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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Matching Birkenstock

hmmm amos bday this year i wanna buy him a pair of birks n a pair for me, then we have matching matching de..

but there's no way no way nO way NO WAy that i will want to wear a pair of dull plain birk.. but to be suitable for him oso is hard sia..
*imagine amos wearing that flowery pair that sean bought =_=*

so i found these!

its either i take this:

and he take this:

or we both take this:

but i got a feeling that it would be the he take Florida cutting and i take Pisa cutting.. cos i think he would prefer the comfort of slip in instead of Sparta cutting's thong design.. hmmmm..

see wad he says later ^^ i is finally having a full day off WAHAHA!
i shall download these pics into my phone and pester him later LOL.

btw, the couple photoshoot is somewhat finally a bit bit finalised.

Photographer: Lawrence
Date: one of the wkdays between 24th to 28th November
Location: Sentosa
Hair & Make-up: either Cindy of de-memoir, or DIY, or Jean Yip

wahaha i shall start choosing clothes for the photoshoot! ^^

lawrence and cindy give me damn good prices and conditions la.. not sure is juz me student rate or fren rate or wad la LOL. but usually not so low wan confirm. LOL.

and btw, this world is juz so fuking small.

dun do evil things, cos u never noe who noes who, and bad news travels fast lor LOL

so happen this gal i noe cheated this person's work and still turn one round bite him back. tsk tsk tsk. i always knew she's a liar, but i never knew she is this daring and this evil. well.. aft all, its 3 years back that i noe her in sch, so mayb that time she still young, now ground up to be more evil le. OH GOD. wadz gonna happen in 5 yrs time when she's out in society man. tsk tsk tsk..

oh lets not be too negative though, cos good things travels far oso.

lawrence was telling me he found a damn sweet and pretty gal. then he send me the photo url. CHEY. its jac jac. -_-"

sad that ppl keep stereotyping her as a sex bomb. she's sweet and naive actually lor. damn easy to cheat -_-

hopefully she can find more frens, a boyfren, and a artist management that would realise her other potential image than this ba.
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Friday, October 27, 2006

Wish List

wahaha wadz the date today? YEA BABY! its month-end!!!

my current gross plan is:

treat amos a nice dinner for his birthday
buy a pair of matching birkenstocks for us, as his birthday present [he was thinking bout doing this ^^]
buy jasmin a bag i found the day before as her birthday present
buy wardrobe [i see ting rolling her eyes at this line, and elmo going: wtf... haven get ar...]
buy a dress
buy a pair of shorts
more white t-shirt for work
give a bit to my mama
handphone bill
ezlink card
maxonline

yea. about there le. LOL

as wad megdalene says, its always futile dreamy pre-calculations of finances haha

we'll see what happens in a week ^^
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Photoshop

i juz gotten photoshop in my computer, thx to joseph whom i met at MOS when i went club with ting ^^ (the 19 year old from temasek sec last time LOL.. too many joseph recently..)

but i dunno how to use leh..

HeLP~!

is there a dummy's guide to photoshop?

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Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Feel the Love.

peter says:

my dear little girl, be joyful like ur name is; u worry too much.
feel the love around u ya.

yea i noe. i always think this way if not how i stay there one year plus, while the others left one by one?

actually sometimes i do get a little disappointed when my boss says some things which he assumes i dun, but i always try my best to do, juz tt he wasn't there to see..

oh wells, in my 5 yrs of work experience, i've nevER been the clever type of kid who works hard when the boss is around and slack when the boss isnt.. i work hard to pay tribute to my conscience, my customers, be it my boss there or not. but most of the time, if my bosses are there to see, means we are swatting flies. so when will bosses see me work hard?

today i finish work at 1am, reach home at 2.30am.. later i gotta report work at 8.30am, cos some GLK decided to get married on a weekday, with only 40 guests. my sister that time oso -_- i tot she's the one of a kind fukcare kid lolx.

anyways, tt means i gotta wake at 6am to be on time.

so i decided to not to sleep.

initially, the managers plan was:

u report 830, finish at 12, punch card, 4pm punch in again, work till 1am.

