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Sunday, January 29, 2006

Yeah! Went shopping with Jac today.

though i never buy anything today, only bought 1 {{*secret* shhh.. cannt let amos noe. ^^}}...

i enjoyed the shopping trip. {{other than waiting for my dear sleeping beauty Princess Ariel of cos, cos her papa made her pack her rm, which she did until 9am this morn. =.= ... .. .. .}}

woohoo~! we browsed the whole Upstairs at Bugis Street and half a Bugis St bazaar in 2 hours. ^^

so we realize that Jac still lack a pair of shoe n a top, we decided to cross over to Bugis Junction.

We came to this shop at the edge that sells clothes, shoes n accessories.. den while helping jac to enquire bout a top, i notice a petite gal beside me.. cos she erm.. not my eye level, i could not see the face haha.. =X but the first thing that came to my mind is:

heex this gal reminds me of mabel.

mabel is a gal from one batch after me in BDS. one of the guy in my class used to have this humongous crush on her LoLx.

then when jac go fitting room, i see her face. cos she was on a high stool arranging some items in the display box.. =X

cool~!

**Conversation**

Me: u.. bedok south ar?
Mabel: u.. *thought a while* .. ah~ joycelyn ar?
Me: no joyce. *haha*
Mabel: she..
Me: ya jacqueline.
Mabel: ooo u noe her ar. *erm ya i m shopping with her leh?*
Me: ya my classmate haha
Mabel: eh u still with amos ar?
Me: ?! how come u oso noe i with amos?
Mabel: haha u two together very very very very very long liao ma..
Me: *proudly* yeah 4 and a half yrs..
Mabel: oic. u got contact danting?
Me: yeah once a while.

**ended cos jac done.**

wa she still very cute, but now super pretty face. now she reminds me of **tinklebell** the erm.. petite fairy. ^^ feel like cuddling her sia. so sweet looking =)

nway, cool ar? wa amos is indeed a legend. machiam anihow aniwhere as long as link to bedok south, and somewad our time or slightly after our time in bedok south, people he dunno oso noe him. best. **Salute.**

aniwayz, saw many beautiful things with jac along Bugis St - a precious gem mine which needs to be mined.

from the moment we drop off the cab at Bugis Junction, till we go ATM, till we go Bugis Street, people had been staring at jac n whispering loudly: jacqueline leh jacqueline leh.
n stare like that kinda eye big big round round machiam see even though its only the eve of CNY..

well i find this as a good sign. this shows that people recognises her, noe who she is.
aim of creating awareness of product achieved.
LoLx.
but poor jac haven got used to the sudden attention yet haha, a bit overwhelming..
imagine la, u go down the st suddenly outta evry 10 passer-by, like 2 will stare at u.. and the st is fill with like thousands of ppl? =)
haha she asked me: m i like some sorta monster today?
i only laugh. dont remember answering her haha
my answer would be: no, u r Jacqueline Sue. =) proud of ya fren, jia you k~!

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Saturday, January 28, 2006

The Product is Gd.
The Salesman spoilt it.
Bad Product Knowledge.
Thus Brand Equity Damaged.

Ki-ang tio ho, mai gei ki-ang.

-.-" i have nothing against Christ Church Christianity.

but i have a PROBLEM with Gospellers.

there are juz these group of people who did not do their homework well before they go around babbling shit, which makes people turn away from Christ more, instead of accepting the gospel.

Shit Gospeller Number 1:

we shall take the church's name as C H.
when i was in pri sch, my little friend asked me to go Sunday School to play. then being innocent n friendly, i agreed. when i go there, i see this chart on the wall.

the chart has got all the children's names who are in that "class". i see loads of star shaped stickers nex to each name.. aft enquiring on how to get the sticker, den i know that EaCh STICKER represents that the kid brought 1 FriEnD.

i do not tink that its the right way to teach the kid right in the beginning of their life lor.
[[u recruit a fren u get reward. the more the better]]
they shld not be taught to expect rewards for gospeling lor.

