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Sunday, December 31, 2006

i'm not alone

read meg's.. realise i'm not alone. shldnt hav been the case to rejoice, but at least i dun feel as dumb as i was feeling..

probly a mirror sent to me for xmas ba. so much similarities. lol.

i hate myself today.

i was irritated with amos and lawrence, cos i was irritating today, i juz get irritate by little bits of stuff. feel like slappin myself. how can i snap at amos n lawrence. they always ultimo patience for me lor. haiz.

was also proud of myself today.

had my company appraisal form back from peter.. i didnt realise the little things that i do actually was appreciated. the miscommunication one mth back before i left villa, that made me so sad so disappointed with he whom i respect so much, he took the time to talk to me today; he spoke, i understood; if only that came earlier. he only had dinner at nearly 9pm lor. cos he was talkin to me before that.

all the misunderstanding then were cos of miscommunication of ideas and concerns from different levels, which was not communicated properly.. thus the unhappiness arising.

he gave me 53/60 for my appraisal.. 30 to pass, 48 to pass with commendation.
i really thank this man for his generousity the pass yr..

peter raised 3 things that he have problem with me lol.

honesty. too honest for my own good.
punctuality
some miswritten table numbers
things he like about me:
how i talk to colleagues and customers, the way i handle PR
my work is neat whenever i hand in to him
my eye for little details
honesty
very initiative and self motivated at work [if only i hav this attribute at sch oso]
then i asked him.. durin the last mth of my work, there's an influx of newbies; i kept repeatedly remind and taught them the things to be done. but its often left undone n i'm doing by myself when my men are standing there blowing fan. and i heard i was voted the fiercest station leader.
how? i wrong ar? i never scold straight wor. i repeatedly taught and remind them many times first le wor.

peter say as long as i got give enough warning, they mite complain, but in their heart they noe well enuf its their own fault n i've given enough chances. i fulfilled my task as a station leader to manage my manpower, i m not at fault as long as i m not agressive.

peter told me, juz like the other day got this guy, fion repeatedly ask him to clear the table, so that the cake could be served, he repeatedly didnt do it. then fion did it and asked him why she can clear he cant. he give a superb moronic ans: u can give birth i cant.

bastard.

then he says he appreciates that i m very self motivated and initiative at work, i very happy sia. cos i nv noe that they wud notice. i tot since i m so blur n often make mistake and late, den at least what i can do i should do good to collect back some points lolx.

belinda from shunjuu also commented that she likes my initiative at work before..

X)

had a little chat with steven, very very kind of him.. to take the extra effort to guide me when he dun earn anything at all and not oblige at all since he is no longer a villa bali staff. he even offered that if i should need resources in future regarding events, i shld feel free to contact him. and if i need a job in this area, he can refer me. ^^

steven, ashley, johnson and peter all felt something about me:

i do things too scared make mistake, too careful until either i lose my direction, or i cant focus everything.

johnson and steven asked me to be more confident about myself, cos if a marketer needs an attribute the most, it would be confidence in persuading and selling my idea.

initially i was totally [90%] off-ish towards lawrence's offer to have me join his studio and do the admin and marketing stuffs, which later-onz i mite have to be wedding planner. i was totally no confident at all. i scared i cant help him but made them lose money, and throw his face infronta his partners.

asked steven's opinion juz now, he says i shld juz go ahead and try. the more places i get to try the betta. events is a very fun thing, he always says. cos its never fixed. u can always twist and turn, its all in ur hands. the only thing that doesnt change is, the job is about organising things.

i repeated the above paragraph that steven said to lawrence, and he very conveniently "ya lor ya lor" me, as though he had hitched a ride on steven's to rope me into his studio lol.

aft i met them and hanged around villa bali a while chatting with colleagues, i went to centrepoint to meet amos and his mum to go supper together at jalan bersar.

amos's mum is really kind.. actually she needs me to give her a work schedule weekly.. but she understood that its really tough on my side with the crazy intervals of deadlines, so she says i juz need to call one day in advance if i can work the nex day.

i is not alone. with so much sweet people holding me as i learn to walk by myself [some to list from today: the villa bali mgrs, amos's mum, lawrence, my motley proj team and more], with so much sweet people who walks behind me quietly waiting to hold me when i fall, [some to list from these few days: kenny, alvin, gavin ho, momo, khryz, rix, meg and more] and my everReady baobao amos =D

blessed.

and i is blessed to have a faery that reminded me to count my blessings at the last sunrise of year 2006.

From Deborah Wright's The Rebel Fairy,

[not in exact words] sometimes u juz feel so gloom and see no hope, but outta the sudden, u sorta cleared all your thoughts and get lifted in ur spirit. that's when a fairy near u absorbed ur sadness and whispered joy into ur ear.
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Saturday, December 30, 2006

Dreamy Mood

got this from a chicago gal's blog ^^

A guy that hugs you till you eventually shout at him to let go

A guy that kisses you to keep you from yelling at him

A guy that wipes your tears for you without asking why and whispers "it's okay" softly

A guy that that cheers you up even though his day was worse than yours

A guy that calls you to tell you that he misses you after seeing you just three hours before

A guy that runs to your house when you text him that you need him.

A guy that says, "Stop playing around..," with a smile, after you told him that you wanted to stop seeing him

A guy that tells you that he will wait for you till you meet him where you've always met

sweet hor? as i read down this list, i tick tick tick mentally hahaha =x

then ytd when i read meg's fren's blog, she says the first kiss feeling of having butterflies in the stomach, haha i dunno isit cos we not used to PDA [public display of affection], though we together for 5 yrs, sometimes we still quite shy in public de lor. probly is more like me that is shy ba. i ever asked amos, why we never like those couples so intimate in public, is cos i dun wan n he dun wan, or cos i dun wan to? he say cos he respect me, he noes i shy. LOL. so yea. still will have the butterfly feeling x)

in the photoshoot by lawrence, sometimes some shots, amos is already uneasy that he has to smile, which he dun usually smile and pose for the camera, and besides, lawrence is around. so tt y some photos he still looks constipated HAHA =x

today at the shop, amos was chatting with the manager, when a customer who had already left, turned back and ask LiLi to pass me a note with his number on it. the way he write very funny.. hehe.. n i was amazed that he can write so much on the back of a receipt =P
then at the end of the note, he initialed: Justin, the pink shirt guy.