WOW. being that tired i would definitely either screw up at work or faint again halfway through, which i rather either i give it all or non at all..

jasmin was really sweet. she volunteer to replace my nite work so i juz gotta finish the day function then i can go back rest. initially one manager says that i can juz work till 12 then go back rest, and still get my regular off on sunday. then another manager comes along and decided that i should be working sunday, and wednesday since i m not working full day, then its considered oFF-ed.

jasmin and amos feel that this is too much, and its against labour rights LOL. =x

they dun like me to be taken advantage of. but then again, if i wanna be calculative with them about the negative things they do, then what about the positive things, the generousity and forgiving things they do to me?

feel the love.

yea i've smsed my manager, if he does reconsider and give me my sunday off, then its a bonus. if he doesn't, hopefully peter's words keep me strong through the week.
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Monday, October 23, 2006

Lack of Maternal Instinct or Navigation Sensitivity?

was at vivocity juz now with amos and his parents, having dinner at one of the food court [not sure if its kopitiam or banquet, cos the two foodcourts is side by side].

i saw this walking hazard of a human which made me spit out my tempura prawn -_-"

this woman was carrying a toddler on her left arm, the toddler's face over her shoulder. she kept moving frontwards, with her god damn sight fixed on the sign board of the stalls on her right. she never look at where she's walking lor!

coming her way was a young man with a mini-steamboat in his hands. seeing that he has no way to retreat, and the woman kept advancing towards him, the man's face very panicky sia lol. i see also sweat lor. kaoz. the young man n his hot pot is on the side where the toddler is lor!

stupid woman. lucky she stop in time when the young man call out to her -_- its like 1 head spacing between the steamboat n the toddler lor kaoz.

MORAL of the STORY:

when bringing young kids to food places, watch out for hazards like hot food & beverages that people are carrying about, which might fall and scald the kids;

cutleries that people might drop and poke the kids;

people holding trays of food, and concentrating on the food so as not to drop it, but couldn't see a mini-human beneath the tray, and bump into them;

or hyper active kids who can't sit still and gotta run around in the food premise, and pose as potential hazards to the other patrons and servers.
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Thursday, October 19, 2006

New Friend

sceptical me never likes to make frens with ppl who adds me on frenster juz cos of a few nice pic of mine, with me wearing make up.

cos they wanna befriend my make up, not me.

especially if the guy is prior 1980. LOL.
my sister's era haha.

juz now after accepting amos's campmate samuel's friend request in frenster, i notice this other guy oso added me.. so i went to check out wadz the guy about. lol. he's a photographer.

i was thinking, damn these old asses out to cheat young gals eh? status married somemore~

haha. den i read the testimonial left by one of the models and realised that he's genuine LOL. genuinely a professional photographer, a wedding photographer, and not the type of out to befren young gals sayin he's gonna take pretty pics of them n make them models n such LOL.

then chatted a bit in the msn, viewed his previous works in his portfolio blog, chat bout some photoshoot stuff.. quite nice a person eh.

when talking to him, the feeling is same as talking to shotphatz kor aka erman haha. nearly forgot "Erman" cos so many yrs always call him shotphatz ma LOL. my online buddy for many yrs ^^

oh wells, now i juz gotta get fatter by 5 kg, then i can go make photo album of a 19 yr old me le~!

wahaha including my new fren lawrence, i've got 2 professional photograhers promising me discount for my photo album le~! ^^

muz share this with jieying ^^
my kaki at makeover and photoshoot le wahahaha~!

here's the link to my new fren's portfolio bloggie:

Lawrence aka Silver Wolf
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Miracle

i had been thinking for some time, what sparks my boy to put his msn nick revolving "miracle".. some time back his nick was my forte is to make miracle, and his recent one is wadz impt to u? love, money, miracle? for me, miracle.

haha.. i kept wondering whenever i see it, but didnt have a chance to ask him..

yesterday when he came back, we were at his computer together, and he was on his msn, so i asked him.. wadz the nick about?

he says Miracle is Me. =]

i had been thinking that it should be something revolving round work or gaming haha..

he says since the beginning of our relationship, ppl around us could not imagine how did the two of us got together at all.. then as we get together for a year, some friends and family began to say 2 years at most. as we walk on together further, longer and still holding hands, ppl found it unbelievable that the two of us, with our characters, we actually stayed together for five years..

he says its a Miracle.

really.. wadz more to ask for in a man, who treats his woman as a precious treasure on his palm?

