH! baobao jiayou, my baobao is the best! definitely will find a direction that you know you will want to have fun doing it for the years to come x)
even though you think my job sucks, but you also support me all the way, so i will also support you de! but make sure you earn moola. no money no honey HAHA!

Yan Deng: as murphy's law would have it, things always goes wrong somehow even if you do the best seamless prep works. but i believe in you, your skills and your better or ptm instructors previously, that you definitely have the quality to get into MDC and play under the baton of Major Tay. as i m a failure in being professional in what i was playing, i can't say much. but i can only say, be a musician, an artist; hold the artist's attitude, enjoy your song, love your song, feel your song. the judges hearing you will be able to feel you through your music. YOU WILL GET IN DE LA, STOP WORRYING. although at this point in time, i m not sure if you have gone for the trial, but either way, i still think you are good. so does my mum. you're her new idol ya.

Rix & WuiTing: though rix keeps saying machiam he has no business in getting married, be it the people who has contact with the two of you in real life or through the cable modems and land lines, we all know this man loves you =)

have a wonderful marriage, have more Rixies in the years to come!

but xiao rix'zi, please don't imitate your idol in wrestling.. i saw the news of the guy you mentioned liao. *sweats*

Jasmin: thanks for calling me earlier.. though i dunno why you called, but i noe you must be happy today, hearing from your voice, and your boy is accompanying you tonight =) what storm can be worse? with him by your side, raging storms are but romantic drizzles. btw, i saw connie mama last nite. she looks haggled.. though i m still confused by the words and acts of these adults years back, but it just hurts to see someone i once see so sorta glam, now so haggled..

Sam: work is never ending de la. He who brings you to it, will bring you through it. must have arrange you to go away at this time for a reason =)

ah. i guess i m just feeling emo and insecure bout life again, that's why i m evading sleep and talking so much not useful and uncalled for things here. but hey! i am counting my blessings! whatever, i guess, i should by right be feeling better after trying to struck a connection, somehow, with people that i m thankful to be blessed with.

As Arnon would say if we are drunk and by the riverside:
sista, life's good. don't emo. think positive think positive think positive. emo people pukes after drinking. have you ever seen me puke after drinking tons? no rite. i think positive thoughts. 8)

a'ite, good nite world. tomorrow's a great day, tons of things lay out to be done. next wk's a great week, more happy encounters coming up, meeting more couples, next weekend is fully packed with weddings!

its good to be busy and feel useful.

* i had wanted to post an emo post tonight, but i guess, its not suitable to do it here anymore. but i guess, sometimes the length of a speech would already have shown the emotions without the need to put in emo words. *

as lawrence's blog link to me describes my blog as:

Joyce and her contradictions.

yea, long time i haven used the My Contradiction Tag. here goes . . .
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Saturday, June 23, 2007

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well. no title for this post.

i'm just pissed. by things currently not my business and i hope it will never be.

whats wrong with people? whats the whole point of being in a relationship for years?

someone told me: i've been with him for 11years. but. nothing memorable. we're getting married cos its the trend among our peers.

i dun understand why would people be together for years and find that there is nothing memorable. gosh. every single waking moment with him by my side physically or not, is memorable! shouldn't we be appreciating the very fact that we are together by choice?

i dunno. probly they're just shy to strangers. surely they do appreciate each other? i hope.

this other couple, together for many years, broke up lately cos one of them got into an affair with a common fren moons back. reason of getting an alternative: my other half neglected me cos of work. gosH. for fuk sake, THIS IS NEGOTIABLE!

whats the point of being together for years but couldnt trust each other to be mature enough or love each other enough to bother to listen without feeling bullied or getting personal? i mean, argue for the sake of fact not emotions la. kaoz. together for so long but cant trust each other to handle problems together is crap lor.
whats best is, that dodo cant trust his other half to be able to handle this together, so the dodo decide to ownself settle things. LIKE HOW GREAT IT IS TO SOLVE A PROBLEM ALONE.. Getting AN ALTERNATIVE PARTNER EH?

what the fuk. whats worse is, if they broke up before he went to the other, its fine. but, he hang on to this life buoy. and tried out there with the alternative for some days and realise that the alternative is not as great as PLAN A, so turned back home for dinner. GOSH. thats muthafuken selfish!

i mean, if u have that much a prob with your partner, fuk goodness sake, BREAK UP. release that poor soul / fiend dammit. u don't hang-on-to-this-box-of-cookies-while-you-browse-around-for-
another-box-with-less-cracked-cookies!

i met 3 of such people. two of them tried their luck with me. muthafukers. you sin and go hell don't make me your accomplice in hurting your poor partner. and for goodness sake, i am somebody else's first choice, somebody else's precious gem in his hands, i don't fuken need your sympathy to rule me into your 2nd 3rd 4th or even 5th choice or further.

i m just randomly pissed. and so happened to feel like posting a random post x)

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my dumb new heels bite me and keep falling off me today. i got pissed and dumped it into the waste paper basket. end of the day, i wore skye tan's slippers home -_- but i still decided to give me heels a chance. tied it up in a bag and brought it home. Sam suggested me to redo the scene picking up the heels from the waste paper basket so that he can youtube it. the scene itself was not that funny, it was the way Sam was laughing at my antics that was really worth uploading into youtube LOL.

damn idiotic day teasing prissy and han LOL.

pls bless me a nice enjoyable mahjong game tomorrow. no need win money, just don't lose money can liao. i just want to have some fun with the tiles.