i went up to the upper deck where amos was n passed him the note.. he face damn funny la, read liao den tease me: the pink shirt guy~

i muz admit, the guy look quite cute. but i hate it when guys dun ask me directly, but pass note or worse, ask someone pass message to me. n he did both =/ lili ask him pass to me, he run away =_=

my mum says, why the boy so silly, come more often then will know me le ma, need so awkward meh~ the guy at takashimaya last time also everyday come buy herbal tea from me.. but he still end up write me a note HAHA. then the nex day he came n ask me why i never call him. i replied "call u for?" =_=

its sometimes quite surprising, that its a shop selling herbal tea, desserts and traditional stuff, its a wonder to me already when there are ppl my age frequenting, its even more a wonder when its not geeks but funky ppl who would come make fren LOL. he oso quite heng la. i one wk only one day there, n manage to bump into him.

then managed to recognise a group of senior citizens who came last wk on xmas eve, they were pretty humourous n nice ppl ^^

and met this little family, sounds like indonesian chinese ba. they were very enthusiastically practising mandarin.. but out of habit, i spoke english in return HAHA so spoil the mood lolx.

the food there is nice, the ppl there is nice, the customers there is nice too ^^ look forward to working there again the nex time, especially when frens like yiyin, kai jun, wei li and celestine's fren's coming in to work liao ^^ rejuvinating the brand Yi Kou Wei with us hippy young hearts! =D

this new outlet is not only a new area that they venture into, but the a milestone that marks a turn in the company's culture ba. =)

workin here is diff from last time workin at the take away outlets lor. cos those times is with those aunties, and they are like more they are definitely rite, and every little thing i do is scrutinized, and its either they penalise me cos i'm amos's gal, or they super take care of me cos i m his gal. i was so upset at a time, when i tot this person is really really nice to me, and i really trust that its all sincere. then amos's mother hate to break the news to me, but she wants me to at least noe how cunning this person is, and the rest is up to me. its not easy for me to trust someone, but when i do, i totally throw myself in. damn sadded then.

workin here, they dun say much, they oso dun ask me do thing =_=
i juz move around, i see things i do. sometimes they seem shock about my initiativeness and certain skills around the place with the products, probly they didnt noe i used to work with them for quite some periods the past few years ba. probly they too tot that the crown prince's galfren is supposed to be a vasE. oh wells.

at least i got good comments ^^
amos say the mgr is not the anyhow type of person. bad means bad, good means good. if he says ok means ok. so he asked him if my performance is alright so far, and he actually said good. ^^

amos say he's proud of me =D

finally i have something that he can be proud about! i always feel like i make a lot of trouble for him and throw his face a lot.. always worried bout how his fren mite think of me everytime he bring me on gathering with his ns frens.. amos wans me to hang around with them n not tagged to him only on gatherings.. so when he's chatting with some or singing or wad, i would go join the other guys play games too.. but i was also worried if they would find me too enthu. =/ cos when i start playin i would quite high..

that day went clubbing juz carelessly created a misunderstanding.. my forfeit was a whole gls of brandy coke, and i was pretty full liao, so one of the guys was bside me, i juz never think much, turn over ask him if he thirsty wan help me drink heh heh. when i play with amos's camp mates, they oso onZ de, that y i never think much.. den he oso damn on. he only ask, how much? i say half den he gulp liao. aisEH. but then i didnt realise that since my fren is interested in the guy, thus she mite be uncomfortable with that.. haiz still feel quite guilty now. good thing is that my fren is not the kinda kiddy lian type that will dumbly bcos of such things dun fren me de lor, if not i'll dunno hate the guy for a long time or hate my straight square brain -_-

had supper with amos and his dad at simpang bedok juz now, and met my lecturer gary lin, and think is his wife ba.. and 2 others ^^

the last time we met a HOD from our secondary school, chilling out there.. we were thinking, haha scarli he wanted to pluck out a cigg, but know we are around then dun dare, then cursing in his heart LOL

youtube, dailymotion and photobucket had been pretty unfriendly these few days =_=
especially photobucket.
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Thursday, December 28, 2006

Things happen for a reason

i thank siyun for send this email to me.
Things happen for a reason; people appears to make an impact.
Take things as they are. Appreciate while u have them.
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be.

Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.

The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.!

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant .

Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.
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Tuesday, December 26, 2006

X'mas

this yr's xmas is so quiet compared to last yrs.. but oso rite la, xmas eve supposed to be silent nite or something rite LOL.

last yr was crazy playin crazy ribbons and party poppers with colleagues managers bosses and customers. this yr's work is such a big diff lor! so quiet. cos chg work to centrepoint, and the new shop is at the new wing of centrepoint, the basement, which is quite maze like to get there.. n the awareness of the place is still pretty low.. so i can count more staffs in the entire floor than PASSING BY CUSTOMERS at any one time. so dun need to mention seated customers ya. basically the brands available there are all pretty popular actually, juz that the awareness of this place is simply too low to allow any of the brands to shinE.

still had fun though. first day and last day of work for the month haha. cant cope with sch + work la. bo bian. cut my finger while washing the kinda pot with a metal net inside, then u can chomp chomp the handle to make the tea thicker kinda thingy.. the metal net cut me..

finished work at 10pm, which we initially expected probly 12.30am. but the traffic is pathetic la. one of the shops actually closed for the day at 730pm lor. if its takashimaya or bugis junction, that stall's boss mite have a lot to explain to the mall lolx.

went to east coast cabana with amos first to wait for kenny to come down and drink with us.

wa robber lor. tmd. this one i got hell loads to complain.. nb.....

when we reached, we noticed that the place is full even though other than their original seatings, they had extended make shift tables to the outside of the skates shop and bicycle shop. so we expected to be put on waiting list. juz that, we didnt expect the waiting list so fast.. we juz reached mac n placed my order, thinkin we would eat a bit there first while waiting, the gal called us to go back le. =.=

i ordered a white russian when i sat down. the guy Har? 3 times before he took my order. then he came back, "sorry ar, white russian sold out, if want muz wait quite a while leh. u want order other drinks first?" i smiled back n shake head.

den he came back again, "sorry ar, really dun have le, somemore cos now quite a lot of ppl.."
i say: "is it kahlua or is it milk that u guys run out? if its milk can i at least have black russian?"

