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Thursday, August 17, 2006

IKEA

lolx.. went ikea today with ting.. really really sorry to let her wait 2hrs there. cos it was last min that i wasnt going to my debrief tutorial this afternoon, and decided to go with her.

anyways, ytd while loading some photos from raine's birthday in the biz computer lab, she reminded me that i should go look for wardrobe at ikea LoL.

so today we went, and walked the whole ikea, browsing for a loft bed with work-station space underneath the bed, a wardrobe, wall lamp and some barang barangs.

saw this bear seat at the children's bedroom's section lolx.. so cute.. can bend the arm to like machiam hugging u from behind.. i was saying i'm so gonna ask this for my nex birthday from amos, in case he goes australia after he finish NS nex yr, and i feel lonely and misses his hug LOL.

ting say: u and ur weird weird idea~ LOL.

while looking at the wardrobes, i suddenly recalled something.. bit bit sad bit bit happy though.
cos i recalled one day, elmo says:

we'll go find ur wardrobe together k.

x) juz the thought suffice =] but so far we've all been busy.

i m so missing cheemo. T.T

anyways, me n ting took bus 33 back to bedok to buy slipper for me, cos my that pair of slipper from Cheers, [yes u never read wrong, cheers the convenience stall sell slipper,] is like so thin already after less than 10 wears.

on the 1hr 10 minutes journey, we were so damn bored that we played two games of golf on my phone, and we camwhore loads loads loads LOL. since the previous entry is so loaded with photographs and is hard to load already, i shall not stash this entry with photos again LOL.

ended up buying a pair of similar cut slipper as one that i had previously.. hmm.. m i not adventurous or wad. why do i keep making such safe decisions these days LOL. the other day i was choosing perfume.. was considering changing to escada the mango smell de, or the anna sui secret wish.. in fact, the sales lady was very enthu very nice, she let me tried many many scent and intro me new scent to try.. but i ended up buying my bottle of dolce and gabana light blue, for the 4th or 5th time. hmm...

and i found a pair of shades i so like it~!

cos on monday when i went out with raine and ting, i tried on ting's oversize shades and i like it a lot.. finally found a shape that is suitable for me =D

alas, ting already forgot where she grabbed this pair from since she has got many many pairs of shades frequently. lucky today walk by this stall at bedok interchange selling lolx. the first time we pass by the guy say if i wan he can juz charge me $10. but i tot i shld consider first, so we walked off n got my slipper first. when we turned back, i tried again and ting say this one i bought is nicer, so i ask for a new pair. the guy tried to find but couldnt, and while he was packing them away, the lady charge me $12. the guy muz be sales newbie lolx.. he was like:

eh. juz now..

i noe wad he wanna say but nvm la.. suan le. after i walk off, i hear him explaining to the lady that he had promised me $10. but its ok la. the thought suffice.

then we bump into khryz's mum and she recognise me n remember my name! its like eons ago when i last saw her? lolx.. then we met khryz at the later time too lolx. she bought N73! she was considering between k800i n n73 too.. but end up taking n73, cos she tot camera functions is not that important to her.. =/

really happy today.. cos..
i recalled wad elmo said
ting help me think wad my pea brain misses out about considerations on getting furniture for my room
ting accompany me and help me chose my shades and slipper, though i can see she quite tired le
i finally got to take a pic with khryz
my cookie thought of me and called me more times than usual today x)
k sounds bit bit bimbotic. but, these are the little things that seems small enough to not be life and death, yet big enough to keep me alive and sane =)
my loves of the day:
ting
elmo [left-most, outside-most guy, during the presentation to the marketing cohort 16/8/06]
khryz
jason
cookie
gotta go school for an hour later *roll my eyes* , for debriefing of a subject. goodness. its at 9am.
guess i'll have quite a bit of time to complete my previous post later.. besides, i'll be at home the entire evening cos my dear jac jac is coming over to seek refuge from 8pm to 1am LOL. mr gary lin is rite. i do suit the role of her [wad-u-call-tt] artist manager or celebrity nanny? LOL yea~~~ i found a job le LOL.
anyways, since she will be over, guess there'll be lotsa gossip like old days, and lotsa camwhoring LOL!

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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

I'm Back.. Shortly.