=) ttz wad my sister taught me years back. i remembered it well, and i found it in him =]

我能想到最浪漫的事
就是和你一起慢慢变老
直到我们老的哪儿也去不了
你还依然把我当成手心里的宝

--- 最浪漫的事
赵咏华---
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Monday, October 16, 2006

Cookie Monster Back from Bangkok

yea~! my big cookie is back from his Bangkok weekend get away with his ~~gay~~ camp buddies ^^

actually i'm on MC today.. but i only decided that i should go see a doc somewhere late afternoon, when my regular clinic is about to take its afternoon break. so i gotta wait till 7pm for its evening session.. n as always, the clinic opens at 7pm, and the doc comes in bout 8.30pm or later. for the case of tonite, he rolled in at 8.55pm.

so by the time i got my medicine is about 9.30pm.. n if i hadnt remember wrongly, my cookie did mentioned something about getting back in SG about 10pm+

so i called around n see if anyone could help me check the airport arrival schedule, cos since i'm already out, and since i wun be seeing him till this saturday midnite, i decided to drop by the airport to catch him ^^

i was sucha failure can. i dun remember wad airline he was taking, and wad time he is touching down. and btw, i was wondering which part of thai he had gone, but i figured that it should be BKK since he asked kenny to check out the rates at his papa's hotel -_-

i dun wanna be like that gal in "the devil wears prada"... work until neglect all else sia.

k anyways, while waiting for bus 24, i tried calling his handphone and house, and realise he isnt home yet, so he should be somewhere reaching? lol. he and jeremy handphone still off, that means they haven touch down wahaha. so i dropped a sms to his hp, his sim card that he use when he in thai, and jeremy's hp, that i dunno his flight timing, but i'll juz sit at the airport and wait then. contact me when they reach.

oooH! i is so clever. cos my boy's hp indeed went batt flat, and jeremy checked his hp once they touch down, and my boy called me back wahahaha..

fabian was a bit sian half. cos wilson's erm.. Girl. i dunno how the official term is, but according to the relationship, should be fiancee? k anyways, wilson's girl drove his car over to fetch him, and me came to find my boy, and li xing and jeremy got their parents to come drive them back, so left fabian.. somemore when we left burger king, it was Mr & Mrs Wilson and Cookie & Elmo.. lolx.

i was complaining to my cookie what i found out during the weekend -_-
i found this photo that he was smiling so brightly with his camp buddy samuel, before he left for canada -_- and damn this cookie who bloody fuk refuse to smile showing his teeth when we take pic -_-

so we took pic in the train. -_-

as expected, i look GooD~ ^^

when we got home, my cookie gave me the pressie he chose for me~!

did i once mentioned that i still gotta discover some traits in a relationship that is different from what a best buddy like kenny can do? kekekex. i found one today:

my cookie can choose a fitting tshirt for me without me by his side xD
the last time kenny bought a tee for me in BKK, he remembered that he could wear my tee, but he forgot that i cant wear his, cos he usually buy oversized tee LOL.

amongst the wired bookmark he bought as souvenirs for his department, he got 3 extras, so he told me to pick 3 for myself ^^

heex i was a bit bit reluctant, cos i feel bad taking things and not using or able to treasure ^^
well i guess it would come to good use soon though, cos i suppose the last book of harry potter is coming this christmas? ^^ but usually i finish the books in 3 days the most.. so ya.. x)

otherwise, i'll juz straighten the clip part, and use it as a bone for my morning glories to climb on ^^

did i mention that i walked pass the florist oppo my hse one day and purchased a pot of morning glory that i really like? ^^ it was on impulse, and i paid the full sum, but only collected a week later LOL cos i had been waking late enough to be rushing to work only, and no time go collect the pot LOL.