"sorry ar, i oso not sure, but i was juz told that we dun have the drink leh."

another person comes, i ask her about the drink, she says "orh sorry we dun sell anything outta the menu" HELLO. wad kinda bar are they having? any decent bar, u ask for a drink, on the menu onot, as long as they got the ingredients, they get u. cos international cocktails are too much to be listed in a pathetic menu.

den i ask, so can i have 1 vodka neat and 1 kahlua neat? [black russian is juz mix vodka n kahlua lor.]

"sorry cant, cos we only sell shots for tequila."

and btw, apparently, their cocktails prices shot up to $20 per drink for the festive season.

what the fuck.

actually we were having plans of gg to k box cineleisure and sing until the xmas morning.. i made the reservation le.. but khryz sick so she n francis not coming.. den gavin [not my bro, is the one i noe from dbl o] oso fever so not coming. so left me amos kenny n huat. den amos prefer cabana cos of the price n he didnt wan to stay until 6am in the first place, so huat gave it a miss, only me amos n kenny drinkin.

was quite sadded when i didnt receive xmas sms from my galfrens.. not even a forwarded msg.. not to say a personalised one.. den aft 12am, i received one from andy, a guy from my last workplace, and one from wei xiang. so touched lor! personalised for me de.. den jasmin and megdalene was having smoke break at work, and they called to send their love! so touch so touch.. aft that still received a few others from huiling, veron, alex and more! ^^ and when i returned, i saw wishes on the tag board of this blog too! and on msn juz now, my regular customer at villa bali saw my nick "sick little monkey", she came to give bit bit concern and wished me too ^^

quite disappointed.. called someone but he didnt ans, as per norm of the past 1 month.. n called another.. was quite cold.. ~~hence that emo post earlier on..~~ [i cut away the emo parts n updated as a new entry last nite 27.12.06] but i understood le la.. they oso got their own probs.. i cant be expecting them to smile to me 24/7. i noe they dun hate me =]

and on xmas day, me n amos slept the whole day, only woke up for a while to eat lunch, and unwrap my present for amos ^^ i bought him the pyagu penguin mini water dispenser to put at his cubicle in the office lolx.. his table is jammed with his manga figurines, wood models that he built and a couple of toys from me LOL. and he bought me a pInk pyagu penguin water dispenser to put at my room too! ^^

then we went back to slp again.. in the evening, we popped down to ikea to eat meatballs LOL. amos's first time to go to ikea tampines haha!

ate quite full sia.. he have 15 meatballs, and me have 10 meatballs, then we shared a raw salmon salad, a chocolate almond cake, a chicken wing each, and a can of mug root beer.

met a very interesting old couple.. the lady was quite irritated by some other customer when she was queueing for food, so when she returned, she kept saying the same things repeatedly. the husband was very quietly eating all the while, until the third time or so when she repeat again, then the husband says: oKey.. i noe already. dun keep repeating, the tape will spoil wan.

lolx.. throughout the whole meal, the guy really very good nature lor. this is really an ideal marriage haha. one who talks a lot, the other who brush things aside optimistically, not taking details pettyly. x) i guess thats how me n amos still together today ba. he is a lot cooler than me on some things, and i'm a lot cooler on some other things, so we cool cool each other to prevent getting into big trouble =P

after the meal, we walked one round through the showroom, and we bought a set of 6 mini rock glasses. damn cute la! its about 3/4 the size of a regular rock glass u see at club serving ur vodka sprite or something. den amos was curious wad the swedish market sells.. he was pretty attracted to this apple cider and pear cider thingy lol. but a bit warm leh the temperature, bsides, pretty not the time ba, cos we gg home le, no point buy then.

then we saw this chocolates on the rack.. amos highlighted one to me.. i think yiyin and Liz can eat it with no fear and guilt lor [NOT that they are fat, at all.]
Presenting to you, the Not Chocolate, Chocolate =P

waited for cab for like 20mins.. walk oso reach my hse liao lor. opposite only~ den amos can take cab easily from my house area to rush home for dinner with his family n go movie later lor.

before we went into ikea, he was on the phone with his mum to ask her to purchase a new iron cos before we left his hse, his grandma complained that the iron had gone bonkers, no heat liao. den he was folding his new espirit trousers' leg, n he threw the phone to me to ask me continue the conversation -_-. aft finishing about the iron, his mum asked what time we gg back for dinner, i said only he is gg back, i'm not. i was so surprised that she questioned me as though i'm her son: "why leh?"

"cos i need to go back and do things le."

"eat already then go back la"

"haha nvm la, opposite my house already.."

"ok lor, ask him wad time he coming back later.."

=_= .. amos says "told u long ago she already consider u as one of us what. thats why she never gei gao with u de."

x) going back to yikouwei to work feels like returning home after roaming the streets, fighting for surviver for a year lolx.

then i returned home to find my sister and bro in law n my niece accompanyin my mum =)

ttz my low-pitch, cosy x'mas. how's yours?
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My BlogSkin

actually, this is wad i designed my blogskin to be.. but sadly, this only happens on my screen, cos i use mozilla and cos my screen some kinda customization or wad stuff which i dunno how to adjust -_-.. so when using IE or other computers to view this blogskin, it would look much smaller and left aligned.

wanted something big enough for the blog entries body, so that when put pictures no need to squint to view the pictures, so i used to have a cascading blogskin, which everything flows on the page.. but i gotta squeeze a lot of things into the side bars, and have to scroll around to find this n that.. quite troublesome.. so i made this new skin a navigation one. so i juz need to click click, no need to scroll much, then everything falls rite infronta me! ^^
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An Edit in a Previous Post

added one last bracketed sentence in this entry, in the last line.

link
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Friday, December 22, 2006

Talking Cock with Meg

was talking cock with my neighbour meg [i live 763 she live 762] on msn ytd, bout her new lotus tattoo in the middle of her back.. about 3 inch below the neck..
║ж ·· Magnificently Magical M'··║║ж║ says:
wahahahhaa.