ULTRA HEAVILY PHOTO LOADED ENTRY.
PLEASE BE PATIENT WITH THE LOADING,
OR GET BETTA INTERNET CONNECTION =X

wanted to post a detailed post of the last weekend which comprised of:
Anniversary Celebration at Ritz Carlton
New handphone with 3.2megapixel camera
Cleo Girl Search Makeover Photoshots

haa. but end up going kbox to celebrate raine's birthday with raine n ting x)
then when i came back, met huiling online n we chatted on the phone like we always did in primary school time haha. chatted until her cordless house phone battery flat then we stop haha. will be meeting her tml to catch up more x)

anyways, i'll try n blog as much as i can lolx.

for the anniversary at ritz carlton, not much pictures were taken due to my cookie's unphotography-friendly nature haha. cos his parents love photography, in fact they got together bcos of this interest, so when he young time they brought him around, took loads of pictures.. so these yrs, he don't really like to take picture. and he rather us be enjoying the moment n keep it in memory, then to waste time n effort getting it onto paper which is pretty pointless to him =/

anyways, we met around 7pm+ at marina sq.. cos the previous day we went double o with jingyang n lydia, pretty tired. so we only left his home bout 3pm. i went home to get my stuffs, and he went to check in first.

then we bought this CD with all the nice romantic mood songs to play with his laptop later on at the hotel room, cos we figured that it would be rather creepy if we juz go n its like all quiet LoL.

then we had dinner at the Green House, the international buffet.

i brought 2 dresses for that dinner =_=
cos i would very much like to wear the one that amos bought me.. but the collar detail a bit exaggerated leh.. amos found it simple yet classy enough to wear to dinner, but i was afraid that it is too elaborated.. so in the end, i wore my ultimate-all-occasions-pink-corduroy-tube-dress.

the dinner was $130+ ... a bit ex for a pretty rushed buffet dinner.. though the things served were pretty good =] like this grilled lobster, dozen of oysters, sharkfin with crab soup etc. the part i look forward to most were the desserts =D i had this really really damn nice pink guava mousse cake OMG. i can still remember the taste on my tongue now as i type x) and the chocolates OMG. and the tiny green tea pudding omg the serving is damn cute can. it comes in this little machiam sauce plate thingy.. den on top is a tiny 2cm tall pudding with a blueberry and a strawberry with it. the match n serving juz nice.. i shall do it one day.

cos the dinner bill was supposed to be added onto our room bill, so amos thought we can juz walk off when its fireworks time. then he keep insisting we can. -_- with my professionalism~ i noe that is not rite hahaha. but we were not the only table that thought so. apparently another table walked off too haha. then a gal chase after. they pretty laggy lor, so we told the restaurant recept that we gotta go, can they juz add to our room. its like 5mins to the firework lor. then they took a min [felt like a decade since i was worried bout missing the fireworks] to get us the bill to sign to acknowledge.

i was a little disappointed with them.. cos during our service marketing project this semester, we were supposed to use the service standards of ritz carlton as a benchmark to set the service standards for a mock integrated resort hotel supposedly to be in sentosa IR. i expected them to be much more professional than to be mingling amongst themself in btwn the customers' tables and the buffet tables in the restaurant.. =/ and wadz worse was, when the blur customer [i dunno if is purposely la but shouldnt be la] walk off without signing the bill, the reception is like a classroom length away from my table, the staff chase all the way there, i saw her scurrying over, not sure later on the voice is came from reception area or mayb somewhere nearer to me, but either way its not rite.

wad happened was that i heard staff saying, loud enough that i can hear, how the customer never pay and just walk out.

hello~ be it the customer walk out run out wadever, ur hotel promises to treat guests as ladies and gentlemen, by your ladies and gentlemen. so be it in wadever case, before u confirm the matter, u should still be politely saying something like:

sorry sir, i need your assistance in signing this bill to acknowledge it in your
room bill

but my goodness. embarassing the guest in that manner..

of cos that was juz a tinny-winny bit of the unpleasant stuff.. 87% was cool. i so wish i can join their crew and learn from them.. when they meet u in the hallway, they greet you with a smile so sincere lidat lor. not like the usual plastic ones sometimes dun even hav eye contact with u~ like say thank u to u but lookin at ur money~ more like saluting your $$$. and the way the front desk lady had a casual little chat with us while the slow coach machine print our invoice.. its really heartwarming and sincere. =) i dunno if its being typical singaporean or wad, but i cant help but doubt if anyone can be this sincere n putting this effort to be really warm to a stranger.. mean like, if its some of these staffs who has this really big heart, and wants to make the guests feel at home, yea, that i can understand.. but having 87% of the staffs lidat wor.. amazing hor?

