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Wednesday, December 20, 2006

A Totally Random Post

how random? very random. cos if i hafta cut it into small pieces then it'll probly be a hundred posts. n bsides, my attention span is short. eventually i'll forget many posts when i get to the third one. so 1 big random post, then as i goes along, wad comes to mind, wad goes to post.

like very long never update le leh. see the first post everytime when i open up my blog oso same, oso sianz.

wadz there neh?

hmmm...

random 1
went for napfa test on monday aft meeting for proj. damn the kukumoronic organisers, freakin dunno wad is contingency plan. n muz be freaking foreigners who did no research n juz arrived at changi airport on monday morning, freaking didnt noe that its the monsoon season, n the weather is freaking unpredictable.

note: as u mite have noticed, my mood is quite not bad n quite neutral today. cos i used freaking instead of fuking.

after doing the 5 stations of sit ups, flex arm hang, standing broad jump yada yada.. we were told we cant run cos of the rain, and we've got 2 choices:

1. wait from 5pm till 5.20pm, if the rain stops, we continue running.
2. leave at 5pm and come back in january to retake 5 stations and 2.4km run.

in summary, as long as we dun get to complete all 6 items in 24 hrs, we hafta come back in january to retake. so if it continues raining, our 5 stations results are voided.

and so it did.

voided. FUK. i called the SAA to ask them wad happens if i fail or never take. they say it'll juz appear as "Participated" in the CCA transcript. not sure if that woman heard wad i said clearly, i said FaiL or NEVER Take. so betta confirm with her again, if i nv take wad will it be. i is so not gonna go take that stupid test again lor. freaking wasted my time lor! i oso not boys.. boys need to take napfa test to have that 2 months difference in their basic military training, wtf has it got to do with me?!

random 2
after that, it was pouring still, so me alvin and daryl took cab together since we live in pasir ris, and shawn joined us, since he's gg hougang, n can drop on the way to take bus to hougang.

heex.. but after dropping shawn along tampines avenue 10, we decided to go to ikea to eat meatballs instead =P

damn full lor.. and the effect is not u eat until u feel the full feeling.. is u eat liao still feel u got space, no prob wan.. but when u start strolling in ikea, u'll gradually feel heavier. LOL.

we had 10 meatballs with potatoes each, 1 chicken wing each for me n daryl, a cake for daryl and this machiam prawn cocktail look-alike greenland prawns for all to share.

during the meal, me and alvin were debating if there is a carl's junior outlet at white sands after the revamp, and daryl suddenly says: oh! at giordano rite? cow's junior?
apparently.. carl's n cow's a bit.. LOL.

then we went in to the ikea showroom and walk around.. alvin thinking bout getting his ~~Gong~~Gorm shelving which is $45, me getting 2 lamps for my bro, and darryl needs a big pillow for his black labrador-russell, Meatball. eh its tough to picture that dog sia.. it looks like a labrador.. but slightly smaller since its father is a jack russell.. but its not the size of jack russell.. then, its black. black meatball?? =_= lolx..

my handphone went flat halfway through shopping.. i was so panic when i turn my head n alvin is not around~!!! when i saw alvin again in the showroom i was like delighted la! den alvin says:
look.. its ikea, not malaysia.. relac. LOL.

we were trying to get a set of more decent looking $45 gorm shelving for alvin.. cos there's some that is crack here, hole there.. dun look safe n sturdy enough.. didnt expect this two good citizen, law-by-law fellows, to be plucking the stilt outta the sets with the planks tied together, so they can have a decent stilt and planks set =_=

the sight is damn hilarious la.. u muz be there to see....... the super hao gong ming alvin, and hao ren darryl is doing such thing! tsk tsk tsk! lol! they juz got the face tat they would be the last u would ever think of if something bad was done lor, especially daryl LOL!

but end up, we didnt buy. cos alvin think too much hahaha..

wa damn feel like princess lor, got 2 gentlemen that day~ eat oso juz need to find a seat for us only den juz sit there n chopp the place can liao, they two help me Q damn long; then shopping time, alvin carry the ikea in-store shopping bag with my two lamps for me; after payment all the way till the cab, darryl help me carry my shopping bag.. so nice! lolx..

