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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

1st Good Sign...

... has shown to tell me i should stay in the job. wahahha.

1st Deal Closed on My Own

wahahaha! my boss Sam was out on Friday for a corporate shoot and a client had to come view our portfolio on friday cos she's workin in events, and has a upcoming event that will last from this week till mid next week. so i was alone in the client meeting =_=

good la she's very friendly very kind not intimidating though she ask many questions, and her husband looks bored.. me n lawrence most afraid of couples that looks bored n lost n uninterested during presentation =/

heehee.. manage to chat with her about her wedding theme, how she go about her preparations.. and the husband see us chatting like fun he smile a bit *phew*

today called her to follow up, initially she says will meet us again mid next week. but never give confirmation bout our service wor.. so i asked her if she has more or less confirmed her choices as we have another query that came in the afternoon asking for the same date. CooL~! she say yup, decided, juz trying to decide which option of our offers are better for her wedding.

cool~! sam said he will treat me dinner if i manage to clinch it on my own heeheehee.. so i smsed him that the deal is closed, dinner please =x LOL. actually i is more than happy that the deal close, got eat no eat no problem to me at all. then sam reply: eh dinner too boring, go kbox

LOL! cool~! yiPpEe~!

did i mentioned that i found some bottled beer in the fridge and i'm having one while i type this post? a heineken should be able to make me doze off slightly faster ba. haven been slping well. need to reach by 1030am tml, got a client meeting at 11.30am.

wahaha sibei song, the feeling of closing deal heehee! had been feeling like a leech at work, making so much mistakes, making them invest so much in training me and letting me have a easier time getting things done smoothly at work, but i dun seem to be making any return to them. x) now the sign has shown that i just need to work harder. i is can de!
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Special Mentions Part 1

~~Heibi Hiam~~ Halley Sim is always lost somewhere or purpurly lost himself somewhr that i cant dig him out at times, and we squabble nearly always, but bro is bro - a call away. n he got me a nice bracelet on my birthday this yr, and chauffeur us around in amos's papa's van. though the bracelet is he bought on impulse when he was walking around one day n see it nice so he bought - aimlessly. then my bday he decided to give me lolx. he is almost one of the more sensible people i noe these years, but oso one of those uber irrational n menses all year person. contradicting leh. though i dun go too near most of the time, to avoid making us hate each other over heated squabblings, but i still love him ya.

i remember the year when we went shoppin for bday prezzie of someone, he told me to choose a necklace for her, but end up he quietly bought it for me cos i like it.

its 26th December 2001 that he become my brother on bus 17.

y the special mention. cos juz feel like mentioning lor. no worries, he's alive. lolx.
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Sunday, April 22, 2007

Congratulations~ in Jubilations~

WooHoo~! now i noe what is ting's favourite drink:

Gin & Tonic

wahahahha~! so happy but so sad oso =/ cannot tag tag le =/

nvm, for this year still can tag tag weekdays wahahaha~! Gin Tonic only can drink on Friday & Saturday~! =P or we 4 can go settlers heeheehee...

i betta run off to the new Giant with my neighbour, Magdalene, before i tio hoot after yiting finish dinner with her parents =x

yiPpEE~! so happy~! =P
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Monday, April 16, 2007

Long Story Short Say

nb. i type damn long, left last sentence, my mozilla got error. cb.

ba. aint gonna retype, anyway dun hav photos today cos i lying on my bed and typing this damn post.

conclusion:

Thanks sweeties~! for making my birthday a happy one, making me feel important and special to you! thanks for all the well wishes and prezzies, and to those who took out time and effort and moeny to go out with me~!

celebrated my birthday is 5 parts. with jas mag amos wilson jeremy and marcus, with space217, with ziqing, with amos yiting halley and GT, and with juz my big cookie spending quality time this weekend ^^

got my prezzies that i wished for, got the wireless keyboard and mouse from space217 guys thx to lawrence who saw my blog and gather the guys to share and he went shopping for it ^^ that y no photos today cos i lying on my bed with my wireless keyboard and mouse ahaha. got the chocobanana cake too! the cake is damn huge, and i is so honoured to have famous $200/hr photographer GeorgIE woNG to take picture, and $350/hr Rufus's papa to video me blow candle~!!! heh heh heh..

got my yanzi album from yiyin. felt so bad that i didnt made it down to her chalet, cos by the time i finish dinner with ziqing and rush back to east side to meet amos n halley is already 9+ which is our reservation at settlers le.