Shit Gospeller 2:

i went to this cell group with my ex-beau for sake of my senior.
at the end of the session, the leader asked my ex-beau to go church on sunday. my ex-beau said: Aiyo, no time leh..
the leader said: Ask U go Church, u Say No TImE; nex time you want favour from Jesus, Jesus also say no time.

Ma Ass. this contradicts the statement that god loves his children, will not forsaken his children.

Incredible dumb woman.

Shit Gospeller 3:

TODAY. i took cab. the driver HARD-SELL Christianity to me.
First he began with:

wa time flys so fast, its new yr again.

Dumb Me, i replied: ya lor so fast suddenly new yr again. fuk bad step. shld not reciprocate gdwill to chat, at all.

he continued to: why do u tink earth spins?

i said: cos of gravity. [[though i aint sure if thats rite, but i m sure his is distorted.]]

he continued to: no~ ttz wad many ppl thought. its bcos earth spins thatz y we got calculations of 24 hr a day, 7 days a wk, 30 days a mth, 365 a yr~ blah blah blah. cb.

[[ from this part of the conversation onwards to further notice, i only replied with "mmm." n my tone got more annoyed after every other "mmm." ]]

den he blabber on to: well u noe, evryting that occurs is got reason one. [[ for a moment i tot he is going to go gospelling bout buddhism. ]] see this road, this mrt track, these cars, these houses, its becos of a reason thatz y it exist. this road exist cos cars GOT the NEED to run on it. why got car? cos ppl invent~ ttz y got car. see the houses, cos we need to live in it ttz y got ppl build.

[[ at this point in time i was very tempted to say: aft so long i still do not see ur objective, do u mind going straight to the point. ]] {{ n guess wad? other than running round the bush in his speech, he ran round the bush getting me to tanah merah mrt as well. fuk.}}

n he went on: i dunno if u believe in God. but u noe, evryting happen bcos of God. u noe many ppl thought that humans are transformed from monkeys. NO~! human are made from clay n blown by a breath of god! no no no this is wrong man, ppl who believe man n magically transformed from monkey. if i tell u this car is magic out one u wun believe rite~!

[[ fuk. this part of bible i aint sure. i dunno how adam n eve came abt. but can i ask some christian scientist pls, shldnt the sequence be: god made monkeys which transform n strained into human form? ]]

den he came to the part which managed to make all my anger strength to bolt from my toe upwards.

he said: u noe adam n eve? the first pair of human! God told them not to eat the fruits in the garden of eden. but they were disobedient! they ate! so they die! how they die? not physical die of cos, if not why now got us rite? they were disobedient so they have to go to hell! they cannt go back to heaven animore! n us as their descendants will have to carry their sin plus our own sins like eating other living things. [[ other than roman catholics i dun tink all christians are vegan rite.. ]] so we muz believe in God! if we dont believe in God we will die! [[he said mie wang, not die. but i tink he mean die. cos mie wang = destroyed. excuse me?? ]] u noe evryting is in God's hands! he rule the universe! if not why do u tink earth n other planets wun clash?! our cars on the road are clashing evryday! it is God holding the universe, ttz y.

and at the end of the trip, he say: i dont think u believe in God, cos u sound very impatient. though we are still alive now, we are not so worried. but we should not only regret aft we die.[[ ccb i nv scold u very fuken gd liao lor. seldom i so nice one lor when meet fuktards like u. fuktard = fuken retards. ]] so the first thing that came outta my mouth when i alighted was: CCB.

the nex thing i was doing is calling the hotlines to complain. but fuk. i called 65521111, either network busy or cannt get even engaging tone. is engaged tone. same happened to 65521111. see la! merge la! merge liao one down all down. -.-" den i go to tanah merah mrt that taxi stand the board to see the customer service number. i called, but no reference to ani customer service officers. -.-" it said "pls hold our operators are bz at the moment.." 3 times.

fuk i dun care lor, later i wake up i will call again. if cannt i will email them.

muz stop that man lor. if he gospel properly still ok, he lidat anihow.. wa lan eh..

why i wanna complain? not cos he gospel, not cos he hard-sell, not cos he criticise me, not cos he anihow go around the bush. COS HE GOSPELLED THE WRONG WAY.

the only thing i m impressed by this driver is that his command of chinese is good.

at the end of this blog entry, i hereby stress again:

i, DO NOT have anything against Christianity. but i, DO have a problem with Gospellers.

