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Thursday, March 29, 2007

Grow Old With Me - Travis Barre

Here on this day as we stand
Face to face and hand in hand
I give my heart to you
Because I know after all's been said and done
That you're the one I will love my whole life through

And though our path may be unknown
We're so unsure of what we'll go through
I swear you'll never walk alone
There's just one thing that i will ask of you

And that is grow old with me
For the world is ours to see
Somethings last for ever

And on this day
As me hold your hands
I'll be the world's luckiest man
I'll show you the best is yet to be
If you grow old with me

If I was granted just one wish
I could not ask for more than
I have right now with you
And when your hair begins to grey
You know I will be loving you even more than I do today

And though our path may be unknown
We're so unsure of what we'll go through
I swear you'll never walk alone
There's just one thing that I will ask of you

And that is grow old with me
For the world is ours to see
Somethings last for ever

And on this day
As me hold your hands
I'll be the world's luckiest man
I'll show you the best is yet to be
If you grow old with me

No I dunno what's in store
I could not ask for more
Than what I have with you
And I swear that as the years go by
I may not give you the stars with all tonight

And on the day I die
You'll be the last thing on my mind
Will you grow old with me
For the world is ours to see
Somethings last forever

And on this day
As me hold your hand
I'm the world's luckiest man
I'll show you the best is yet to be
If you grow old with me

If you grow old with me

really like this song, chanced upon it from one of George's wedding photo slideshows.
would be nice to propose with this song or as a march-in song, wouldn't it?
not sure bout the title, neither the artist.. cos i tried to google it, but its another song by John Lennon with the same title. and one like of this song i just couldnt hear it clearly the pronounciations.. that's the best i can make of it to sound comprehensive ^-^

"I may not give you the stars with all tonight"

please tell me if you know more about this song ^-^
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Recently?

i is sick again. sunday woke up with menses and a bad cramp that left me curled in a ball from sunday till monday, and a fever from sunday nite till now. not good. seldom menses time will pain until lidat.. usually quite yaya wan. so scared my bosses will think its crap reason, cos i work with all guys =x luckily all very understanding.

long time no blog.

my big cookie passed his basic theory and advance theory both 1 try! both no study!

its a wonder how he failed riding theory test 3 times then. -_-

anyways, i'm so happy and so proud of my boy.. and the first person he called when he came out was me.. T_T

recently, i had been pretty tired and emotional and insecure cos his date of flying away to study is drawing near.. had been making a lot of noise and trouble for him..

one day i cant slp, i sms him:

dear, all these years did you ever see me participating in ur future?
dear, i even thought of wad to say in our wedding thanksgiving speech and what to cook for you le.. n children name with your surname..

he replied:

ya dream b4. i nv tot abt the names la but i dreamt of us going honeymoon, dreamt of us growing old together, and funny incidents which i remember dreaming but dun remember wad happen le.
dear if u'r my wife i would be contented, but i really hope u noe how to watch your health take care of yourself stop missing meals slp peacefully and enjoy ur life happily. i love u!

lately, have been seeing so many people getting married.. so many people break up..
sometimes i do wonder, how sure are these people when they got married, that some even had bank loans to repay after the wedding.. but just break up not long after..

seen a few couples in the forum getting married bcos they want to get a HOUSE or cos its TIME to get married.. but in actual fact, are they ready to settle down together?

sidetrack a bit, wedding industry is sucha happy and unique industry, every couple has their story, how can the participant be desensitized and actually give a dumb face at weddings becos they participated too many weddings?!

was hearing bout this hotel manager who was giving a cock face when holdin the door for the couple to march into the ballroom. he happened to be snapped into the frames in one of the photos. spoiler lor! such ppl should not be in hospitality lor! not curious not interested not concern no looking out for small details that he should be servicing that why he can be desensitize.

its really nice to be in the wedding industry.. i won't ever get bored. NEVER. especially the photography and videography side. i agree with a photographer, he said in his site that its an honour for him to be able to snap photos of the couples' past from their rooms their ornaments on their tables; and to snap moments of their wedding which is current; making photos for their future. its nice to look through so many different walks of life and share their joy isnt it?
btw, in case u thought why i never quote the guy's name, its cos its not the exact words he said, but oso my feeling, that y i dun wan to smear his name in case i say something not welcomed?