i was wishing to hear from he and him cos they haven been contacting me or even replying me lately.. i wanted to know if its cos i irritated he or hurt him. glad to know that its neither!

she told me that he juz mia from our circle or their circle to be exact. so it isnt me being irritating that this happen.

i met him finally after 2 yrs.. he is still him, still as bollywood and boyish, when he is with me and when he is with his family. he is still him wanting to get me the best things he can afford. he is still him treating me like a little girl. even though now that he has a high flying job, he is still him, the silly donkey i've always known, instead of the stern donkeys in his kinda job. LOL. i'm so happy to hear how he has been doing these years, how he had been on off dating at least 4 gals in uni, had his first job 90hrs a week paying him 18k a month.

he is good to me not cos of any other reasons ba. cos he is still him, me is still me. i is concerned cos after all he was a person i felt for long time ago. i juz want to know a happily ever after for him too. after all, though he often bluff me silly things cos he finds my gullible expression entertaining sometimes, but i noe he has been treating me sincerely all these years. come to tink about it, i've known him for 9 years... wow. most of the time apart though, guess we're juz not fated haha.

had quality time with my cookie this weekend ^^ he brought me around and treated me good foods. and though he didnt get to play warcraft much yesterday, he wasnt grouchy today and he brought me to east coast to blade x) after that we went to a cosy little restaurant Miss U Cafe for dinner. its pretty dumb. the last time we had our desserts only and a drink each, we spent 20+, this time we had main course and drink, and shared a dessert, we spent 50+. ok la. the main course is not that bad. but be careful when choosing the dishes. some are juz not worth the price.

even though i wished for loads of stuff, but getting these are enough le. especially when all of it seems nearly impossible to happen, but i was surprised by it happening. no point getting all wishes granted. then will hav nothing in life to look forward to, to work hard for. like he said, when he was earning 18k a month, he got nearly all he wanted. to the point when money is juz growing like a figure in his bank but he has no more anticipation. but the work was too taxing and no life, and since he hasnt much to anticipate anymore, he settles himself with a 3k a mth job working 9 -5, but still quite stressful. after all, handling other ppl's money is stressful lor.
its impressive that a 24 yr old gets his own rolex cos he earned it, not cos of his family's wealth lor. i want to be that cool too LOL.

btw, i was asking amos if he minded me going out with him, he said:

why should i mind? you'r juz gg out with your fren ma. and bsides, the one who has the right to be upset should not be me since i m not as impressive as him, but u have been with me for years.

i love my cookie's big heart.. the statement might sound proud, but if you are one who knows my boy well enough, you would know he meant it sincerely without any attacking meaning.

tml is work again, i muz succeed this wk =_=!
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Monday, April 09, 2007

eh?

hmmm a series of random posts. watch out.
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1/4 Birthday Celebration..

.. cos Yi Ting was in Malaysia, and kenny couldnt smoke pass the ticket person at GV to let him refund his ticket, my cake is not there, and more reasons.

heh. was intending to only celebrate on actual day since yiting is away, mag n jas juz return shld be pretty tired. but after work while having dinner with space217 guys, the gals called and ask if i wanna go out celebrate since mag might not be able to make it nex fri since she's starting a new job.

so pooF! went to dempsey to visit Marcus at his new workplace: Love Affair. a wine wine chill chill place. was there with amos, jasmin, mag, wilson and jeremy (amos's ~~ex-gay and current-gay~~ buddy in camp)

met hazel whom i missed for a long long time, since we both left villa bali for greener pastures LOL. she was with poh chuan & yvonne, lerrick and some of their frens.

was in my "trust me, i'm a girl" teeshirt, got this moron at the bar read my teeshirt out loud as i walk pass him =_=? and damn marcus announce that he seldom see girls drinking black russian, usually white russian which is not so strong, which explains why i need that teeshirt disclaimer
-_- . . . and the best thing is, that day the first thing i walk into office, my boss didnt ask why i late, he read out my teeshirt and laugh o.O!?

there was 2 one metre long arowanas in a pond nearby with damn nice landscaping like fake mountain and stream flowing into the pond. poor arowanas, must had been damn irritated. cos hundreds of idiots like amos had been trying to throw coin and make sure the coin stay on top of its head so that their wish comes true -__-" most don't succeed though. if u ever not enough money pay bill around block 13 dempsey road, please feel free to get some coins from the pond, provided you have insurance coverage. i heard arowanas eat monkeys in amazon. those arowanas are probably 1.5metres and more? perhaps this 1metre arowana might juz chew off a few fingers ba.

then i was smoking magdalene HAHA =X

she kept wanting to go pee within the span of 1 long island tea in a zombie glass. once, i told her:

you drink until below the lemon slice, i acc u go lor.

then she start drinking.

eh, under the lemon slice leh, don't smoke me la u.

then she drink some more.

then she got suspicious, turned over and saw me laughing heh heh heh..

i mean, the water level won't be below the lemon unless she finish it what.. heehee.. evil.. learn from wei xiang when he bully me at zouk some time ago LOL.

mag's entry with photos are on the second half of the entry.
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My Big Boy..