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Thursday, January 26, 2006

The One who shits on You aint neccesarily your Enemy.

oh wellz today is the Retail Management presentation.

after the presentation, during the Q&A session:

Mr Roche (R): did u made a profit or lose through the push cart sales?

ENIGMA (E): a loss of 40% during the Retail in Action day, but break even n earned a profit of $110 during the open house when we were given a chance to operate the kiosk one more time.

(R): oh. n u guys were trying to wriggle outta open house initially didnt u? haha better think twice ya.

(E): yea haha~

well we were trying to wriggle outta this bizness cos there are 2 presentations on monday, and we have loads of reports due this wk. besides, we were only given 2 days notice to prepare for the shop. thus we were very pissed then. haha

so the moral of the story is:

One who Shit on u, does not neccessarily is ur Enemy.

ever saw that comic forwarded in email abt the same moral?

i cant find the pictures now, so i'll juz depict it for u ya? ^^

once upon a time...

a mouse is in the padi field..

then a bull came along, due to size difference, the mouse is so insignificant to the bull.

thus the bull did not notice the mouse.

then the bull shit on the mouse.

n that gigantic heap of shit covered the mouse.

it was mid noon, the eagle was circling the sky above the padi field.

then came a dog, who dig the mouse outta the bullshit.

the mouse was thankful to the dog.

after saying thank, the mouse was swooped of by the eagle who had been waiting for sometime, and happen to not afraid of bullshit.

moral of the story?

the one who shits on u aint neccessarily ur enemy; the one who digs u outta shit aint neccessarily ur fren.

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Monday, January 23, 2006

my mood swing the mood of my beloved too

i don't like this..

i don't like my beloved man to be sad when i m sad, be on his toes when i m stressed up..

i noe he reacts this way cos he loves me a lot.

but i hate myself when i see him on his toes, trying hard to please me, on his toes to make sure he don't upset me more over trivial things..

i didnt noe why i'm so upset and grouchy the whole day.

until i spoke to kee kiang in msn.

today my nick is: leave me alone. tagline: nb. mai deesiao. no serious thing dun come cok. [[big fire]]

keekiang still came n give me a boo!

den we chat a lil..

he tried to guide me to say out my anger [sorta]

nice attempt.

in the attempt to reply him, den i tot n tot den i noe wadz actually wrong.

its not the trivial or major things that happened todae, ytd, the day before or the wk before.

its juz that i happened to be already stressed up, thus when other things comes by, i m more sensitive to it.

i told him:

its juz like u've gotten a blister on ur feet from ur leather shoes;

so aftwards, no matter wad shoe u wear, u'll be uncomfortable.
cos there already has a sore open wound.

pen down ur thoughts.

correct concept. once u start writing n drawing things down, its like dumbledore putting his thoughts into a pensieve..

with evry thing cramped inside ur head, fighting for ur attention.. u can't solve a shit. put things out on the table, one by one u'll see. when u see the link n pattern between things, the matter is ying ren er jie.

baobao i love u. mummy i love u.

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Friday, January 20, 2006

Wadever ~

aiya dunno wad to say tt y say "wadeva~"

was trying to change all my prev blog post by adding the title into the top of the blog entry itself..

so i added them in, den some of the posts i added pictures.. but i managed to do until Dec 2005 only.. very sianz job lor~ -.-"

aiya not like anyone would go as far into my archive as pass Jan06 la. so WadEVER~

anywayz if i should change blogskin again, and the blogskin happen to allow titles automatically, den i'll have to delete the titles from the entries one by one again..

well thats me.

i wanna make things perfect, but i don't have the patience and the endurence to pull through the whole thing. -_-

xin you yu er li bu zhu~ [[direct trans aka: got heart no strength]]
long tou she wei. [[direct trans aka: dragon head snake tail]]

aniwayz.. haiyo~

last week, one of my subjs require us to open a push cart to sell things. so we did.

we sold accessories. did not managed to break even yet, but not bad. break even 70% lidat. 5 hours nia k~

hmm. so due to miscommunication or WADevA~ we hafta open the push cart once more this saturday for Open House.

