Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Taking for Granted
ever wonder if its a really great bliss if we are able to say "i love u" to someone in life?
not juz in the bgr term.. its a bliss to be able to love someone at all lorx..
haix.
happen to chance upon this gal's blog.. she's already passed away on 10th sept 2006..
its so heartpain to learn about her life story lor.. a child from an orphanage.. got adopted the first time and was abused.. finally got a family who treats her like their little princess.. got the men in her life who loves her.. she finally died of illness.. at this point in time when i first chance upon her blog, she's 10months away from her 26th birthday..
i never like to say the 3 words unless i mean it.. i oso never like it that i m only able to say it to my boy, and not to the rest of the people that i love..
treasure the 3 magic word ya.
her very touching post.
only read a few of her entries.. quite enlightening..
actually, since i left secondary school, since i left the kinda education system whereby we are so protected and spoon-fed, i've came to realise that there are many more facets of life then the templates that i've known of..
prior to that, i've never thought that a 27 yr old could still be partying around, doing odd jobs, having his mama do the shopping of clothes for him.. i've never thought that someone my age could be out of school and working in this society where adults are so scary.. everyone hides a knife beyond that friendly smile..
prior to reading this blog, or say.. even as i read her entries, i still find it hard to get this into my brain, that there are orphans in singapore..
i'm a frog. used to live in the well with my mama, brother and sister shielding me from hurt and responsibility; teachers shielding me from failure; amos shielding me from mistakes and loneliness cos by my own selfishness.
i fear growing up. i fear going out into the society, especially after these 3 months of internship. i fear the next 6years without amos by my side.
if i m to fear these much, how did angie bern lived her mangled 25 years? when she's left to fend for herself while so many people fight to tug me back in a cosy corner, away from the bloody facts of life. she who is so far away that i dun even noe, might be like juz another story.. but how about my good brother here in my online friend list..
dude, hope i can do more to help in this celebration =]
child like us who didnt have a complete family, will either fear building one, cos fear of failure disappointment and rejection; or brave enough to want to build a better one that u never had. i believe u r the latter x)
very very very happy for u xDLabels: My Contradiction, My Enlightenment, My Khaki, My Random-ness
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