.. was asking me, why i don't slp early now that i m working day job.

i say cos i don't dare to slp, dunno what mess i have to face the nex day.

he laugh at me nb.. he say that's how he feel when he was in primary school.

LOL. his version is damn cute la..

i'll save in draft and sought his permission before publishing.. its SO NOT the HIM that any of his friends, even his closest wei li, would have known of him.

while hearing him telling me his painful (really quite pain considering the canes LOL) past, with a boyish smile on his face, i feel so touch so blessed to have been bestow this big boy in my life.. and i m most fortunate to have this fleeting saggitaurus who hates to be binded by rules or by anyone, to want to be commited to me, to want to have a vision of our future, to want to make decisions with me included in his considerations..

all these yrs, i thought i have been the only silly girl as any other girls in relationship would, think long and far and vision our future.. recently, he starts to vocalise a little on the things he vision us in our future.. some of his little ideas..

on friday, we went to Miss You cafe at simpang bedok (the desserts sux big time.) to have supper of tiramisu and apple crumble and root beer and rambutan lagoon. all cmi. but that's not the point. that cafe is recommended by TODAY newspaper. now we know we shld have some reservations when reading recommendations around. thats not the point either. the point is, when he saw the wine list, he said:

baobei, what wine can keep for many years and will taste better and better as it grows old?
we should get one bottle before i leave, then when i return 6years later,
we can open it and drink!

x) and juz now on the ride home, he was asking his dad, if his uncle would still be a tailor 9yrs from now. he finds that it would be damn cool if his uncle could do his wedding suit for him hahaha!

a hundred and one things keep popping outta my head every now and then, telling me what ifs..

i'm so afraid of him leaving me, of our relationship cracking up, that ever since i got together with him, i NEVER once played fortune telling that is related to relationship again. i was so afraid that the result would turn out bad and crack us up. but now i m so afraid what if i m not the one for him? and what if i would not bring fortune to him but rubbish?

i guess sometimes, either the media or somewhere along our education system, we muz have been brainwashed to believe that there is no fairy tale happily ever after thingys.

things have been going so well for us these yrs that i m so afraid that its the peace before the storm.

but wells, i've been through these feelings haven i? yrs back when things seems to be going too well, i was so afraid that i will be hurt and disappointed if i lose him one day, and things seems too good to be true. but i stayed on in our relationship cos of my trust in him, in us, that we would be able to hold everything together, together. a girl didnt. she felt that things were going too happily ever after, she gave up her relationship. good thing she went into a long relationship soon after, for a couple of yrs, but seems recently her photos are absent from his friendster.. hope she has met her happily ever after and decides to believe it le ba.

i muz remind myself.. if one day things start moving towards unhappiness, i must not must not hold on to him.. i must let him go towards where he should.. i know its tough, i know i most likely would not.. but i know i have to. cos if we're meant to be, he would be by my side even if we reunite 50 yrs from now, as like the mtv of SHE.

on another note, i was telling him, for goodness sake, please don't educate our child to be as naive as him in future.. his childhood is damn hilarious at times.. he's naive beyond imagination.. LOL.

on another another note, after hearing his first sentence, that he would only feel that way when he was in primary school, i got a reality-quake in my mind. i had been feeling that way through primary, secondary and tertiary when i never do my homework or skip school without MC or late for school when i cant afford to anymore.. goodness. i'm 20. i don't wanna feel that way anymore man! cannot cannot cannot. GROW UP ALREADY~!
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Birthday Wishlist