Wa biang oi~ open zip meh~ so easy open close open close meh~

yesterday, nearing THE END OF OFFICE HOUR, we received notice that we hafta open it on sat. kAoZ~!

lucky we still got loads of packaging n the decors are not thrown away or returned yet. phew~
so we only gotta buy bit bit more stock tml.

but sianz lor, tml i'll be reaching home, aft work at like 4am in the morn~ 9am muz reach sch leh. den sat muz work at 5pm till 2am leh.. fuken hell!

letz pray heaven n earth, jingyang no date on sat.. den mayb he'll brother enuf, and replace my work.. if not i go work on sat sure lidat...

[[FouL 4 times]] >>> [[BEEEEEP!]] >>> [[OUT!]]

adapted from basketball game rules.

villa bali rule is lidat de: u make 4 mistakes in a nite, means u really too tired, cant cope. thus u may leave for home early that nite. go home early is one thing la.. but nb sibei pai seh la~

>.< ~~~ i dun want la~~~!

on the other hand, bird got bullied. haha in a way la. cos she was forced to act as a flamboyant lady which she hardly is, in a skit for open house.

currently, we view the objective of the skit as to embarass her n diploma in mktg. cos she had neither script nor reherse with the team yet, and she is not that kinda super love to show off n perform person. y? due to mis communication.. she was told to be "extra" yesterday. -.-

worse part is, she is supposed to wear bright color n trip over the lecture theatre stairs tml..

omg la. her style is boho + retro, but more on the side of gothic in a way lor. haix.

wish her all the best tml man. she has my full mental support. =_=!

actually i tink the tcher found the wrong person la. she should juz go get the B_C, cos she is the exact "show" of that charactor that bird is supposed to act, in real life, everyday, in Temasek Poly.

tsk tsk tsk. the producer got eye no ball. haha ask our bird to go act that role.

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miz my amos.
haha was thinking juz now.. haha wad if we do become so bz that we can only meet up less and less frequently, but we still love each other as much, so we nv break up?

then probably we'll juz meet once a year for our anniversary~! LoLx

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Thursday, January 19, 2006

Comics

hahax some comics from email.. thankz to xiu yun =)

Cockroach repay kindness

HongKong Leg buy shoe

Ikea

Financial Concept

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Saturday, January 14, 2006

My Fave new Red crystal earring with a bell inside

^^ picture is courtesy of www.thecrystalglam.blogspot.com
i bought this earring from there $10
its made up of 4mm red crystals, silvertone chain, stainless-steel fish hook n it has got a bell inside!
simply love it~!
can go with many styles.. i can wan it to be sweet, fun, cheeky and glam~!
oh yes, this wonderfully design beauty, is designed n handmade by a very very pretty lady call jocelyn. ^^ do drop by their webbie k? seen aniting faster buy, cos if u miz, den no more.
one design a piece. if u wan another, can~ but diff color. juz drop them a mail ^^
probly i shld post a photo of me wearing it.. soon? ^^

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I wanna get Fat!

evryone saes i got thinner after i got back to sch from the 2wks holiday..