^-^

back to my boy, we were saying, since he has 4mths holiday a yr, that means on average every 5 mths he would be back for 2 mths. den in between, probably like in between the 5 mths that he is there, i would go visit him. but i hate aeroplane leh. how?

when i miss him until buay tahan i'll heck the plane la. probably a pill or two of sleeping pills might help? ^^
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Done my Best? What Can I Do?

What Can I Do - is the crappiest piece of rubbish to ever come across a person's mind. totally cripples you, and demoralise you.

Done my best - is when you've done all you can in the given time frame, depleted all the resources given to you, be it help from people or physical property, and the clock strucks and announce "the end of examination, pens down" ; that is when you've done your best.

Its your life we're talking about here. the given time frame is 1 LIFETIME. you might not have done your N lvl well, you might not have done your MDIS well, so what? that's all in life?

You know what, those rich asses that we see slacking out there these days, many of them haven much papers. We both know Peter Ng for one. was it bill gates or the creative guy who study halfway go start business and quit school? what ever, anyways, someone quit sch and still got fuking rich.

Look, you're still alive, that means you have not depleted your resources, neither your given time frame to complete the game.

Resources also includes chances. Chances don't come telling you: eh i'm here, take me. neither does it mean chances come then definitely is yours. we studied business, though GPA sux, but we noe what it means by you need to have adequate Strength to Tap on Opportunities when it comes striking. how ready are you to deserve certain opportunities?

You've mentioned financial problem. we both know how weak we are handling our money. especially when you like to juz heck and go ahead at times, eat first then say kinda thing. and the killer for us both, TAXI.

you know what i hate most about you? when we hit an issue, you would run away and don't want to talk about it. cos u assume that we are both too agitated to bother to listen and solve problem. look, its a thing about compromising and also convincing lor. if your opinion is that right, and mine is that wrong, convince me. if we both have a point, compromise.

its insulting to have a good fren running away at times lidat cos it either mean that my dear fren assumes i'm a childish selfish moron who would not compromise or she herself is one.

my dear, we are both turning 20. we hafta face LIFE le. no more running away.

if things are not right, fix it. BEFORE the day you breath your last breathe, you've not tried your best to fight for your own happiness.

but of cos, i must remind you that, sometimes, its not just about obstinately running in one direction and ending yourself in the tip of the horn with no way to go. you have to think of ways and find the next best thing to do, and get yourself out of the fix.

i dunno how much of this post you've understood or misunderstood what i m trying to tell you. i can only say i've tried to help, but probably not my best just yet.

stop saying hurting things like you're alone. that only tells me what ever little things i do will not be appreciated. cos you've void my previous little efforts.

my boss just told me that he is a little bit unhappy with the rate of my progress at picking up the work.

i've tried hard, you and her know what. but i noe well enough, i've not done my best.
cos i've not tried ALL THAT I CAN. i still have another month to the end of the learning period, i know i still can do more to improve the situation. i won't give up.

if i can't even push myself to be good enough to tap on this opportunity, i have no right to ask for more in life. this is such a basic thing. if i give up easily on this, i do not have any right to ask for more things.

i don't want to regret again.

i saw my PSLE results, i saw my o level results, i saw my musical achievement, i saw my poly results transcript, its not pretty. i was given all the time, resources and help that i need, in fact i was so favoured by Heaven tat i was blessed with wonderful people at most times, a nice pay and nice environment for my internship while others struggle with suckers. at that time, i noe something has to be done, i tried, but i noe i never tried the hardest, that's why i only got improvement but not colourful results.

this time i m not going to allow myself for a choice other than the choice of trying my hardest, i am really happy now, to be pushing myself forward.

i want you to be happy too. please don't give up.. if you've done all you can at wherever u did, then you have to start trying other things, if not you have not fuly utilised the resources that is fated to be given to you in this life.

lets work hard together! this post is not just a reply to yours, but a reminder for me, for my determination, as of tomorrow.

i haven tried my hardest the previous month, now i want to. this is a job i want, this is where i wan to go, i shall fully utilise all the time and resources.

i thought long and hard to write this to reply you, this is the 4th draft. so please do me some justice by not reading it with perception thank u. please jiu shi lun shi bit bit and read again if u are agitated now thankx..
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I.O.U. - Belated Post.