got 2 other not so pleasant incident during the stay at ritz carlton though. but i think i prefer to skip those for now =D

nex would be getting a new mobile phone!

on saturday when we checked out of ritz carlton, we had lunch at kenny roger, and walked around a little bit, when amos suddenly pop the topic jokingly saying:

dear lets go get ur new handphone.

wa =D i ask if he serious, then he say hmm lets go find a shop n see lor.

den end up the dealer at marina sq the offer not very suitable for me =] so we took cab to bugis junction cos we got loads of things at hand.. then we went M1 shop =D

till the last moment when we sat at the counter, actually we were still not confirmed that we wan buy HAa! cos halley say the phone software not very stable n price mite drop, other than camera, the other functions nth special, n the video is laggy. so i was thinking lorx. then amos say its alrite if i won't regret. then i weight the pros n cons n decided that it is really ok to buy. x)

i super like this phone lor! its actually more like i got a camera with phone features LOL.
3.2megapixel using cybershot technology, with many functions of a digicam like auto-focus and the ultra power flash lor.

okie here comes some pictures!

then me n jieying went for the cleo cover girl search makeover roadshow at citylink on sunday =D initially we went becos we interested in the makeover, professional photo and the goodie pack which is really goodie =D things like miniatures of: anna sui liquid and powder foundation, dolly girl on the beach perfume, hugo purple perfume, clairol hair protection and styling range of product; and a $30 no minimum purchase redeemable voucher of anna sui, complimentary makeover at anna sui, $10 SK voucher (=.=), 1 year free membership at espirit with 10% discount all yr, and birthday discounts etc; a espirit cap, hmmm about there le.

actually i got take photo of all the items in the goodie pack.. but i accidentally deleted all this morning T.T

i exchanged my $30 voucher for a $32 anna sui eye shadow =D

anyways, me and jieying decided to go together last month when we saw the ad on cleo, so we called and booked appointment for us two x) then when we went down, cos we were pretty shy cos we not very the type of model face n body n height u see.. lol. so we pretty shy, didnt tell much ppl, she didnt even tell her bf n her mum LOL until after we did it.

when we reach there and queueing for to change into the espirit tops for photo taking, i looked towards the queue of girls waiting to take photo.. then i saw this girl wearing a dress i tink nice.. so i asked jieying to see too.. at first i see the girl face i tot she look like my last boss, chen yen LOL. jieying also didnt realise at first glance LOL. she stare a while, then the girl stare back a while, then they realise whom each other is =_=... anyways, that was celestine haha.

we see her we even more blush lor.. cos she is model ma.. but anyways, after the make up by anna sui ppl n hairdo by clairol professionals, we turned runway ready too! juz tt we dun sashay as well =P if stand there dont move still can la. LOL.

picture time~!

this was before make up and before me tidying up my top.. =_= see the offensive extra in the outfit? lol. n celestine took finish her photo le, still in the make over's make up, but changed outta the espirit dress le.

this is jieying after chg espirit clothes and before make up n hair do x)

us before make up n hair do x)

me n jieying damn bored from the queue to the make up station
me n jieying after make up before hairdo =D

we after make up x)
jieying getting her hair styled. LOL. she very funny.. her make up also not very dramatic, her hair oso only kana straightened, no much Made Over LOL. me n amos felt that she is so purrfecT that no need make over much n is ready le lor x) and the top she got is so her =) not like mine so rugged.. tt day i actually wore quite girlie.. dunno y. think not enough clothes tt y the stylist gimme this one x) but actually okie la, its something i would want to try, but not sure how to, and they gave me the chance n help me make nicely le =D
a bias cut flowy floral chiffon skirt and a pink top. btw, idiotic elmo. when i told him i went to the makeover, he said he noe. so i tot he saw me why nv call me. he say:
PRETTY LA. later i call wrong person malu how.
i interested how they turn a toad into a swan leh.

elmo u fugging kup po, everything oso yellow-green combi~ even ur jacket, bag and crocs sandles. U GOOD. LOL. but i take it as a compliment eitherway. LOL.

thats the side view of the hairdo..