=<

i wanna get a bit fatter n wear a white tube for new yr lehx..

haix dun intend to get much stuff. juz a white tube n a multi-tiered multi-colored multi-texture multi-floral-design skirt can liaox.

if i cant find the suitable one nex wk, i'll go arab st n buy cloths from number 41 n aik bee and ownself make. -.-"

juz read peishan n her dear's blog. so sweet la this couple ^^

tgthr not long, already got the couple face, couple taste n couple language. haha couple language means: the two talking style same la.

eg. peishan likes to say: this is so cute la can?
zhida says: beri beri beri nice can?

haha!

i got a gd feeling that this is another never ending story. ^^

y i got time to tok cok n read ppl's blog todae lehx? cos i woke at 3.30 den noe todae work 5. so i decided to take cab. so i can afford to leave home at 4.25.. =P

letz juz hope tt i can get a cab, n hope those guys at villa wun comment bout my earring n make-up again as: an act due to her best fren became a superstar.

fuk la i cannt wanna be pretty ar. u nv notice my effort den cannot ar? nb.

nway, like the aimbot theory, ppl call pros aimbot cos they jealous u too pro. kusuni is proudly counting the number of times she got called aimbot. currently 100+ times. aimbot is a cheat in gunbound which even if back facing ur opponent, even U backfacing ur comp, u anihow shoot oso will kana ur opponent.

so i shall take their comment as they finally notice my effort in beautifying. ^^

shan't care bout anione else's comment. ^^ as long as marcus jingyang hazel n geraldine is nice to me its enuf ^^

**off to bath n work. excited. simply love my red crystal earring n my amos more todae.. **[[something special. will post it tonite^^]]

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Friday, January 13, 2006

Running Away from Reality

last time when i see grace blogging in IT lessons, i used to think tt its an act of running away from reality.

cos whats the point of dwelling in wadz already happened instead of spending the time participating actively in the present?

well i dunno.

while i'm blogging now, i could be spending this time more usefully.

101 ways of spending this blogging time more usefully.

1. doing the assignments which is dued tml
2. pack up my sty
3. spend the time with my mum n jason
4. spend the time with my amos
5. refining my bizness plan
6. learning more beading technics
7. find supplier for jewel accessories n beads n findings
8. studying n prepare for my test in 2 wks time
9. working
10. eating
11. playing gunbound, training to become a pro bunger which all ppl get jealous n calls me a aimbot
12. reflecting on wad i could improve on all my acts

well rite. blog can oso be use for reflecting.. well. juz take it as i m building my little sand castle. cos within an hour, i muz come back to reality n rush for tt assignment due at 12pm n tt assignment due at 3pm.

its gd to be able to steal a moment of carefree in the midst of this city(world) whereby 24hrs a day, evry single second ppl are rushing and working. not seeing does not mean not happening.

hide in the hole in bukit timah hill, not seeing not hearing not knowing, but it is still happening. this is reality.

time waits no one.

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Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Man.

Wadz with some guys these days.. Wadz with the ungentlemenly acts, speeches and attitudes.

If go Changi there ar.. anihow find one ah kua oso more gentlemen than these guys lor.

Seriously speaking, i dun deny in my 4 years with Amos, i do get crush n blush at cute guys. But none of this would be long, cos when i get to know them better, i juz cant help but take my Amos as standard n compare the guy. my Amos is juz simply always the champion. ^^

Look, i muz clarify this point first: I look n crush n blush at cute guys, bcos its human nature to look at beautiful things. I'm not looking for another boyfren k. I love n cherish my Amos juz more n more each day, each mth n each yr we pass together.

My Amos is juz so forgiving and forgetting. (well i do get piss when he don't remember things which he said few yrs back haha)

He don't get angry easily, don't bear grudges, and he don't boast to catch attention or impress.

Nah he don't need to do that to impress or catch attention. He is juz attractive. ^^

Last time when he was a Peer Leader and a Staff Sergeant in NPCC, i was simply attracted to him when he is on the platform giving instructions to peers and shouting command to the cadets.

When there are group outtings, people juz cant make up their mind, and juz flow with the crowd, which ended up nobody going nowhere in half day. And he will be there to save my day, cos he'll juz suggest something n get evryone moving. ^^

This is call a Man.

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Monday, January 09, 2006

Maha-Jubo

Maha-Jubo = The mighty ass.

not as in my ass got wad special power la. as in i m such an ass.

evidence of judgement as follows:

- why simple things like studying other people can do so well i cant? why isit tt even if i determine to do liao but try n juz turns out you xin wu li?

- why simple things like working other people can do so well i cant? why the more i try to do well the more clumsy i get?