random 3
i enjoy counting my new coin box everyday before i go to bed.. juz got the coin box early this month from cheers.. the retro series from cadbury chocolates.. its the pink one for the strawberry yoghurt chocolate. strangely, i keep counting but i never seems to remember the amount. the amount is very small but strangely, juz cant seem to remember after i count LOL.

its fun lookin at the money growing LOL. like machiam return to the times when i save bit by bit in primary school.

in case u wonder wadz this thrill about for a 19 yr old, yea bingo! u got it rite. i dun usually save LOL!

where my money goes then? since i dun buy much clothes, i dun mango zara topshop dorothy perkins nor do i charles and keith, or like meg gg for M.A.C.

whErE did my MonEY go?

number 1 killer: cab.
number 2 killer: food. junk food to be exact.
haha! me and amos should not go shopping for clothes or hang around food places together.. cos he'll encourage me to buy things on impulse, e.g. my big white alvin's alike bag.

and i'll buy food on impulse, outta curiosity or craving. but often i wun be finishing them likely cos it dun taste good, not my liking or too much for me. then amos will be finishing them. so thats why he increased 20 kgs these 5 yrs while we are together LOL!

probably i should start cultivating the habit, to juz eat whats neccessary, and cut down on junk food. those money can go into my coinbox =P

random 4
lol.. the computer is getting sorta a bit boring for me these days.. cos i no longer play gunbound and i've finished the drama series that i was chasing on YouTube, and Bleach anime only comes out 1 episode each wkend, and i've been getting sick and exhausted even though i never do much things now, and keep feeling blank.

i don't want to find new things to do on the comp.. cos i dun wanted have things to occupy me and create cyber idling time while doing projects.

oh, and its not fun to do online window [internet explorer windows] shopping when i haven much cash at hand anyways. LOL.

and reading blogs. not much updates from the ppl in my long long list leh.

random 5
i've found a new reason for having a beau!

its to have someone to call when u are stuck in a whole new environment with a whole new lifestyle to lead. u'll be feeling lonely and lost.. and looking for mental support and strength. its sounds like some drugs eh? temporarily bring some happy in. x)

my buddy juz went ns le.. he called me on a couple of occasions to chat a while, lament a while. i was thinking, amos and gavin is fortunate ain't they? they have a person that they have in mind to call that nite [ or that day's break time for amos's case -_- ] , while they were having a hard time in the day.. then they would feel a little happier looking forward at that hope.. but my buddy no galfren..

sidetrack from that reason of having a beau................

i is glad my buddy call me when he goes into police academy.. cos that means i mean something to him.. i is always always happy when someone calls me. cos i feel useful.. instead of the parasite who always leech them.. x)

i is soooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooo happy happy happy when ting smses me, when elmo calls me from hongkong, when ken ken calls me from PA and when lawrence sms me abt his AP model, when yin sms me when she's sad though we only met once this yr, when yin sean tells me the TP guys dragonboat got champion overseas =D , and when delita, my online fren, remembers an email i sent to wish him well for his NS two yrs back before he went ns.

i've told two very important fren of mine this before..

its not only doing a good deed when u help other ppl..
when u allow other ppl to help u its a good deed too..
cos u let the person feel useful..

its a nice feeling to love someone, and do things outta love..
allow someone else to have that feeling too!
let someone else love u, allow them to do things outta love for u too x)

i've read this story in chicken soup for the soul before..

a grandmother told her grand daughter before, that allowing others to help u is a good deed too. the gal did not understand.. till one day, her neighbour, a middle-aged cancer patient offered to give her a ride to the shopping mall. she remembered her grandmother's words, and accepted the kind gesture..

the nex day, she received a note in her mailbox, from the neighbour.
thank you for letting me to help you, for letting me feel useful for once, since i've got illed and stopped working, i've been feeling useless.. i was about to give up on the chemotherapy session yesterday, when i saw you and offered you a ride, and you accepted my help! thank you for letting me understand that i can still be useful in other ways, even when i am ill. thank you so much..

x)

random 6
cant think of wad else le. gonna take a nap and nurse my cold. probly later i'll be updating this entry? lolx.
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