thats me and jieying ready for photo taking x)

us with the necklace from SK jewels
that's my photo =D the hair bit messed up hor? sad. among me jieying n celest, jieying one best le.. she look so neat! so her.. my is the worst de. bit messy n too much differ from me without make up, sadly. =] amos walked beside me n say got many ppl turn their head for a second look.. but sadly, they are looking at my make up and my hair, not me. x)

after the whole thing, me n jieying go eat at marina square macdonald. jieying totally fell in love with my K800i, took a lot of photos sia! LOL.
for more pics pls go to: [link]

then we went back to raffles city to exchange the anna sui voucher, and met celestine there x) more pics! juz rite at the anna sui counter lolx.

me exchanged a yellow eye shadow with shimmer, cos the 2 purple shades celest helped me chose were sold out =/ nvm i resolut to buy nex mth! =x then celest bought the grey liquid eyeliner she used in the make over session, and jieying bought a box of blotter and a eyelash curler.
we realised tat celest was not given the espirit membership form, so we turned back to city link to get the form, and we were looking for full length mirror to take our full body pic.. but cant find, so made do with this mirror outside the toilet near fcuk. see the gal behind us.. actually the few of them going into toilet, but saw us, so stopped there n chatted bout cleo girls =_= we only went for makeover.. we are not in that thing la. relac. aw. it would be a nice pic if dun hav the passerby behind n jieying blinking =/
after being done at espirit, we waited for amos to come find me at the raffles city burger king.. and more pics!

the panorama effect from my phone's camera

and the clipart and frames that can be added in the photoDJ function
**guess i'll juz continue the update later~ 7am le.**

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Thursday, August 10, 2006

Resolution

hmm though its already nearly halfway into august, and so far from mid year, and even further from new year - to talk about resolutions~ lolx. but anyways, this is my plan for the rest of this year~ Mwahaha~!

September:
Cupboard from IKEA + K800i

October:
Loft bed from IKEA + Lamps & Lights from IKEA

November:
Small Biz set up

haiz, had been ranting since last year to get the online shop thingy up, but keep on either people not rite, place not rite, time not rite or wadever. muz get something done!

since i got K800i, then i no need to get the digital camera T30 from Sony so soon la.
hmm.. actually considering going to Bintan with ting and elmo in sept, but juz now discuss with amos, guess not now betta =] the money wise not very wise to go on holiday now for me.. =]

wahaha i muz get all this done!!!

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The Fifth 1st Date Anniversary & National Day & 5th Year Anniversary

=D weeeee~! 10th August le.. outta the blue, this is the fifth 10th August we are together le =D

yesterday by right since its public holiday eve on tuesday, i should be working at villa bali till 3am, but i forgot to put schedule last friday.. so no work. but also lucky, since i got MC on tuesday and monday.. =)

so on this national day evening, me meet amos go buy a pair of shoe to go with the dress he bought for me from his aunt's shop, for our celebration on friday =D

actually thought go orchard so that can go to charles and keith first to see the pair of shoe we initially had in mind.. but end up we alight at somerset mrt, and had dinner at cineleisure's yoshinoya.. then we went over to takashimaya.

of all the places in orchard, we neva neva neva thought that we would buy in takashimaya de actually LOL. was thinking if charles and keith don't have what we want, then we would probly go to URS, or other shoe shops in cineleisure or far east lolx.. budget budget~~~

when we went into takashimaya, amos got his eye on this pair of heels lolx. while he look for a promoter to assist us, so happen he saw his ex-takashimaya-colleague, who is still working there =] surprisingly, i never talk to the gal before, but somehow she recognise me ba. she asked amos: wa u two still together ar. when marry?

anyways, amos like this pair of shoe a lot lolx. n i find the design quite special too.. so we got it.

very sudden sia. no mental preparation at all =_="
anyways. $53+ lolx. and i wore it the whole time right after i go pay at the cashier lolx.

btw, in case u wonder such a petty cash person like me why will buy shoe above $30..

cos its him paying HAHA!

actually i wanted to get a pair of wedges cos its easy to move around in.. i neva neva had in mind to get something with a stick as a base for my heel LoLx. i suspect i may fall in it haha.

so initially when i started walking around in it, i wasnt very comfy and confident in it kekekex. so i was grumbling a bit. then amos say:

ok, let's walk around somemore, and get another pair of wedges.

=.=!

so we did. when we walk into URS, i was saying:

very bai jia [make home bankrupt] lor buying 2 pairs of shoe a day..

he point at the cashier table, where there's this mother and daughter there at the time:

then that woman got 3 pairs leh. same shop somemore.

