Friday, November 17, 2006
Quitting
officially given the 2 weeks advance notice to Villa Bali for my resignation tonite.
i cant bear to part..
not the regulars, not the managers then and now, not the staffs then and now, not the place then and now, not the creatures, not the food, not the drinks, not the dinner from food court upstairs..
i cant bear to part with everything there..
i love the place, i love the work, i love the people so much. that i even dreamt of work on several occasions.. once when i was on MC for a couple of days.. i dreamt that i was working.. once when i only slept 2 hours and went to school for in-campus session for internship programme and came back for a little nap before work in the evening.. i dreamt that i was supposed to be preparing for the function that nite, shouldnt be slping now.. and many more dreams..
i dun talk dun joke dun slack at work with fellow colleagues, not cos i dun like them..
cos i already make enough mistakes when i don't, so if i do i will be worse..
but i had been seen as being too serious too pia too fierce at work..
i would miss everything everywhere and everyone there..
i'm thinking of treating everyone dinner or supper on my last day of internship. i tink the money would be well worth it, cos its a place that i have grown so much, had a large new chapter in life, and worked so happily for more than a year in.
given a choice, i would have choosen to go over to butter factory to work with Keen, or Q-Bar to work with Johnson.. but kinship is in the picture now, the choice is obvious, not the money not the fun, its my man and his mum. x)
besides, my cookie and his mum had been opposing me working in nite life since the day i started on 14th july 2005.. cos they are worried bout my health since i've always been frail and can faint often.. but when they see me working there so happily over the year, they kept quiet.. my mum always supports me with what ever i m doing, and my brother is into nitelife too.. so there's no problem..
the day i decided to ask jac to help me get the interview at villa bali, the day that i had the interview with bernard, the day that i started work at villa bali, i never never never thought that i would get so much out of this job.. that i would cry when i hafta leave.
well. good things is always at moderate. we had fun over the last year, now its time to stop, before things turns sour..
stopping here, collecting all the fond memories, get on with life, open another chapter.
things happen for a reason.
it could be that its time to test the effort and strength of the friendship between me jasmin megdalene weixiang and our friends at villa bali; if we would make the effort to keep in contact, to hang out together..
as much as i do not wish to end the work at villa bali, i do not wish to end this post.. cos at the end of this post, it would really dawn on me that its the end of my work at villa bali..Labels: My Contradiction, My Khaki, My Work
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Joyce Tan
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