║ж ·· Magnificently Magical M'··║║ж║ says:
but still alright la. at least i like e tattoo.

║ж ·· Magnificently Magical M'··║║ж║ says:
not like that alien one la.

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
den how sia that alien

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
*draw one atomic bomb beside it*

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
*draw a rocket beside it*

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
* either it choose to get bomb or fly off with the rocket*

║ж ·· Magnificently Magical M'··║║ж║ says:
not a bad idea sia!

║ж ·· Magnificently Magical M'··║║ж║ says:
hahaha.

║ж ·· Magnificently Magical M'··║║ж║ says:
actually. i tot of doing something to do alien la.

║ж ·· Magnificently Magical M'··║║ж║ says:
but albert confirm dont allow.

║ж ·· Magnificently Magical M'··║║ж║ says:
i beg him to let me do this tattoo until i cry ald.

║ж ·· Magnificently Magical M'··║║ж║ says:
so i dont think he will fall for it again la.

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
lol

║ж ·· Magnificently Magical M'··║║ж║ says:
unless we break up. then i can go add e rocket.

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
HAHAHAHA

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
u wan boyfren or rocket?

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
but very weird leh lidat

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
den will look like

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
guan yin ma in the sky lookin down at the alien playing with the rocket

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
eh i laugh very loud leh

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
u got hear me from ur room?

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
LOL

║ж ·· Magnificently Magical M'··║║ж║ says:
lol.

║ж ·· Magnificently Magical M'··║║ж║ says:
i never hear u.

║ж ·· Magnificently Magical M'··║║ж║ says:
cos i was laughing too loudly.

║ж ·· Magnificently Magical M'··║║ж║ says:
eh, fren fren la.

║ж ·· Magnificently Magical M'··║║ж║ says:
dont like that.

║ж ·· Magnificently Magical M'··║║ж║ says:
but at rocket idea not too bad. seriously.

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
then the lotus how?

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
lol

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
but actually makes sense leh

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
cos the god shld be at the universe that is above the universe where alien stay ma

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA

║ж ·· Magnificently Magical M'··║║ж║ says:
o ya. later rocket take off. hit my lotus how.

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
wun la

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
guan yin ma will spray water n let it short circuit if it tries

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
HAHAHAHAHHAA

║ж ·· Magnificently Magical M'··║║ж║ says:
wahahahahhahahahaha.

║ж ·· Magnificently Magical M'··║║ж║ says:
think i should e water and mud below my lotus.

║ж ·· Magnificently Magical M'··║║ж║ says:
then lidat hor.

║ж ·· Magnificently Magical M'··║║ж║ says:
no need to scared guan yin take leave.

║ж ·· Magnificently Magical M'··║║ж║ says:
*add

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
HAHA

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
no need lor

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
u dun dun scrub that area when u bath

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
den aft 1 mth will hav mud there liao

║ж ·· Magnificently Magical M'··║║ж║ says:
hahahaha.

║ж ·· Magnificently Magical M'··║║ж║ says:
o ya hor.

║ж ·· Magnificently Magical M'··║║ж║ says:
save soap. save money. save e pain!

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
haha

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
on clubbin nites when u wear bare back

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
juz add a little lip gloss there

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
clear de

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
den will look like got water liao

sick at this kinda timing.. wtf. says:
omg i is so genious

║ж ·· Magnificently Magical M'··║║ж║ says:
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

║ж ·· Magnificently Magical M'··║║ж║ says:
wa, i entertain u abit.

║ж ·· Magnificently Magical M'··║║ж║ says:
end up. u so high!
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Wednesday, December 20, 2006

A Totally Random Post

how random? very random. cos if i hafta cut it into small pieces then it'll probly be a hundred posts. n bsides, my attention span is short. eventually i'll forget many posts when i get to the third one. so 1 big random post, then as i goes along, wad comes to mind, wad goes to post.

like very long never update le leh. see the first post everytime when i open up my blog oso same, oso sianz.

wadz there neh?

hmmm...

random 1
went for napfa test on monday aft meeting for proj. damn the kukumoronic organisers, freakin dunno wad is contingency plan. n muz be freaking foreigners who did no research n juz arrived at changi airport on monday morning, freaking didnt noe that its the monsoon season, n the weather is freaking unpredictable.

note: as u mite have noticed, my mood is quite not bad n quite neutral today. cos i used freaking instead of fuking.

after doing the 5 stations of sit ups, flex arm hang, standing broad jump yada yada.. we were told we cant run cos of the rain, and we've got 2 choices:

1. wait from 5pm till 5.20pm, if the rain stops, we continue running.
2. leave at 5pm and come back in january to retake 5 stations and 2.4km run.

in summary, as long as we dun get to complete all 6 items in 24 hrs, we hafta come back in january to retake. so if it continues raining, our 5 stations results are voided.

and so it did.

voided. FUK. i called the SAA to ask them wad happens if i fail or never take. they say it'll juz appear as "Participated" in the CCA transcript. not sure if that woman heard wad i said clearly, i said FaiL or NEVER Take. so betta confirm with her again, if i nv take wad will it be. i is so not gonna go take that stupid test again lor. freaking wasted my time lor! i oso not boys.. boys need to take napfa test to have that 2 months difference in their basic military training, wtf has it got to do with me?!

