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Monday, June 19, 2006

Sub-Conscious or Excuse

i think i am beginning to really understand how circumstances and things can mould a person's charactor..

a person who was hurt when he/she is very young, even when he/she haven't really understood the meaning of trust.. might not know how much it had even impact him/herself that in future he/she has already became so desensitized and not able to trust people much anymore..

even though not much conscious thought might have been given onto that matter, sub-consciously he/she might already have built up a shield to isolate away possible threats which may cause the similar hurt that had occured in the past..

but the paradox here is, since it was the sub-conscious that built the shield, what if, one day, the person understood the theory, and is able to relate the matter?

at this time, is it the sub-conscious protecting him/herself, or he/she finding excuse to being desensitized and insensitive? since it must have been a person's values and beliefs that forms the basics of any other decisions made by this individual..

on the other hand, if not wanting to have desires, is bcos of the fear of lose and disappointment, can i say those people who deems desires as bad stuff to be cowards?

afterall, if u had already spent $ to go to a theme park, why still fear this fear that and avoided taking any of the rides? isn't that a waste of the trip? on the same theory, since u r alive, why fear to experience different things? it is the needs and wants in people that innovates and make new things isn't it? not having any desires isn't it as good as saying:

waste that 10 months which the mama sacrifice much for pregnancy; tonics in the diet during and after pregnancy; hospital fees for giving birth etc etc which involves in bringing a new life to this world.
yea, so if that's the case, doesn't it equates to being born to await death?

then are those people who are aware or unaware of themself being in the shield built by the sub-conscious mind, who decides to stay in that comfort zone a coward whom decided to await the end of life at the prime of life? as long as u are alive, it should be considered prime of life ba.

but then again, often, wad seems right might not always be viable to practise.. sometimes, a little backtracking along the way might do the trick instead of agressive attack..

if only there are model answers to everything. -----} a result of spoon-fed education.

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