anyways, i'm so glad he is back.. x)
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Unusual Sunday

the title of this post a bit mocking sia. can someone pls silent tt mocking bird? -_-

oh wells. my cookie is away in thailand with his gay buddies from camp. erm.. sound quite mean hor? calling them gay buddies? heex. but they really look damn gay couples la.. nex time i upload a pic of him n jeremy den u will say gay oso. LOL.

anyways, since he is away and will only be back tml nite, so i got a lonely sunday LOL. not that my other sundays are activities-filled la. but a bit expected ma.. wake up - lunch at his hse - dinner with his parents - movie at The Cathay with his parents - home.

so i woke up n smsed yiting and weixiang to ask them go KTV. but its ting's mama's bday celebration today.. den weixiang got dragonboat in the morning, and lunch with his team this aftnn.. can only meet in evening =_=

oh wells. met my sister + BIL + baby faith at white sands for my Blinner [Breakfast + Lunch + Dinner].. faith was pretty grouchy today cos she's tired from the outting yesterday and today =]

then went home to wait for weixiang to come fetch me go out. actually i quite sleepy by the time i reach home at 7pm leh LOL. but hor i was dying to go out, how can waste my one n only off day rite. besides, i made so much noise, and even though my bro is hell tired from boating around, he still so OnZ to accompany me out sia.. heehee so we continued the meet LOL.

went to ECP for a walk, talk cock a lot, then he treat me coconut + satay beehoon at the ECP hawker. damn nice la! the best satay sauce i ever tasted. n i learnt something:

not everything with a certificate means good; not everything without a certificate means bad.

LOL that satay beehoon stall is call Min Kee i tink, it has not even one of those TV food hunt show cert, but its queue is fuking long, and the food is really damn steady lor. if weixiang never intro me, i really mite have given that stall a miss LOL cos the stall nex to it has so many certificates lor LOL. *typical SG kid - only see paper* *shake head in shame*

hmmm didnt really do anything today wad. only met my sis + BIL + faith and weixiang, other than that i had been integrating with my sofa lor. *raine will envy me.. cos she likes the material of my sofa LOL* dunno why i so tired today sia.

actually is got a lot of things to update de leh. nvm i go slp first. we see wad happens tml wahaha!

for now, a pic and this post first ba.

wa first time i notice i m actually quite fair. mayb cos of the sunburnt pig beside me wahaha!

hmm actually felt a bit bad. cos usually we dun contact much ma, unless like msn or go club. den like when he msn me not too apt stuff when i bad mood, he'll kana bite hard hard back la. but fri when i was in a pretty bad mood, i call him, he still console me and stuff, and drove out to accompany me go supper lor. and today oso. so last minute, plus so tired still accompany me go out. T_T so touched.

mayb now cos its i'm in internship and i only got 1 off day and i m attached to my cookie, so my time more limited, so hopefully nex time can spend more time catching up with good frens like wei xiang and all ^-^
[ttz provided if he dun get hitch so soon when he gets into SMU in april LOL. if not it'll b my turn once AgaiN, to complain he got colour no brother wahahaha!]

i is sucha lucky gal rite? i have understanding frens like him that may bullcrap a line or two saying i take them as part time bf or last resort, but actually is understands my feEL de. ^-^

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Sunday, October 15, 2006

Whatever will be, Will Be.

ahh. finally off tml. got loads to update here man. lolx.

so short time, so much happened. these few days. amazed me.

what i can say in short is, whatever will be, will be.

think too much, plan too much oso nothing much; things will juz run its own course and taDA~! infronta u. ^^

and by the way, please, say only what u sincerely mean, cos i would sincerely believe.
and when i awake to the fact that u r not sincere, i would be more hurt then.

sister? lover? best buddy?

its easy to read, easy to verbalise; but a sincere one please.

pretty tired now. c how tml ba. if i nv go out den i'll update quite a few entries LOL.

