Monday, November 13, 2006
I Feel Like An Idiot.
i feel really useless..
feel like hiding away somewhere.. or juz sit at east coast's Beach Cabana all nite. but i would hate to be at a place where sunrise would reflect on the earliest.
juz wanna hide away.. away from peoples' eyes.. judgement.. impression..
probably only in the nite, at a place like cabana, no one would give a hoot about me.
i feel like an idiot at work, at school, at home, at friends'.
at work, i never seem to do anything right. because i always feel and heard comments on me that don't seem to mean i am on the right track, i make sure i do not slack during operations. i juz keep moving keep doing, in hope that being hard working can make up for the other insufficience.
but still, sense no positive things.
can someone please, do a good deed. bring me away for a little while.
i wanted to escape into the fume and drinks on wednesday nite, at zouk, but i m not granted a thursday off. i've got a tuesday instead..
i wanted to ask for companion to drink at cabana aft work on monday.. but my only companion says he can't make it..
probably i'll juz get to a club on wednesday aft work, drinks, dance, vent it all out. probly when i have a little drop too much, i'll be less aware of myself, my stupidity, my taking up of excess resources juz by the mere being of me.Labels: My Contradiction
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Joyce Tan
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