My wish list for 20 birthday is:

to wake up earlier and doll pretty pretty before going work.
to excell in work.
to work hard for our future with my big cat.
to brainwash my big cat that it is not selfish of me to have an ambition to be a stay-at-home-mum, but its tmd important to witness every growing milestone of our kitten! and to grow up with mama by the side is the most blessed thing any kid can have!
to go on holiday with my entire family + my big cat.
to go out at least twice a month with my mama.
bring box of fruits or veg to munch at work, to prevent dehydration n hunger when i forget or lazy to eat n drink
some peoples ask me what i want so they no need go wild goose chase n search. there u go! the below are things i wanna achieve, but i don't mind if its a gift either! =p
a choco banana cake from secret recipe or NYDC or a tiramisu from www.tiramisutra.com , anyday, no need just bday i would love to have one =D
~~to have Yanzi's latest album Ni Guang~~ (yiyin bought for me as bday prezzie le!)
to have a bed side table that can fit into that 70cm(height) by 25cm(depth) space underneath my window which is 4 window panes long. either this, that or those.
wireless keyboard
oversize shades (the timing that i go work is when the sun is at its most ferocious mood)
revive my desktop pc by reinstalling windows n the neccessory softwares like office. i is comp idiot T_T
get a comfy seat to lounge in my room infronta the desktop with wireless keyboard or laptop. either this, that, this one or that one.
get confirmed at my job
once i get confirmation for my job, i shall get this chair into the studio!!

for now.

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Monday, April 02, 2007

Scew ups aside...

... on the bright side, i had a nice weekend ^^

Friday my big cookie come fetch me from work and we went to the dessert shop opposite Sim Lim. the mango milk ice is very nice. we shared a huge serving of kiwi + strawberry + mango milk ice on friday though. wa a bit sian half. nb the ice is not milk ice leh? if i'm not mistaken, the ice itself is supposed to be milk frozed ice wad, not the ice kachang condense milk kind leh. basically, its not as nice as the first time amos brought me there to try the mango one. then i ordered a mango crumble, which was sold out, den the waiter ask me try mango short cake or short bread ar, say its almost the same, like real. knn, the texture is like wtf, den the taste is kns, n the size is cmi. i decided to abandon the stuff and go over meet yiting n song. -.- song lim drove lorry, me ting n amos sit behind.. shuanG! but got something flew into my mouth n i spat out is like half centimetre diameter ball of mysterious object =.=?!

survived the trip and the 3 of us shared a spring chicken at simpang bedok. the spring chicken is nice! betta n more worth it than kfc. after which we cross the road and saw joseph and alaric with another fren at the prata shop nex to petrol station. didnt recognized them sia, quite dark, n besides, from my angle, joseph is blocked by alaric =x then we went to play swing at the playground near tanah merah mrt till like 12am+ when we decided that me n ting shld go my hse n watch dvd since there's no news from song yet, to meet ting n go holland v chill with their frens. but juz before we reach my hse, song contacted her =.= so ting borrowed the toilet n went off again o.0 not bad got someone send me home ahaha.

saturday after work went to katong meet my big cat + kaijun n jieying. was gg to this restaurant call Ashton opposite katong mall, but the queue is like ................. long. so we went to katong village and had dinner at Samy's southern indian food. cool, we were all surpried by the very good service! probly is cos our perception are fixed by those prata stalls ba, since there are fewer indian restaurants than those western n chinese restaurant around. the mango lasee is nice! very thirst quenching drink. yoghurt plus mango. ordered loads, but didnt manage to eat that much, firstly is cos its spicy so i couldnt take much except the papadam(cracker), then is the rice is BIG serving, and its free flow, so the guys cmi either lolx.

after dinner we went over to Settlers to play board games. chose the free flow package as we already had a very full dinner n dun need more food lor. was telling amos n jieying, i dun really feel like going, cos i was very very tired, and it sounds like i have to play bored games.. so boring.. but glad that i went, its fun! play quite some board games hahaha. after that went to jieying's hse and played mahjong. i was the big winner! $12.80 haha. amos won 80cents, kaijun lost 1.80 n the rest is jieying's haha. was prepared to lose money actually, but was really in luck yesterday, all the rounds come with already nice tiles, even if it didnt come nicely, it'll turn out nicely as the games proceed haha.

went back to amos hse after that, and slept till 1+, then searched for dramas to watch on youtube. wow! found quite some users with quite some full set dramas! enough to entertain me through april hahaha. after that napped again.. cos the air con was off, n the weather is damn hot, even though the window opened oso no help.. the room damn stuffy.. felt faint when i woke up.. made amos panic again.. then we went to east coast that market and had dinner. we expected queue at the satay bee hoon, but not to this extent.. felt so bad to let my big cookie queue for half an hour to get me a satay beehoon.. =/

very simple weekend.. but happy le.. cos my big cookie was by my side, and he is happy too x)

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