Monday, January 23, 2006

my mood swing the mood of my beloved too

i don't like this..

i don't like my beloved man to be sad when i m sad, be on his toes when i m stressed up..

i noe he reacts this way cos he loves me a lot.

but i hate myself when i see him on his toes, trying hard to please me, on his toes to make sure he don't upset me more over trivial things..

i didnt noe why i'm so upset and grouchy the whole day.

until i spoke to kee kiang in msn.

today my nick is: leave me alone. tagline: nb. mai deesiao. no serious thing dun come cok. [[big fire]]

keekiang still came n give me a boo!

den we chat a lil..

he tried to guide me to say out my anger [sorta]

nice attempt.

in the attempt to reply him, den i tot n tot den i noe wadz actually wrong.

its not the trivial or major things that happened todae, ytd, the day before or the wk before.

its juz that i happened to be already stressed up, thus when other things comes by, i m more sensitive to it.

i told him:

its juz like u've gotten a blister on ur feet from ur leather shoes;

so aftwards, no matter wad shoe u wear, u'll be uncomfortable.

cos there already has a sore open wound.

pen down ur thoughts.

correct concept. once u start writing n drawing things down, its like dumbledore putting his thoughts into a pensieve..

with evry thing cramped inside ur head, fighting for ur attention.. u can't solve a shit. put things out on the table, one by one u'll see. when u see the link n pattern between things, the matter is ying ren er jie.

baobao i love u. mummy i love u.

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