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after that, it was pouring still, so me alvin and daryl took cab together since we live in pasir ris, and shawn joined us, since he's gg hougang, n can drop on the way to take bus to hougang.

heex.. but after dropping shawn along tampines avenue 10, we decided to go to ikea to eat meatballs instead =P

damn full lor.. and the effect is not u eat until u feel the full feeling.. is u eat liao still feel u got space, no prob wan.. but when u start strolling in ikea, u'll gradually feel heavier. LOL.

we had 10 meatballs with potatoes each, 1 chicken wing each for me n daryl, a cake for daryl and this machiam prawn cocktail look-alike greenland prawns for all to share.

during the meal, me and alvin were debating if there is a carl's junior outlet at white sands after the revamp, and daryl suddenly says: oh! at giordano rite? cow's junior?
apparently.. carl's n cow's a bit.. LOL.

then we went in to the ikea showroom and walk around.. alvin thinking bout getting his ~~Gong~~Gorm shelving which is $45, me getting 2 lamps for my bro, and darryl needs a big pillow for his black labrador-russell, Meatball. eh its tough to picture that dog sia.. it looks like a labrador.. but slightly smaller since its father is a jack russell.. but its not the size of jack russell.. then, its black. black meatball?? =_= lolx..

my handphone went flat halfway through shopping.. i was so panic when i turn my head n alvin is not around~!!! when i saw alvin again in the showroom i was like delighted la! den alvin says:
look.. its ikea, not malaysia.. relac. LOL.

we were trying to get a set of more decent looking $45 gorm shelving for alvin.. cos there's some that is crack here, hole there.. dun look safe n sturdy enough.. didnt expect this two good citizen, law-by-law fellows, to be plucking the stilt outta the sets with the planks tied together, so they can have a decent stilt and planks set =_=

the sight is damn hilarious la.. u muz be there to see....... the super hao gong ming alvin, and hao ren darryl is doing such thing! tsk tsk tsk! lol! they juz got the face tat they would be the last u would ever think of if something bad was done lor, especially daryl LOL!

but end up, we didnt buy. cos alvin think too much hahaha..

wa damn feel like princess lor, got 2 gentlemen that day~ eat oso juz need to find a seat for us only den juz sit there n chopp the place can liao, they two help me Q damn long; then shopping time, alvin carry the ikea in-store shopping bag with my two lamps for me; after payment all the way till the cab, darryl help me carry my shopping bag.. so nice! lolx..

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i enjoy counting my new coin box everyday before i go to bed.. juz got the coin box early this month from cheers.. the retro series from cadbury chocolates.. its the pink one for the strawberry yoghurt chocolate. strangely, i keep counting but i never seems to remember the amount. the amount is very small but strangely, juz cant seem to remember after i count LOL.

its fun lookin at the money growing LOL. like machiam return to the times when i save bit by bit in primary school.

in case u wonder wadz this thrill about for a 19 yr old, yea bingo! u got it rite. i dun usually save LOL!

where my money goes then? since i dun buy much clothes, i dun mango zara topshop dorothy perkins nor do i charles and keith, or like meg gg for M.A.C.

whErE did my MonEY go?

number 1 killer: cab.
number 2 killer: food. junk food to be exact.
haha! me and amos should not go shopping for clothes or hang around food places together.. cos he'll encourage me to buy things on impulse, e.g. my big white alvin's alike bag.

and i'll buy food on impulse, outta curiosity or craving. but often i wun be finishing them likely cos it dun taste good, not my liking or too much for me. then amos will be finishing them. so thats why he increased 20 kgs these 5 yrs while we are together LOL!

probably i should start cultivating the habit, to juz eat whats neccessary, and cut down on junk food. those money can go into my coinbox =P

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lol.. the computer is getting sorta a bit boring for me these days.. cos i no longer play gunbound and i've finished the drama series that i was chasing on YouTube, and Bleach anime only comes out 1 episode each wkend, and i've been getting sick and exhausted even though i never do much things now, and keep feeling blank.

i don't want to find new things to do on the comp.. cos i dun wanted have things to occupy me and create cyber idling time while doing projects.

oh, and its not fun to do online window [internet explorer windows] shopping when i haven much cash at hand anyways. LOL.

and reading blogs. not much updates from the ppl in my long long list leh.

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i've found a new reason for having a beau!

its to have someone to call when u are stuck in a whole new environment with a whole new lifestyle to lead. u'll be feeling lonely and lost.. and looking for mental support and strength. its sounds like some drugs eh? temporarily bring some happy in. x)

my buddy juz went ns le.. he called me on a couple of occasions to chat a while, lament a while. i was thinking, amos and gavin is fortunate ain't they? they have a person that they have in mind to call that nite [ or that day's break time for amos's case -_- ] , while they were having a hard time in the day.. then they would feel a little happier looking forward at that hope.. but my buddy no galfren..

sidetrack from that reason of having a beau................

i is glad my buddy call me when he goes into police academy.. cos that means i mean something to him.. i is always always happy when someone calls me. cos i feel useful.. instead of the parasite who always leech them.. x)

i is soooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooo happy happy happy when ting smses me, when elmo calls me from hongkong, when ken ken calls me from PA and when lawrence sms me abt his AP model, when yin sms me when she's sad though we only met once this yr, when yin sean tells me the TP guys dragonboat got champion overseas =D , and when delita, my online fren, remembers an email i sent to wish him well for his NS two yrs back before he went ns.

i've told two very important fren of mine this before..

its not only doing a good deed when u help other ppl..
when u allow other ppl to help u its a good deed too..
cos u let the person feel useful..

its a nice feeling to love someone, and do things outta love..
allow someone else to have that feeling too!
let someone else love u, allow them to do things outta love for u too x)

i've read this story in chicken soup for the soul before..

a grandmother told her grand daughter before, that allowing others to help u is a good deed too. the gal did not understand.. till one day, her neighbour, a middle-aged cancer patient offered to give her a ride to the shopping mall. she remembered her grandmother's words, and accepted the kind gesture..

the nex day, she received a note in her mailbox, from the neighbour.
thank you for letting me to help you, for letting me feel useful for once, since i've got illed and stopped working, i've been feeling useless.. i was about to give up on the chemotherapy session yesterday, when i saw you and offered you a ride, and you accepted my help! thank you for letting me understand that i can still be useful in other ways, even when i am ill. thank you so much..

x)

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cant think of wad else le. gonna take a nap and nurse my cold. probly later i'll be updating this entry? lolx.
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Saturday, December 16, 2006

Part Time Girlfriend

haiz. during internship that 3 months, i only see my boy once a week.

