Thursday, November 09, 2006
What If We weRE or We aRE Together?
one day, went chilling out with a guy that i used to like, and he used to like me too.
we used to like each other, but things just didnt work out. can't remember why also haha! so young then. it was a time when he was so rebellious that he nearly went into boys' home LOL, when he is actually a very bright student, and later on a student leader, and later in NS climbed pretty high rank.
we were just chatting bout the past, when he told me he was asking one of his ex girlfren why they didnt work out. LOL. so i ask him, why we didnt work out ar?
he remembered the details and answered me. something i didnt remember, surprisingly, cos i usually remember such details, or do i? LOL.
but i answered my own question loudly haha.
with our character, even if we did got together back then, it would be day in day out arguements. cos he is a man who is high on his ego, and i m a girl high on my ego too, and i m often too dense to sense his sensitive issues LOL. sure fight from sunrise to sunset. =]
its nice that we are still friends now, he sees a lot of my blind spots of myself, and i saw a lot of his. but now that i've grown slightly wiser, i noe when to shut up. LOL! often pissed that he juz shoots off and point out and iron things out in his way, but quite glad he often sets me thinking lol.
we were saying something bout chilling out again soon. but busy period coming for both of us, and right after that, guess he would be busy having appointments with other guys and giRLs, since by then his peers would have finished university exams, then time for clubbing..
oh wells. i was sayin by then he won't have time to entertain me.
he says for me he would. wells, he don't usually say flamboyant words to entertain me. in fact these years we often get pissed with each other cos we are so used to talking inmeanblunt manner to each other.
so i hope he mean it. after the things that happen lately, i find it painful to trust someone totally without doubting at all, cos when disappointment kicks in, it hurts like hell.
dun bluff me leh. i'll cry leh. =]Labels: My Contradiction
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