- why isit evryting i oso got the concept n wanna do liao but juz simply will meet a deadend n *bump*?

- why simple things like keeping a promise and having the discipline to complete it other people can do so well i cant?

- why simple things like living with other people in harmony with the patience and the kuan hong da liang that other people do so well i cant?

theory wise, i got no problem getting the answer.
application wise, i m such an ass.

may i believe it in another way?

noe the show: A date with the Vampire? (hongkong drama)

kuang tian ya, the daughter of kuang tian you n ma xiao ling, is a mo xing (demonic star).
cos vampires theorically shld not have off-springs.
so when they do, the child is a demonic star.

kuang tian ya always no matter how, will lost her way.

cos there is this thing call the map to KunLun in her brain.

the only program in her brain other than the survivor instincts and humane feelings, is the map.

ttz y she's always lost.

mayb i got a special program oso. muahaha.

wad a jubo joke.

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Thursday, January 05, 2006

So unfair~!!! Why singapore dont offer these two phones!!!

omg la.. so sleek.. 3G lor.. 2MegaPixel lor..
all the 3G phones offered in Singapore now machiam sweet potato lidat lor! so bulky!

wa.. look at this beauty.. its 1.2MegaPixel..

ok, look, when i look at phones, i look at the camera first, then the sms, den the overall wad else la. but very impt oso, got birth defects like hardware or software problem onot..

hmm, basically i do not have good impression with Motorola flip phones.. by far the best impression i have with motorola flip phone is V3 Razr. cos its sleek, n the sms n functions all alright leh. n the camera. though it is juz a VGA, it somehow manage to capture the 0.7mm wide, 0.3mm long scar of a pimple on my nose. =.= . . .. .

k why i did not have good impression with motorola flip phones is because of hardware problem. somehow their wear n tear very jialat. in fact not juz wear n tear, is construction problem. cos samsung flip phones u use hell long oso wun be so ezli can juz lightly fling n the phone open la..

StarTec: tt time use one yr + lidat. the hearing piece is the top flip, the speaking n keypad is the bottom flip. like one yr lidat, cannt hear from the hearing piece liaox, cos the joint got problem liao.

if i not wrong this phone's name is V70. omg la this one legend. its the phone that resembles a key port. den can turn like 360deg for the top flip. aft some time of usage, become the top flip can play pendulum..

this one ar lagi more legend. super legend. till now we still make fun of sean abt it.
this flip phone i dunno the name leh. its clamshell design, the top flip got colorful plastic can remove n chg color wan. one of the feature of this phone is that it reacts to tempo. so when got music loud loud, the phone's light will flicker in different colors tgther with the tempo.

k, sean bought this phone when we "O" level time. the phone he use less than 24hours, somehow dunno y the phone no sound liao. XD we were at Hann's parkway studying with ming. pengZ sia.

k so he go back chg one piece.

when we poly yr 1, tts abt less than a yr k~ the phone cannt hear sound from top flip liao. -.-"

yinhao got the same phone too along with the same problem. cos he super saver ma, use two hp plans: one for sms, one for call. so he used tt phone for sms instead.

oh ya, i nicknamed tt phone "the urinal phone". cos tt phone looks like a boy's toilet urinal haha

k end here.

i still wan my Sony Ericson 750i ~!!! but i dun mind sia if i get V3 x kekekex..
but V3's price drop by half from SGD$1k within half yr of launch.. (poor jun quan who bought it at its prime pricing time..) dunno this one will onot sia.. nvm, if i get this phone, i'll juz use it for 2 months then chg to k750i =P

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Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Irony

so irony.. when i dun have internet, i always wanna play gunbound.. but now i dont evryday play.. instead i blog ~~n blog n blog~~ n surf the web for things that can helps me in proj n my shop ^^

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WoW i m going International !