YI TING~! sorry for waking u juz now wahaha. if can tml teoheng? 4pm to 7pm.

hopefully i can wake up early enough to call yiting n weixiang go teoheng LOL.

whats a better remedy for distress and stress?

KTV & Double O.
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Friday, October 13, 2006

Chained Reaction

the more i make mistake,
the more i worry,
the more i don't dare sleep,
the more i get exhausted,
the more i make mistake.

argh. fuck it.

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Monday, October 09, 2006

Cookie Monster Loves Elmo

ehhhh...

is elmo male or female in sesame street ar? LOL.

anyways, i like elmo cos its red and cute, and amos is cookie monster cos he is famous amos ~~cookie~~ lol.

sunday is my only off day, so usually saturdays i would go over to my cookie's house after i end work, so that i won't stay in bed at my own hse till evening on sunday LOL. so that we can spend more time together..

yesterday was danting's 18th birthday, so my cookie went with that group of frens to celebrate with her at O Bar.

when i finished work, i told him that i'll reach his home quite soon, he should start leaving the place le.. then he say ok ok now now now. nb i reach his house there le he still at O Bar lor knn.
den i damn du lan and roar at him, while standing at the junction after bedok stadium -_-...

then he say he'll TaH~ his jug of vodka and come back.

i called ting and guan, they were on their way to simpang bedok for supper after celebrating xiong's bday at my workplace, so i decided to ask my boy to drink slowly, then i go join them while waiting for him.

TMD. in the end, i eat finish already, take cab until his house downstairs already, he only on the way nia, i still gotta stand at his lift lobby 20mins +

damn piss leh.

i called n ask him wtf he doing. he say juz sent celest home. den i never say anything leh knn.. he say: Kai Jun here oso.

wa sibei sia suay me leh............... later they all think his gf so bimbo so jealous sia.

no lor, i absolutely trust my man.. even if he chase celest before he was with me, that's last time wad, he chose me n is with me for 5yrs le i still will doubt him meh~ pengz.

k la nvm. then he say walk until bout 5minutes more will reach me le.

KAOz.. 15 min la..

but i very heart pain when i saw my boy. he drank and like high lidat, but he worry i upset, angry and scared of the dark, he ran all the way like some 400metre, somemore upslope de wor. and climb over railings lor. T_T

then today we went out, i forgot to bring my wallet.. but only when we reach the atm at about 2 bus stop away then i realise.. he know i quite hot and tired walking so far, he ask me sit down somewhere then he ran all the way back to get it lor.. he confirm is run wan.. cos within 10min he come back le.. T_T

today even though also considered his only leisure day of the week, he spent the entire day accompanying me lor. first is we had lunch at his hse, then i got too engross with the jacky chan show on SCV, i end up watching the whole thing.. and he juz sit beside me and accompany me lor.. then we rushed to far east to get a bag that i wanted.. then we rushed to his grandma hse, cos it was his cousin's birthday.. though he haven have much time to get together with his maternal cousins whom he had always enjoyed their company, he offered to leave earlier to accompany me to NUH to visit my friend who was hospitalised for liver inflamation..
but end up never go visit him la.. cos too late le bout 9pm+, he slp le.

and at the end of the entire nite, my baby asked me:

baobei, did u enjoy ur day?

he was worried that i m not comfortable going to his grandma house, cos i dun usually like to be in crowded and loud company.. and he was aware that i wan to be in more relax mode rather than tense set ups on my off days from work these days..

he never even thought about himself today didnt get to go out with his frens, and he didnt get to go to places he wanted to go, and he didnt get to play online games he wanted to play..

my cookie so love me.. T_T

[btw, he's wearing light yellow OP t-shirt -_-]

that's my baobao's way of showing his love for me..
think about carefully, how does ur dear show his/her love for you?

most of the times,
people do not love u the way u want them to,
does not mean that they do not love u with all they have..