after internship, i oso only see my boy once or twice a week or so.

machiam part time gf, full time bf. anytime, 24hrs, 7days week, if i got a problem, he's a call away.

and he never minded it.. never grudgy bout it.. always so understanding..

i was damn turned off when i heard one gal sayin she wants to break up with her boy cos during sch term, he simply works n studies so hard, they dun have much time to hang out tgther. during holiday, he works his ass off, they dun have much time to hang out tgther.. den wadz the point of having a boyfren who cant spend time with her more?

wtf.

amos juz analyze with me in a long term way lorx.. that's how he usually consoles me when its the busy period at his office, or at my sch.. he'll say:

baobei.. juz these 3 mths.. busy finish le den we can relac le.. dun worry k?

x) other than not having much money sense, i really haven much to complain bout him leh. LOL. wan more excuse to use when the grass-is-greener-on-the-other-side syndrome kick in oso hard leh. knn.

he is not the type that is so keen on taking photos all these yrs.. and he is definitely not the type that would like to dump money into buying himself lotsa sweat.. but he still very enthusiastically took leave on 12th dec to have the photoshoot with me.. and he sweat a lot a lot a lot since its a outdoor shoot during like 3pm to 6pm.. really really appreciates the things he does.. x)

there's this old show in 1999.. 10 things i hate about u.. found the poem the female protagonist wrote for her guy lolx.. well, content wise, its him to her, but the last line is applicable for many couples i guess? ^^

10 things I hate about you

I hate the way you talk to me,

and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car,

I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots

and the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick,

it even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way you're always right,

I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you're not around,

and the fact that you didn't call.

But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,

not even close;

not even a little bit;

not even at all.
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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

5 Years 4 Months 2 Days

some of the photos from the photoshoot session with lawrence, to celebrate me & amos 5th yr anniversary, and to have a nice album to hold on to while he goes aus 6 yrs..

no worries, this is not pre-wedding photo, dun need ang bao LOL.

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Monday, December 11, 2006

Some Just Never Learns Their Lesson

why muz ppl always hurt the one they love when they are young?
do they think that youth is their capital, for them to cash on to be forgived, when they make mistakes and regrets and wants to get things back like how it was?

this weekend, i realised what a guy and a gal had brutally done to someone they claim they love, again.

talk bout the gal first. god bless her man.

she is the one who broke up with her 2 yrs boyfren, who is sucha playful boy but willing to work hard day in day out juz to earn more money for the 2 of them to enjoy more. she went off with another guy earlier this yr, only to regret a month later, and decided to come back to her ex boyfren. her ex boyfren then said:

if u reckon i would smile and accept u again, stab at me with a knife, i mite laugh louder.

and she said:

if someone dun love u the way u want, does not mean he doesnt love u with all he has.

and now? barely few months, she's gone with yet another guy.

she better be wiser this time, cos i believe her ex beau has became much wiser; he seems to grieve lesser than the last time.

and now the guy.

he once said, he noes he wun be able to meet a gal like her in future.. but still..

and then, yrs later, he confessed to the gal, as a fren, that he was too arrogant at that time and played the hearts of too many gals.

not long later, he says its the gal's wishful thinking on her part all along, to her best fren.
bastard. even if wadever thats happen between u two, surely a gentleman would not go talking around like this. worse than kiss and tell. ass.

a yr later, he attempted to woo a gal whom he had attempted to woo 5 yrs back. back then, he had hurt her deeply by wooing her, got her interest, then abruptly got into another relationship with another gal. so he shamelessly returned to woo her, and GOD! when was asked by a mutual fren of his feeling for her, he actually denied everything and twisted the story.

i had quoted this Rene Liu Ruo Ying song here before.. but this really is my favourite song, and its really apt for this lesson.. haiz.

后来 --- 刘若英

后来我总算学会了如何去爱

可惜你早已远去消失在人海

后来终于在眼泪中明白

有些人一旦错过就不再

桅子花白花瓣

落在我蓝色百褶裙上

「爱你」你轻声说

我低下头闻见一阵芬芳

那个永恒的夜晚

十七岁仲夏

你吻我的那个夜晚

让我往后的时光

每当有感叹

总想起当天的星光

那时候的爱情

为什么就能那样简单

而又是为什么人年少时

一定要让深爱的人受伤

在这相似的深夜里

你是否一样

也在静静追悔感伤

如果当时我们能不那么倔强

现在也不那么遗憾

你都如何回忆我

带着笑或是很沉默

这些年来有没有人能让你不寂寞

后来我总算学会了如何去爱

可惜你早已远去消失在人海

后来终于在眼泪中明白

有些人一旦错过就不再

永远不会再重来

有一个男孩爱着那个女孩

very very very glad, these 5 years 4 months 1 day in the relationship of Amos Chow and Joyce Tan, we've never given up or break up once due to hiccups in the relationship, nor temptations of the greener-grass-on-the-other-side syndrome. [i admit, there are temptations, often. but crushes are but projection of perfection of the other person.. all his faults will still surface aft the love hormones dies. he whom i love is one that i have in a parcel, packaged full with his charm, his faults, his frens, his family.]

:: bite tight tight, die die don't let go ::
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Full - Time Student

since the second semester of poly yr one, i've always been working part time and studying..
quite screwed. cos i is ill disciplined.

amos wanted me to quit villa bali after my internship ends, so that i can concentrate on my final semester of studies.. i tot so too.. but end up i quitted the place becos his mother's new shop wants me to go over and help.

the shop is opening on december 12th.

i quitted today.