... while we say tt, probly they too were discussing the same thing, and i overheard the salesgirl saying:

girls are like that wan ma~

0.o!!! tsk tsk tsk. i pat amos stomach and say:

be glad your girl never tell u this.

end up i never buy the second pair la, too bai jia le. LOL.

LOL. and we took photo card today~! yeA~! finally after so long
-.- tomolo when i go school take test i will upload the pic.

while we took the photo...

hahaha. we were spider-ing in the photo machine.. cos gotta think of pose LOL. then never mind.. after we took the pic, choose the 2 pic to print, we went to the part to add designs into the pics.. 300 seconds.. NOT ENOUGH~! we were spider-ing there too. LOL.

wa the machine not bad leh. can choose to print two sets liao now. last time is die die 2 cards. u print 2 same card or 2 different card oso 2 card in a set. now is can choose to print another 2 cards duplicate. hmmmm~ good customer relationship management. muz be the print club shop girls reflect the customer's unhappiness to the boss - to the manufacturer - to the designer. =D

anyways.

then we walked around a little bit before we took bus to netzspiel at prinsep, the LAN shop aka cyber cafe. cos amos's silkroad online account kana hack. so he go down to the LAN shop to discuss with his pals: "how-come-sia~~~"

oh anyways, before we did that, we went to singtel's Hello! shop and check out new phones.

we decided our nex phone le. mwahahaha~! nex mth nex mth~~~ kekekex.

me wan a sony ericsson K800i, and he wants that HP PDA phone. =D

oh ya in case u wonder how does the title of this post relates to this entry, 9th august is national day, which was the reason we had our first date back then. cos we were bored so we went out with khryz n her then ass of a bf. =x

and becos of that date, we realise our feelings for each other, and then we started off the nex day, 10th Aug.

after staying at netz for 20 mins and paying an hour's worth -.-", we deliberated about the methd to get home lolx. finally we took bus 7 to bugis, had a cup of coconut, and we took bus 12 back to pasir ris =D

i muz thank this weird uncle, otherwise, i won't get to have my cookie go supper and send me home and we talk cock so much along the way =D

cos when i boared the upper deck of the bus 12, got this weird uncle keep staring at me =_=
den he sit about center row, n we moved to last row. when we sat down he still turn back stare. k nvm. when center area there got this couple alight le, me n amos shift over, cos initially the sit is the center of the last row, which is pretty uncomfy.. den when we chg n when we sat down, the uncle keep stare stare. so i was worried. i told amos. den amos actually intend to drop off at tanah merah mrt to walk home and me continue to pasir ris. but he worried so he say take with me till pasir ris lolx.

then went to this new good-for-nothing 7-11 at pasir ris mrt and walk one round, den we decided to go to the west plaza's 7-11 oppo my hse instead to grab a bite.

not i mean k. but the 7-11 really gd for nothing -.-" **angry**

k lemme finish up about this significant day's blogging first then i talk about why i so du lan that 7-11.

after reaching west plaza, we decided to go to the 24hr kopitiam instead of having a bite from 7-11. he had 1 egg prata and 1 plain prata, while i had a ayam bryani. -.- not nice de..
the rice taste weird, and the chicken gravy too salty, and the chicken too dry. so we end up sharing the big big piece of deep fried chicken together and watching a jacky wu intellectual game show, totally give up on the rice.

btw, thats the only work of jacky wu that i really salute =D the rest though pretty entertaining, but to say truthfully.. a bit.. not so constructive ba. doesnt make much diff in encouraging public education.. only entertainment, see - laugh - finish - forget, not very constructive.. no offence k? i do like his shows la =)

then after we eat finish, we went to 7-11 to get bit bit snack kekeke. he had this melon ice lolly that taste like vitasoy melon, n i bought that very nice seaweed Ting intro me that time =D wasabi n original flavor.

then by the time we walk to my house, then realise its 1.40am le =] that nite after our first date, we chat on msn, oso about 1.40am when he pop the question =]

so anyways, by the time we get home is 10th august le~! 5th year anniversary~!

look forward to clubbing tml nite LOL.. first time we have alcohol during 10th august haha. previously, we had bbq~ dinner~ movie~ and stuff la. *hate to admit.. but i a bit forgetful le. damn i shld keep all this in a journal if not nex time old liao how to reminise.*

but this yr 10th aug, we going to double o with jingyang, veron, peishan and lydia =D
ting got a bday chalet to attend, and elmo got a very very proud presentation on fri, so they cant go. vincent got guard duty on fri, kaijun got guard duty on thurs, jieying got work on fri, so they cant go too. =/ kenny got sch on fri.. =/

ultra look forward to friday =D Ritz Carlton~!

amos was teasing me:

dear, choose a flavour~ tropical fruits, strawberry or chocolate~?

