Wednesday, January 31, 2007
I Felt Hurt.
god opened my eyes to evil today.
i've never been naive enough to not believe the cliche:
笑里藏刀
people might be smiling at u, but doesnt mean they adore u.
but i've always been naive enough to want to trust.
doubting people hurts.
amos's mum taught me: 伸手不打笑脸人
both phrases have been put to test today.
i hope i've grown this time.
i forgot it soon enough the last time, just months back, when it happen when i was having internship.
i don't like it. though its happening again, it feels not de javu, but a new smarting pain. so stunning that i was crying at the bus-stop talking to bird. but this is what i have to learn to handle in 2 weeks time.
it will be applied through my entire working lifespan.
i felt hurt today. cos i really put in my heart to trust all that was shown and said. i put in my heart to love. people that i set my determination to want to cherish. pain.but i do like my survivor instinct on auto pilot mode:painful things are forgotten fast enough.even if it takes years, it does gets forgotten, soon enough.Labels: My Enlightenment, My Khaki, My Work
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Joyce Tan
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