我要快乐

又被爱伤了一遍
无所谓当作成长
刚刚走开的人
烟还点着味道却淡了
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有
我要快乐我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨我早应该割舍
我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的全都是假的
只有眼泪是真的
把从前想了一遍
谢谢了伤我的人
想做乐观的人
每种雨声听了都不冷
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有
我要快乐我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨我早应该割舍
我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的全都是假的
我的决定是对的

at the same time that we are glad you are out of this "if tomorrow never comes" relationship, i won't say you're 100% right in all the things and decisions you made in this short relationship.. of cos there are things that happened that you ought to reflect and not repeat in your next relationship.. but for now, its nice to put a complete fullstop to it. let's be gracious and thank him for being responsible enough to tell you "why" and help mark the fullstop.

eh. this wasnt wad i wanted to post for u that time la. but anyways. improvised with situation. that time wanted to tell u to consider the big questions properly, he might still be the one u wan to stay with, then probably you both gotta compromise a little more.. but since now lidat le, *hugx*, you still have the list of people you thanked. if its meant to be, when you both change mentality in future and meet again, you might still fall back into each others' arm? or u might jeer at him with your baby LOL.

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Sunday, March 11, 2007

Some kinda lifeless rubbish that sounds logical.

Your Power Color Is Gold
At Your Highest:
You are engrossed in passions that mentally stimulate you.
At Your Lowest:
You seek thrills and neglect what's important in your life.
In Love:
You see dating as adventure and approach it with an open attitude.
How You're Attractive:
You passion for life makes others passionate about you.
Your Eternal Question:
"Am I Having Fun?"

What's" Your Power Color?
You Are The Magician
You are powerful and wise - beyond what anyone can see.Deeply complex, you have the resources to connect to the spiritual and material world.You posses the knowledge to manipulate your life and the lives around you.You also have a great healing power, should you choose to use it.
Your fortune:
You have unhidden powers that you have yet to tap into. Soon, you will better understand how to use your intellect and intuition. Believe it or now, you will discover how you can manipulate yourself and others for good.You are at the beginning of a path of spiritual enlightenment.
What Tarot Card Are You?

You Are a Auditory Learner
You tend to remember what you hear, and you have a knack for speaking well.You excel at debating, foreign languages, and music.You would be an excellent diplomat - or rock star!
What's" Your Learning Style?
Your Personality Profile
You are pure, moral, and adaptable.You tend to blend into your surroundings.Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends.
You believe that you live a virtuous life...And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye.As a result, people tend to crave your approval.
The World's Shortest Personality Test

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love.

Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships.

You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back.

In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm.

Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.
Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Well, You Know What a Blog Is...

You got 4/8 correct!

But, truthfully, most blogs probably bore you.

How Much Do You Know About Blogging?

You Are Okay With Money
You're about average with money, which means you probably don't have a lot of it.Your instincts tell you to stay out of debt and spend wisely...But you don't always listen to your instincts!With a little more effort, you could have a nice little nest egg. You just have to control your spending.
Are'>http://www.blogthings.com/areyougoodwithmoneyquiz/">Are You Good With Money?

You Are 57% Open

You are a fairly open person, but you also like to maintain your privacy.
You definitely will tell all (okay, almost all) to your closest friends...
But strangers and acquaintances only get a peek into your life.
How Open Are You?

and some other quizzes that i wanna do, but this is so damn nv ending n getting on my nerves.. =_= cos whenever i open a new quiz, there would be more tempting recommendations by the left side bar which makes me do another and another quiz..

http://www.blogthings.com/howstressedareyouquiz/
http://www.blogthings.com/areyouaslackerquiz/
http://www.blogthings.com/areyouspoiledquiz/
http://www.blogthings.com/areyouromanticorrealisticquiz/
http://www.blogthings.com/areyouimmaturequiz/
http://www.blogthings.com/areyouagrinchquiz/
http://www.blogthings.com/howbrutallyhonestareyouquiz/
http://www.blogthings.com/howmuchdoyouknowaboutbloggingquiz/
http://www.blogthings.com/areyougoodwithmoneyquiz/
http://www.blogthings.com/howvainareyouquiz/
http://www.blogthings.com/datingpuritytest/
http://www.blogthings.com/quickanddirtyiqtest/
http://www.blogthings.com/doyouhaveadirtymindquiz/
http://www.blogthings.com/areyouaperfectionistquiz/

if i didnt remember wrongly, there's a draft somewhere a yr or so back in my blog with a whole list of quizzes to attempt from blogthings.com oso lolx. not done yet? =p

y i suddenly got into blogthings.com is the same reason how i first went in. cos i see wad my blog fren Leaf did on her blog, and this time i see on her frenster. remember last yr we got this dispute over online shopping, n since then no contact, even deleted my frenster. but recently she came to view my profile, so i saw the tarot card thing on her profile.