-_-" doesnt mean nobody believe we never do in our 5 years, then we gotta do.
i shall hold the guard to the last~!

mwahaha. no lah~ he tease me de. he so dote me, so respect me, if want no need wait til now haha =)

x) excited.

--hmm coming to the reason why that 7-11 at pasir ris mrt is good for nothing..

cos ar nbcb. -.-""""""""""

one day, my wallet left bout $2.50, and my farecard empty liao, haven take pay. then i was thinkin probly i shld juz get a chocolate bar at the 7-11 so that i hav enough coins to take bus.

den i check the tags to see that the chocolate is $1+ so that i got enough change to take bus..

TA MA DE! cos i buy cadbury horx, den the tag not really clear at the shelf, somemore there very narrow, then those army boys from tekong very big size plus their very big bag shuffling around, so i faster see cadbury then i take n turn to go cashier.

KNN. the choc cost $2.10

end up i walk home from interchange. FUKING WALKED 45MINUTES WITH MY SUPER FUKING HEAVY BAG THAT DAY WITH AT LEAST 5 INCHES THICK OF TEXTBOOK PLUS MISCELLANEOUS lor~!!!

then i think think n realised wad happened was that they got the tags of the other side of the shelf onto this side which has the wrong items. CB~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then nvm. one day, i wanna pay phone bill.. so i go to the cashier at the 7-11 to ask for the form to fill in. he say:

sorry ar miss, we newly open, many
things don't have yet, please pay elsewhere =]
argh... actually got many things dun have oso la there. good for show -_-" --

**current time is 3.44am, lucky i clever gal.. copy down the entire post in html format first.. cos this post i drag very long to complete.. amos was asking me to help him choose new character face and name for his silkroad online.. as i expected, blogger cannot go in. down for maintenance or wad probly.

-_-" lucky i copied down if not will lose the whole post le =D

finally posted time: 4.06am Aug 10 2006 x)**
Labels: My Boy

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Tuesday, August 08, 2006

3rd May 2006,
on the bus back from Bugis Village

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Monday, August 07, 2006

Spree

ladies and girls, please send me your order for the clothes and dresses spree by this sunday, 13th August 2006.

chocolat3_ch1p5@hotmail.com

details of spree at: www.nonameapplicable-spree.blogspot.com

i will send in the order to taiwan on Monday, 14th August, and hopefully get the reply of the seller by the Tuesday. cos got quite a bit of thing need her to check and reply, so might need another day.

things like:
need to fill details of her taiwan beneficiary bank which we will be transfering $ to, for our TT form.
her taiwan beneficiary bank's handling charge
the postage charge (total weight of our items)
after we transfer the money, she will place order at her supplier, then receive the things within a week time, and once she receive will send us, which is 3 days. so all these to and fro and waiting, should be about 2 to 3 weeks at most we will receive our things le =)
it may also be possible that not all our items reach her on a same delivery due to availability, so she will wait to have all our items before she send. in the case that even after she wait the item is not available yet, she will refund us in the parcel.
please if u don't have enough patience to wait, please don't order.. don't come pester me every other day for it.. cos i m also waiting for my items like u r, and besides, i am only in charge of helping u order, WithouT chArGing YoU any handling charge okiez? =)
and please understand that my duty ends when i pass u the items; so please make sure ur measurements are correct and matched with the measurement chart at the webbie, and the color too.. cos i won't be able to help u exchange unless its the item got fault which is the seller's side.

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Sunday, August 06, 2006

He Loves Her These Much.

had been worried bout my buddy lately.. cos his new relationship doesnt seem like a bed of roses..

today he told me not to be worried bout him, he will be ok, he's grown up, will know how to handle his emotions..

i noe he's grown up.. n noes how to handle things.. but i m really worried that he always chose to suffer in silence lor. haiz. heart pains to see him lidat sometimes, dunno wad i can do. k i noe i cant n not supposed to do anything abt his relationship.. i mean as in to cheer him a lil, or help him "think open a bit" ? =]

he used the following excerpts from YiDa's song to summarise his expectations of this relationship..