thank u baobao.. i love u..
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Trend Follower

haha.. i started watching "It Started with a Kiss" aka Er Zuo Ju Zhi Wen, the taiwan idol show cos i was reading bout it from jasmine's blog.. she was watching it on youtube so i go watch oso heehee..

then i saw khryz blog about Bleach anime, then i go youtube chase oso hahaha.

and now i see my cousin's ex gf blog about 1 litre of tears, i go watch on youtube oso LoL.

y i always so kpo wan ar. LOL.

amos was complaining, why other ppl juz got their own particular type of dressing sense, so their wardrobe juz tt kinda clothes, then why i juz cannt decide if i wanna be more lady more mature or more sweetie pie like dan ting [which he prefers not xP]..

hmm.. when will i become the catalyst to initiate a wave instead of being the plank of wood floating about on the wave leh?

haha. juz a random thought.

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Thursday, October 05, 2006

Yi Ting~! Look HerE~!

to avoid the risk of getting slam cos i sms and wake u up in the middle of the nite, and i think most probly tml u will be bored to tears at work that u come by my blog, so i decided to tell u here ^^

either sat before 3pm or sunday, can go out with me to far east to see the big big bag? and oso bra shopping!

^^ hope to hear from u soon after u see this x)

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a share of gentleness that don't belong to me.
i juz hafta monkey see donkey do, and return it.
deciding this on my own may sound selfish.
but i rather be judged that way now,
then to only realise it when i've deprived wad was supposed to be his happiness.

knowing when to let go is a million times better than having at all.

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Wednesday, October 04, 2006

I met BlinkyMummy

wa amazing evening i had.

first was this damn amazingly selfish and unreasonable colleague finding problem with me.

then is this customer reserving a 12 person table on behalf of his frenz, by coming earlier to have a mocktail at that table. =.=

n then my new colleague amazingly served that customer for bout an hour, thinkin he's a lady. _-_ zZz

then i heard the table talking about blinkymummy.. i was thinking hmm these shirt & pants peeps reads blinkymummy's blog too ^^

then blinkymummy arrived at the table!

=_=!

she's juz as spontaneous as she is in her blog lor ^^

before she sat down, everyone ordered non alcoholic drinks, a guy was sayin he wanna keep sane~ LOL

before happy hour ended, she ordered a round of beer for everyone and asked all to bottoms up LOL.

sometime towards the end of the nite, while she was walkin back to the table after a phone call, i asked her if we can take a pic together before she left, cos i read her blog too ^^

she was pleasantly surprised LOL. i tot she wouldnt be surprised, since she's quite famous le ma. LOL.

after everyone but her and another guy left, then she took photo with me, and we chatted a bit. WoW she still remembers there was this NoNameApplicable commentin on her blog some time back LOL.

then they told me that the guy whom she keep challenging to bottoms up is a Member of Parliament! omg. cos i heard her asking things like, so were u a chiongster when u were young? omg. wa the details of how she interrogated the MP is in her blog lol. i was so shock lor. such a spontaneous MP?? instead of the regular straight face dude? my goodness..

anyways, its been really nice to noe that though its cyberspace, but she is wad she portray online =D

the link to her entry:

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Monday, October 02, 2006

Sunday

the only day off.

wad did i do today?

~ went dinner with amos & his parents
~ went shopping with amos at far east and bought a pair of shorts, and Sun Yanzi's limited edition album
~ went movie with amos & his parents

this would be wadz happening for the rest of the sundays till 1st dec i guess.

my man is sandwiched between 2 very busy women, who can only spare sunday.

my poor boy wans a best plan, so he put 2 women together.

results:
though all parties try to compromise, i'm not happy not being free and
easy on my off day, he is not happy he didnt get to do wad he wish to do
with my companionship. i dunno how his mum feel though.

i can go on with this if he is happy. which he betta be. if not my off day never spend with my family, and the time spent didnt even meet the objective of having him happy, then its quite no point lor.

i really dun like this arrangement. but i juz hafta be by him.
after all, to accompany the 2 of us, he sacrifice his own wants.
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