Full - Time Student now.

damn screwed for the past 2 and a half yrs, barely scrape through everything.. borderline passes.. its plain ass and idiotic lor.. cos i noe i can definitely do better if i concentrate fully on it.
at least straight B lor.. but i juz got carried away and half done here half done there..

if i had been successful in my part time jobs like li zhen earning 40k a new year and buang my studies still ok, but end up i never really that pro at work oso leh?

amos says, left one semester, late but not never ma. as long as i change my attitude and score this semester, next time employer see liao oso will understand i changed my attitude and willing to work hard can make it de..

what really touches me is that, my boy says:

baby dun worry bout phone bill, net bill and ezlink top-ups. we are going through these 3 months together. i'll work hard together with you.

i need to get back onto the properly disciplined track i got off 9 yrs back. had it been the me 9 yrs back, i would not be worried bout money for this semester now or studies, cos i would hav been consistant enough for my studies, and what i had earned the last 3 mths would definitely be tiding me through.

but somehow, the now me, screwed everything up, and drags my boy along.

final 3 months in temasek poly, as a student, as a child. 3 months later, i'm left to sail on my own.
i would wish that at least i have my boy by my side to coo me when i m afraid and lost, but the tentative plan is that he would be leaving next yr end for australia..

i really cant see any light or any positive way or results out of this semester.. and beyond.
bless me the strength to work all that i should; and courage to accept all that should come.
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Wednesday, December 06, 2006

=P

haha end up didnt blog as much as i wanted..

woke at 1.30pm then headed down to ikea opposite my house to buy wardrobe with my mum. dammit, its wednesday for goodness sake.. the crowd is wtf lor. but still, better than monday.
and baby jason's busy opening every single cupboard in sight, and running amok.

bought 2 of this in white instead of blue, cos blue is fugly, and guess wad. white is on sale!!!
$~~189~~ $99!!!

cos one is seriosly too small to put much, since half of it would be for hanging, and the other half there is 4 shelving planks. so rosaline [my bro's ex gf, till now still machiam my own sister] advice me to get 2 of them, and have one cupboard with 2 hanging rods, and the other with 8 shelving planks ^^

now all my barang barang in cartons will be shoved into that 2 cupboards, and i can still have ample space for more boxes for on top of the cupboard, cos the cupboard is juz 165cm tall =D

had ben and jerry's and food court ~~NKF alliance~~ food with my mum and baby jason. salty like fuk. when we were on the feeder bus to come home, jason peer outta the window of the bus and dropped his pacifier..

quite weird leh. if he dropped it outta the bus he would definitely go:

[pointing out and shouting] oooohhhh!!!

we cant find it on the bus, so it means its outta the window. we search rite aft he drop and said : Ah! he was pretty not convinced that it dropped outta the window onto the road, he kept insisting its we kept it away =_=

reached home, opened up my friendster and saw this msg from M5Concept. wtf la. make me happy nia. say i photogenic ask if i interested to join them. i knew something muz be amissed. how can got ppl ask sucha ugly gal to join modelling CHEH! then i asked amos's gay buddy jeremy, arnon and alvin on msn. conclusion is: as long as they ask for money, they are fraud.

so i went to google this company and searched it in technorati to see what ppl wrote about it. apparently, u will have to sign up as member, then pay for lessons and portfolio.

k jeremy says: decent agency wun ask u to pay for portfolio.

oh wells.. why are dreams call dreams and goals call goals? cos goals are attainable, and dreams are meant to make u happy nia LOL.

time to go prepare and go MOS with ting liaox ^^
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Blogging Day

heh heh.. wednesdays consist of tutorials, first wk of sch no tutorials! so tml no sch. same for thursday wahaha!

juz got back from gallavanting the whole day with ting =P
woke up and went orchard with her, had pepper lunch at shaw's.. surprisingly, the service there is very good, in contrast to my previous encounter of that sucky fat ass at taka, and derrick's encounter at dhoby ghaut exchange lolx.

then we walked the entire far east to find paddy shaw's salon but to no avail.. by the end of the search i was hungry again lor! then we walked the entire place looking for tops for me and black pants for ting. then went to walk around bugis village while in waiting list for chapter 2's haircut. haha i had been thinking that shop is call chapter 1.. cos why would ppl want to abruptly jump to 2 without 1 rite? LOL

then went chinatown K-ster with ting joseph and his galfren.. really screamed my lungs out lor! shiok. though many little shits, like the waiter didnt get the first order right, didnt repeat order to check, another guy came in n interupt us to check our orders, then the computer system hang for 10minutes, then the guy dunno what is black russian.. so i ask him if they have kahlua here. somehow he heard it as: i want a black russian and a kahlua milk. kaoz. when he brought in i was shocked, lucky joseph thirsty so he juz take up the kahlua milk -.-
hmm nex time i wud go for white russian instead. k tml i shall. tml mos LOL.

on the way home, the 4 of us shared cab, and decided to go sengkang first to send jo's gal home. on the way to her hse, to my horror, i woke from my nap to realise the driver kept dozing off!!! no wonder he was driving at sucha low speed..

i typed on my handphone to tell ting bout it LOL. for the rest of the journey, i put on my seatbelt, and ting sat up straight to observe the speedometer and the driver LOL. cos we communicated through typing and readin on handphone and whispering, so the driver dun hav a clue of wadz up. den ting suddenly burst out laughing LOL. i tink he muz have gotten freaked out by us too HAHAHA.

my my.. i is so sleepy.. shall wake tml to blog the many things which i had not, and chg my blogskin, then at nite go MOS =D
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Tuesday, December 05, 2006

Buy Thing, Eat Thing; Buy Thing, Eat Thing

a whole sunday of Buy Thing, Eat Thing; Buy Thing, Eat Thing.
btw, i didnt go hongkong for juz one sunday in case u are reminded of the hongkong tourism board advertisement x)

woke up at 12pm, had lunch at amos's house. initial plan was to wake bout 9am to go to tampines ikea, which is opposite my house, but the crowd is woohoo! as if ikea gives away free meatballs n hotdog buns. as a matter of fact, they did. but not sure wad food they give haha =p

cos there's this guest who drop by amos's house impromptu, amos's grandma didnt had time to whip something special.. erm.. we actually didnt have enough rice hahaha =P so they opened a can of abalone to make up for it x)

cos this guy takes care of them and shown them the best food and play places the last time they went to malaysia for holiday. remember the redang trip amos and his gay buddy jeremy went? yea, thats the one.