那女孩对我说
说我保护她的梦
说这个世界
对她这样的不多
她渐渐忘了我
但是她并不晓得
遍体鳞伤的我
一天也没再爱过

he thinks that someday this mite apply to himself, but he dont mind.. cos..

我不需要自由
只想背着她的梦
一步步向前走
她给的永远不重

my heart wrenched together when i see this paragraph.. n i cried x)
i dont wan to see him biting onto the past n not letting go should this really happens..

我不需要自由
then i recalled, this was amos's answer too when i told him he deserves better..

i m juz too clingy to him..

and all these yrs this had been wad he has been doing..

只想背着她的梦
一步步向前走
她给的永远不重

this is how much they loves their woman. even though they may not love the gal the way she wants it, but it doesnt mean that he didnt love with all they had...

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Wednesday, August 02, 2006

Too much to say; Too much to do; Too little time.

x) the title sounds familiar eh? somebody had been using that line pretty often.

anyways. bad bad week.

thought life would be much much brighter after report submissions...

here comes the mini-boss(s): consumer behavior individual journal and brand management individual journal

and one more boss: color and composition portfolio

and this bunch of ultra battle mobs: end of semester tests.

and best of all, i dunno wadz with me. guess peter's education has somewhat knocked slightly deep enough into my thick head, that i told this when ashley and bernard was planning schedule and asking me mine:

huh which is the day u all not enough people?

ans: wed.

therefore: ok lor i work wednesday.

and before i asked for 2 weeks off to study week and test week and a short weekend holiday, i told ashley i would come back for the public holiday eve.

ok, this is only ethical and morally and professionalism that i did the above actions. but a bit dumb of me. cos i cant really cope leh. k i juz realise today. i over-rated myself haha.

nvm. things will be fine.

nways, pretty happy today =D was melted into the sofa the entire day after waking at 4pm.

then actually impromptu planning [k ironic. it means last minute plan.] of catching a movie with amos at bedok princess cinema after he leave camp.

end up, i melted into the sofa again, so we met at 10pm+ and had satay chendol and morinaga's strawberry chocolate -.- damn those choc. cheat me. was supposed to be in strawberry shape =/ nvm. in it goes into my mouth and there goes anyways.

i dunno why but i miss amos a lot lately =]

mayb cos i already decided what i wan from this relationship le ba. or mayb cos recent months is really like Stealing time to meet up.. cos we both too busy with commitments or need to rest..

amos also realise that we are having very little time together.. these times are literally squeezed out.. like meeting juz to send me to work or meeting after work juz to chat a little then we both doze off at his place. usually he dont like to meet on weekdays cos he would be really really tired.. but recently, he give in to me whenever i can or feel like meeting him.. like juz now..

he says cos we got so little time together, he just wans me to be happy.. anything will do.

i very touched by my big cookie..

i muz really cherish our time together more.. in this coming 12 months.. cos after that he would finish NS, then most probly he would be packed off to Australia to study for like 5yrs? when that time comes, who noes, he mite grow up and feel that i m not belonging in the kinda life he would plan out for himself then. rather than spending these days panicking and insecure and picking on him, i guess it would be more pragmatic that we spend these times making wonderful memories, be it if we are able to still be together after he is back from Australia. =)

well if when he come back and we are still together, fuk. we would be dating for 11years then! goodness. the longest dating couple staying virgin LOL.

TAIWAN SPREE PARTICIPANTS NOTE!

i've opened another site for the updates and stuff for the spree.. though it is not very complete yet cos i m busy now, but i guess it can solve a few of your important questions bout banking and shipment charges le.. =)

www.nonameapplicable-spree.blogspot.com

if possible please email me the list of things u r interested in asap, in the format:

Design Code:
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currently me and rix's gf aka Haiizz has confirmed our orders already. so now got 9 items, plus ting's khryz's and kimmy's and peishan's and veron's and kelly's will be more than 11 items, therefore, we got the 10% discount already lolx.

questions and stuff regarding the spree, please direct over to tat blog's COMMENTs function, or email me at chocolat3_ch1p5@hotmail.com

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Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Priority in a Relationship

recently, went through a little bit of things myself, and witnessed some things happening around my friends, then i learnt this:

wad matters can be greater when compared to losing this person u love so much?