bed time.
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Saturday, March 10, 2007

A Commendable Effort at Usage of Mandarin

okie, i already tried to rotate but dunno y come out still lidat. but aga aga u noe la hor.

btw, pls dun shoot me why when i mix with so pro so good photographers why my photo skill so suk. cos i was tryin to shoot as i walk so tat it is not so obvious until the shopkeeper wud come out n beat me.

this pic is taken in Little India. any guess wadz this signage for? LOL.

got part 2, but cant upload, will go take again n upload, juz nex to my office only ahahaha.

yiting's one then best, got pork bryani or something in little india. check out her blog
if link dun work, go my links and find her.

gotta run. amos reachin lol.

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Resolutions

Thou resolut* to:

wake up 1 hour earlier to doll up. cos my coussie stephy says: the thing that all office ladies should be looking forward to everyday is: dolling up. although her jobs more sianz cos programming things and my is more fun somemore with so many funny guys with me, but since i is office-bound and not like last time doing F&B, i should indeed start dolling up properly. ahaha.
save $200 a month after paying personal utilities and hsehold commitment
have a neat neat chio chio room. cos i see so many wedding videos and photos, all the brides rooms very nice leh! other than one or two la... so i wanna be the nice nice room de! it contributes to nice pics! [although its something 10 yrs down the road, n my bro has half a thought of shifting to changi village -_-]
not overwork. heehee i tend to forget to eat or rest when i start working. once i start working i can work late late long long not a prob, but to wake is a killer.
find time to club and mahjong with girlfrens and brothers at least once a month each. i miss ting =(
doll up my office table and add more of my ImPiE touch to the entire studio heh heh heh. *evil grinz; wink wink cindy*
i tink that's about all.

* i purpurly spell resolute as resolut cos i is thinking of absolut blue + kahlua = black russian
=X kekeke.

people.. thx thx for the encouragements along the way lately.. by means of sms, call, blog and all. n thx thx maggie and justine for the comment ^-^

pRease pRease, got time sms me k. although i mite be too caught up at work to reply or something.. but i will try =) n hor, got drop by the area like say Plaza Sing or Little India or Bugis, gimme a call see can makan tgther onot la.. although i mite not be able to make it =/
but i'll try =)
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I miss my Blog

i miss my blog. nb. it feels good to NB on my blog again after so long wahaha.

i mean like, lawrence had been in reservist the past two weeks, and has juz returned today (reluctantly, supposed to acc cynthia but i drag him to a client meeting heehee..)
so basically, there's no one here that i can nb or knn or cb with. not even wad the fuck ok.

i cant be using such vocabs with george sam and rueyloon when apparently, the most i've heard from sam is: ji dan. and george only knn once. -_- i is bad LOL.

and i cant be using such vocabs when i m meeting clients nearly everyday.

oh wells. i do drop some everyday when amos irritates me (or not. LOL)

but wait. the reason why i miss blogging is not cos i no place to kpkb. is cos the interesting thing in life is often not the result not the accomplishment, but the journey there.. and so these weeks on my new embarked journey, I REALLY GOT A LOT OF THING TO SAY ABOUT THE JOURNEY!!! but i got no time to blog. -_-...

no worries though, its just being so fuked busy for about another fortnight, then when things are all streamlined properly, more stuffs uniformed among the 3 brands, then i can relac liao. relac not as in slack k. relac as in, not so rushing and gushing lor, cos more organized le ma.

but hor, by no no NO NOOO way, EvER.. i would be as free as rueyloon and lawrence, so no worries ahahahaha!

ah. btw, i got time to blog in studio at this time of the day and the week cos i was working till like 8pm, den now waiting for my boy and his camp fren to come fetch me go jln kayu eat chicken wing, so i sit here and blog a bit heh heh.

i is freaking busy day in day out, cannot go mahjong when ah guan and ting call me, cannot go clubbing when so many ppl jio, but its okie. its juz for now. =D

and bsides, i is very very very happy now. cos i is busy =D

was in office for 10.5hrs the other day excluding lunch time, and i forgot to eat dinner heh heh heh. but when i left for home, i was tired but very happy leh. x)

anyways, may i end this post with a resolution:

nnb.. i is determined and resolut to be able to finish my work within the 8hrs a day by APRIL!!!

wahaha.

=P
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