Thank Yahoo! Image search and http://www.ce4fed.com/orderingtips.htm

kekekex.. yinhao reckons juz targeting sg is too small a pea. so he wanna help me get paypal done n some selling technics so tt i can go WWW. instead of juz .SG =) really kind and passionate of him ^^

today i made fren with mystic_vulcan. she taught me many things too and shared sources where i can get materials from..

wow we explore tgther n got many many sources which i could buy online. according to her experience, she often could find things very cheap online den offline. one example would be the 4mm swarovski crystal bicones, 240 beads of 20 colors for $20+SGD damn cheap, dirt cheap.. 8cents each la. cheaper than petaling st in KL..

n as we explore, we got as far as an Indian Wholesaling Website! omg the orders are humongous.. 250kg min. for shipping, 40kg min. for freight, 10kg min. for UPS delivery. if i not wrong, those weights are the total of the beads that u buy la. not that u hav to buy 250kg of crystals hahaha tt one can carpet my house floor liaox.. ^^

the beads there are so damn beautiful!

i was telling mysticvulcan via MSN:

wow so cool! if ppl ask eh boss where ur stock come from? i can say: India leh~!

kekex so cool, not like the usual, south bridge road la~ thailand la~ china la~ kekekex

US oso got damn cheap n gd de lor. but i like the indian wan best. kekex

was joking with mysticvulcan tt probably if i buy with them long enough, they might send me a packet of curry free! LoLx

ah.... so nice.
can make fren in the same industry ^^

kenny was suggesting copyright for my stuffs. but i felt that this industry - online accessories shop/handmade is so perfect competition, so dense liao, me as a new comer should not come in n fight alone, should make alliance, then we help each other grow.. lidat den can ma. if not why so many ppl die or the dot-com fever?

even mercedes cab uncles got alliance wan k~ got groups and leaders wan.. so tt ppl can get name card of the leader or the members, den got jobs like fetching workers aft work, need several cabs, then evryone can get jobs ma ^^

my first ally : mystic_vulcan.

visit her site at www.mysticvulcan.blogspot.com
her ebay id is mystic_vulcan, at ebay.my

she teach me so much, if i got nice things really muz share with her ^^

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Monday, January 02, 2006

I found my calling. According to Maslow's hierachy of Needs...

Maslow's Hierachy of Needs, u gotta fulfill each lvl of needs before u can advance to another lvl.

Physiological needs. This need concerns biological balance and stable equilibrium (homeostasis). These needs can be very strong because if deprived over time, the person will die.
(warmth, shelter, food)

Safety needs. People feel unsafe during emergencies, or times of disorder like rioting. Children more commonly do not have this need met when they feel afraid.
(protection from danger)

Love and belonging needs. The need to escape loneliness and alienation, to give and receive love, and a sense of belonging.
(love, friendship, comradeship)

Esteem needs. The need to feel valuable. to have self-respect and the respect of others. If a person does not fulfil their esteem needs, they feel inferior, weak, helpless, and worthless.
(self respect, personal worth, autonomy)

Self-actualization needs. Maslow taught that a very small group of people reach a level called self-actualization, where all of their needs are met. Maslow described self-actualization as a person’s finding their “calling.” He said, “a musician must make music, an artist must paint, and a poet must write.”
(full potential of human)

Many people confuse self-actualization with fame or fortune, but often this is not the case. While wealthy or celebrated people might reach self-actualization, many psychologists believe that most people who have reached the highest level of happiness are unknown beyond their circle of family and friends.

i tink i've found my calling. my calling is [[art creations]] and [[stage]]. while i could no longer be on stage performing to ppl, i shall showcase my art creations on My Own Stage --- Enigma's Jewel Box.

Credit: http://www.mrdowling.com/602-maslow.html
http://www.deepermind.com/20maslow.htm

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Good or Bad?

the ideas tt came outta my thick head bout some html tricks so tt can make the blog look like a pro retailing website, seems like already someone else had done it, n very well..

good is tt i no nid to worry if my idea works, and i can see how ppl do n modify my idea aft seeing their gd n bad.

bad is chinese got a saying: xian(first) ru(come) wei(as) zhu(main)

so its like the first comer has an advantage as ppl seem to take tt the first comer as the standard of judging ma.. so haix.

but not so worry is tt they only selling crystal things, but i selling many things.. from neck to ear to hand to bag to top to bottom. n handmade whole set of accessories and some unique CRM technics =D

**approaching my dream day by day.. each day i advance somemore.. hope can meet peifen n holiday come soon, so tt can break into a run!**

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Sunday, January 01, 2006

Ask n u shall be given Pt 3

haha ask, i always believed,
ask n u shall be given.
oh wellz, its did miracle 4 more times before the end of 2005, n on the first day of 2006..