then we went to my house for me to bath change and make up.
heehee.. yi ting say me n hanxiong got similarities, i notice my boy n yi ting oso got similarity leh:

they like to play with baby jason's toys LOL

we went to tampines mall for me to trim my brow at jean yip and buy concealer from body shop. hmmmm where's the beautician with a sensitive nose to air-con? she's much much better lor. kaoz, the one that did my brow nearly kill me. and the head of the brow make me look perpetually serious man! nvm, meg says its nice heex.

then went to delifrance to buy chocolate eclaire & mini brownie to munch on while waiting for amos's mum, and had a cup of peppermint milk tea with mini pearls, recommended by amos, who dun like to drink bubbletea hmmmmm.. lol.

then we went to the Soup Restaurant at Paragon for dinner. the queue is as if soup restaurant is giving away their medaled samsui chicken lor. the samsui chicken is nice! and amos's mother ordered for me a claypot mushroom chicken rice ^^ i think everyone in the family noes i love mushroom hahaha.. the last time his maternal grandma came over to stay, she particularly whipped some dishes of mushrooms for me for dinner ^^ the chrysantamum tea is wtf wan lor... comes in a pot, charged by per head; $1.50 per person. wadz the diff if u've got 4 pax? 3 more cups at $1.50 each. and the tea still tastes like plain water. wow tea dregs and tea cup washer's pay rate muz have rised like hell.

while amos's parents were at the queue for the restaurant, we went to takashimaya's Golf House and got me a pair of gloves for golf. amos is quite delighted at the thought that i m receptive to his new hobby, unlike his cousin's gal who could not comprehend their excitement of whacking balls at the driving range every week lol. actually as long as its my boy's hobby, and it has nothing offensive to my phobias, i would want to learn to enjoy it, rather than making my own life difficult lolx. [eg. diving and globetrotting is offensive to my phobias cos i scared swimming, diving gotta swim, and globetrotting gotta take plane, if plane crash i still gotta swim.]

den we went to eat again!

NYDC. can someone pls tell me if its New York Dog Cafe or New York Dessert Cafe?

god. its my treat, but i wasnt expecting this much for a dessert for 2 person!!! amos's parents went for a walk along orchard road to see decorations. the meal we had at soup restaurant for 4 person is merely $70+, this god damn 4 piece of cake and 1 vanilla ice cream coke and 1 mango ice cream with soda water is freaking $41+

nvm i got $. xD heng ar. if not paiseh.

then kuku amos ask me, how much is the bill?
i say: forgot. only notice that the items listed are correct.
amos says: wtf. then u juz pay n dunno how much?
me: ya la! u eat liao lan lan have to pay wad! $100 note sure enough then can liao wad.
amos: =_= *sweat*

his oreo cheesecake :: my jamaica banana cake :: our forks

what's nice? :: ahh.. this is comfy :: hmm.. relac.
:: twin surprise! found nydc wifi, and peek-a-boo from his folks ^^ ::

:: the xmas tree outside heeren, of the 4 xmas tree with fountains at the junction ::
:: the pheonix lantern on the trees along orchard road ::
:: orchard road from our little corner at NYDC ::

raging storms are but romantic drizzling when we are by each other.

lolx.. though the day passed with much waiting for MIA person, unconfirmed plans and noises, overall, the two of us had a great day together, juz the mere companionship by each other x)

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Sunday, December 03, 2006

Executive Summary
heex freaking busy this wk. many many many things happen, but i only got a bit of time to update while amos is bathing shitting n reading comic -_-"

so, i shall executive summary a bit wahaha. elaboration laters~

finally had my last day of work at villa bali on fri, 1st dec, den yesterday finally, officially, not work on a saturday aft 1 yr 4 months =D cos last time always workin at villa bali on fri n sat ma hahaha

went golf with amos & his gay buddy jeremy, and his cousin kang xiang at seletar country club, then went shopping with amos at bugis and orchard, bought damn many things n rubbish LOL. then went supper with his mum, grandma n uncle at tiong bahru, then went mid nite show at vivocity gold class. woohoo! nb the $30 ticket each is worth the experience man.

lost my make up pouch the wk before, so gotta rebuild my palette of make up products heex.

then bought 2 books for myself and 1 book for amos at kino before we went golf cos i tot i mite be a bit bored while he's havin his 1 hr lesson LOL. end up not bored leh. the book bore me more HAHA. had my first try on swing the club at the driving range, wahaha, jeremy and amos says imma NaturaL~ kekekex.

[note: at this point in time, i was shouting at amos, who is in the toilet, and the toilet door is infront the computer table: AMOS! stop reading comic!
and threw a pic of individually wrapped cadbury strawberry yoghurt chocolate at the door with a loud thud x) ]

bought a shirt from Espirit for my brother's birthday, $80. wanted to get something to do with golf for him, but the golf clothes fuking uncle-ish and ugly lor! got one nice plain black nike de, and the material damn comfy de lor. but no size -_-
by the way in case u wonder how i match the sizes: i ask amos wad size he wear. he and my bro about same same kekekex. and besides, the both shirt that i wanted to buy for my bro, one is amos already bought, the other is i already bought for amos HAHAHA. i not purpLEly de.. but i juz find that particular designs nice only ma.. nice then can buy for these two impt man ma.. i not purPLEly tryin to make them replicas de hahahaha..

then watched happy feet at vivocity gold class. WA I WANT COMPLAIN VIVOCITY. NABEH.

u wan provide mid nite show timing, u wan some shops close late late [mini toon still open at 12.20am when we reach there] at least freaking put some direction signs at the doors and passage ways la! so many door so many walk ways so my stairs and escalator! knn oso dunno which is locked which is not! tmd i fukin climb up ur freaking stairs then see a red ribbon that ban me from entering wtF. then the doors if lock liao shld put a sign saying this door is locked, which other can u try KNN NO HAVE LOR! have to freaking try the stairs with many ah neh contractor riding that big wash floor or wad machine, then fuking climb all the way up liao kana block, funny aR! vivo fukin big leh, somemore is new one lor! muz give some time for the consumers to get educated and used to the timings and culture ma! tmd.

ok. amos finally out le. [he's singing the barbie doll party song now wtF.]

Kicking about @ 3:16 PM
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