nitty gritty things that we find all so important at that moment in time, and took the time to argue and quarrel and fight about, at the end of the day when u finally lose the person, it all comes clear to u tat it doesnt matters at all.

we used to argue about what kinda things.. hmm.. certain way he speaks, express himself, certain habits.. we argue bout these things every so often, as frequent as the number of meals u take a day. but whats the objective of these fights at all, when we both noes how much we loves each other and comparing to not having each other by us anymore, how insignificant this matter is?

i used to think a lot, way too much too much, about nitty gritty things, and directions and future in our relationship. if u think i think a tad too much now, u can imagine how bad those days were, for amos lolx.

but hey. over the years we are together, i've come to realise that i care so much bout such nitty gritty things, and wans to perfect the relationship so much, is because i m afraid to lose him.

yi ting taught me this recently, and i posted bout it if u can remember lolx.

the more u want to hold on to this handful of sand, the tighter u grasp, the more u lose.

very true isnt it? in a more related context, the more u are afraid to lose the one u love, the more possessive and demanding-perfectionist u get, they more u hurt them, the more they would leave.

people often lose sight of their objective as they run towards their goals..

the more u desire for it, the more hunger for it, the more impatient u get, the more u jump steps to get there, the more u get closer, the more u lose sight of it.

in a more related context, well.. not really very very related.. u noe bull frogs rite.. they gotta croak and sing loudly to attract females for mating.. but often they were so engrossed in singing their best to attract the females, that they got so enjoyed in their songs, they ignore the females when they got attracted over. lolx.

well okie. look, often ppl wans to work hard to provide for the ppl they love so much at home. but often, ppl oso due to that, they become too engross in working hard, that they lose sight of their initial objective, that is to love and to make the ppl they love happy. by being over engross in work, they neglected the needs of the loved ones.

so what i want to say is that.. i used to be very obstinate in making everything in our relationship perfect, especially communication wise, because i am so afraid that should anything goes haywire, i will lose this man. so my initial objective being my love for him, which evolved into hurting ourselves along the way when i get too demanding.

i learnt this from a 17 year old gal, who lost a man she loves so much so much so much, but luckily they got the chance to be back together! =D she said:

not being loved the way u wanted does not mean that the person did not love u with all he has.

i agree with this line totally.. amos once said it too.. but i was too obstinate to understand it then. if i had understood it much much earlier, i would not hurt him so much so often..

i always wonder, why muz people have relationships.. wad is suppose to result from relationship? companionship? we can have that in friendship wad. see kenny. =D anytime i m in trouble, in need of companionship, as long as he got the time, and the minimum amount of money to get outta house, and he is not grounded by his parents and nanny =x, he would be with me in 45 minutes time x)

now i noe. u get into a relationship to learn. to learn how to manage your desires x) [whichever way u think alrite yellowbirds lol.] to learn how to communicate better. to learn how to become a better person.

there are as many reasons as the number of stars in the universe, for a breakup.
there is only one reason for you to stay together.
but if u believe in it, that one reason would be the universe.

i guess i found it x) and this one reason can keep me in this relationship until before its time for marriage. when it comes time to transit into the married status, the married responsibilities, i would probably need a couple more of reasons to keep me in x)

but its pretty sufficient for now xD

examples of the many reasons for breakup:

our being together is but a habitual reaction.
the grass is always greener on the other side. also known as: zao sai aka switch lover.
too busy with work.
the one reason to be together;
we love each other, and we want to cooperate to build and maintain our love for each other, holding each other through the perils of growing up, learning from each other and together.
love is not juz say say or heartbeat like mouse, or juz a letter as what jacky cheung has sung. it may probably just occured due to fate or hormonal reactions, but it definitely requires effort to build and to maintain.
btw, things i say are only applicable to cases whereby both party definitely loves each other exclusively. please dun come hiong me bout examples whereby its one sided efforts k.
i know this kinda thing, u muz experience it to relate to it, or to be convinced by it. cannot juz some tom dick harry say and u read n u get convinced and understand.
even so, i pains me to see two friends who just started out, and definitely loves each other exclusively, and willing to go the miles for each other, to be on the verge every now and then.
i oso know it is too proud and boastful of me to ask them to be convince of my experience..
my objective is only to share, and hope it can be of help.
cos u never try, u never noe..
sometimes somethings u said, u never noe how much an impact, or how useful it would be for another person..
i only hope this couple would get to read through this with a neutral mind, and hopefully be of any help to them x)

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