Xmas:
Asked: Ordy & Kitty

was playing gunbound with ordy n kitty jie. ordy is my best sister in gunbound, she's a msian in KL, really really nice person. as though we noe each other real life for yrs haha. kitty jie is a singaporean who works in msia. cool sia she like machiam gypsy go here go there work.. very daring n adventurous sia.

den tink cos i was telling ordy, aft i get my stock of metalic color pouches, i wud send her one. tink ttz y will lead to the topic of my online stall.
so kitty told me tt her sister snowbell oso doing this currently. her jewels are imported from korea through her korean frens. so kitty told her sister to contact me, n giv me a gd rate.

cool~! she really giv me super gd rate! she gave me a discount of 37% off mkt wholesale rate!
damn cool ya?

Boxing Day:
Asked: Vivisimo.com & TP library OPAC

suddenly got the "feel" to search for handmade beading arts.. so i go vivisimo.com n searched for beads.

cool! i found a very nice blog-shop doing like wad i wanna do. she's in my dar-link list. mystic_vulcan. n i found a few other very nice wholesale beads shop in singapore. damn cool lehx!

so the nex dae aft proj in sch, i went to the library n searched for handmade beads jewels n i borrowed 4 books! all very useful, teaching me the basics of doing bead art, n some designs for inspirations.

kekekex.. learnt so many professional terms n technics n equipments.. like i would nv ever tot tt the metal wire n the hook of earrings n the clasp of the necklace n bracelets n purses, are all called "findings"; n tt u nid a memory wire cutter to cut a memory wire, if not a normal cutter wud chip if used on memory wire.

n i found many many cheap crystals n beads online. damn nice de lor..

2 days before 2006:
Asked: Yiyin

saw huat kor online, so asked him if yin got free time to do a bit of part time onot n if she can
help me do the bead arts. cos i remember tt yin last time work in gift-a-name, so she shld hav some relevent knowledges bout bead art.

unexpectedly, kor saes tt yin is very pro in bead jewel cos her mum always asked her to help her make. LoLx

so i called yin to ask if she's willing to help me. she said yes without much hesistation! omg rite~ so gd lor. n i told her i cant afford to pay her a fix pay yet, but i can promise tt as long as we earn $, i'll giv her a proper share. ^^

this is sisterhood man~!

New Yr Day:
Asked: Bell jie

cos i oso not so much money to buy so many things ma, den she oso no time to go open shop ma, so i asked if she wanna let me take some stock on consignment n help her sell on my webshop, she say On! imediately sia so nice rite.. nv even ask bout the $ part lor. but i wun bully her de la, will ask if my roche can help me draft one proper document so tt can benefit both party de ^^

see? hahax "Ask n u shall be given" .

it works.

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New Year Resolution

First day of the yr~! 2006. not much excitment leh. not like last time sec sch so excited. probably cos reli too busy working, n the sch sem is half this yr half last yr.. ttz y. no novelty feeling of a "brand new yr"..

Wellz aniway, i wanna have a new beginning in many things this yr.. Feel tt like the past few yrs very swooo00ooSH~! gone. like nth much lidat.

aniwayz, my resolutions are as follows:

Open my online fashion accessories cum DIY jewel spare parts station by end feb.
Save enough to go Bangkok n source stock in beginning March.
Do my projects seriously.
Study for tests more than one day.
Be more gentle to my Cookie.
Be more patient to my mum. Spend more time.
Become a Wand in Gunbound this yr.
Look pretty.
Act pretty.
Learn to love more n hate less.
muahahahaha.. we'll see.

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