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to end this post,

TO HELL WITH MUTHAFUKERS WHO THOUGHT THAT EVERY WOMEN IS LIKE THEIR MOTHER WHO ALLOWS THEM TO BE FICKLED BOUT THE CONTENT OF THEIR BREAKFAST. FUCK YOU GET A LIFE. NO OTHER WOMEN THAN YOUR MAMA IS OBLIGED TO CLEAN YOUR ASS. MORON.
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Friday, May 18, 2007

Give.

Christians have this saying that sounds something like that, some where.. think i learnt it from Huiling or Pastor Prince on one of the church session i tag along with huiling to New Creations.

U give a portion of your harvest to God, he will return you, somehow, 7 fold.

Let me pick someone from 217 and give an example, please note that it does not mean that the rest are asses and this guy is an angel. it so happen that its convenient to use him as an example cos he sits beside me and i hear that often LOL.

e.g. When we do our best for our works and take the extra metre to help our clients a little even with things not related to our contract scope, as though its our own wedding, its but a gesture that requires few minutes, but the clients would be happy and become customer advocates and recommend other couples to us.

When that happens, in Sam's words, he would say: Praise the Lord, God is Good.

Either Confucian or one of the old man said:

lao wu lao, yi ji ren zhi lao; you wu you, yi ji ren zhi you.
[treat other people's elders like yours, treat other people's young like yours]

Someone, somehow, somewhere along the way said:

what goes around, comes around.

My Physics Teacher Mr Pang said:

Potential Energy = Kinetic Energy

Elaine Koh (Amos's mum, an entrepreneur) says:

don't so gei gao and plan your steps so carefully and scared people eat your advantage. instead of saving those little benefits, if you have been more benevolent, you would earn more.

Today I say:

mai gei gao. zh'o l'ang hum hum, pua p'eh jia wu l'ang lai tum. [don't be so calculative. be humble, when u sick then got people visit] be sincere. don't wei li shi tu. [don't only do things for the sake of returns]

met someone today that is bloody gei gao. ngeow ga chu't zhup [stingy until he stinks with stingy-juice]. if he is not so gei gan, i believe he would have learnt much more, everyone would have love to share with him much more, and his work would have been dozen folds better.

*shake head*

to think he goes to church on sundays and listens to Pastor Prince's sessions. to think he is Christian, wears a cross, owns a bible but like what Dan was saying of a bible today: eh.. not enlightened wan.. no highlight or writing inside =_=

anyways, as mentioned in the above samples of who-say-what, it is obvious that what i m trying to say is:

give when you can. don't bother yourself so much by being so gei gao. instead of just seeing mis-favors done by people onto you, why don't highlight to yourself what you may have been gei gaoing with people that makes them gei gan you. then again, as Peter says: The Yellow Pages Syndrome patients are 9.5 outta 10 people you meet. it is always convenient to Point Fingers to others and not facing oneself's mistakes.

you people reading this, please be a dear and remind me when my Yellow Pages Syndrome acts up ya.

btw, gei gan = gei gao + gan b*

as of today, thou resolut to use lesser vulgarity in my blog.
thou resolut to take care of my face more so that i can have another photoshoot in near future and get onto the gallery of models in Lawrence's friendster =_=
thou also resolut to become and maintain whiter complexion so that i can wear a red gown and the day red-Kua like the one Kate wore on her wedding (if you are lucky u can view it on vocaremedia.com ~ videos ~ Jeff&Kate's Wedding Highlight)

i is shanghainese, why is me not white~! i mite yearn for black when i turn whiter. doesnt matter. now i want WHITE.

Conversation with Mag on the phone over dinner:

Jo: tomolo wan acc me go BarFly? my friend got contacts and bottles, so no need 21 / 23 =x
Mag: eh my friends advance booked me for clubbing tomolo and next week go Attica liao paisei.
Jo: ai seH. k i book you 1st wk of June. club. dunno where. but hor, most prob wednesday. cos i might be retrenched liao.
Mag: har! serious ar.
Jo: ya. depends on how the guys' discussion goes lor. either retrenched in 2 weeks or probation 2 more months.
Mag: oh..
Jo: if i retrench we go interview together at singapore casket la. i take cab pass by, seems the renov is done leh.
Mag: eh can consider leh.
Jo: ya lor. the florist downstairs looks good.
Mag: ya lor ya lor.
Jo: eh i be florist u be make up artist there la. you so good at doing make up.
Mag: ya can consider.

LOL. sibei crap lor. we talk until got dragon got pheonix la.

heard a good news today, our friend June aka Sam has broke up with her crap shit boyfriend.

hoorays! no wonder i tink her pics on friendster looks better these days.

cheers to good girls rid of maggot boyfriends who don't appreciates them.
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Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Taiwan Spree Cys3388

NT190

NT360

NT300
i is getting these pieces from the cys3388 spree.. my cousin stephy is spree host this round ^^ click on the picture to get to the actual webbie for more details.
i still think i got more clothes that i wanna buy from JoYcE shop spree. cos cys3388 got very few of such one piece tshirt dress.. JoYcE shop got more. mayb nex time ba ^^
~~if interested let me know ba, stephy still waiting for approval to host the spree on sgspree forum, so probly close the spree next week ba.~~ already closed, will send in yiting's last order by 2pm tomorrow, so yup if u can email me by then ba. ~ 1.30am, 3rd May.
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