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Sunday, July 16, 2006

Weekend without Amos Part 2

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although my amos travels every so often, n the way his mama's tone when she ask him to go on holiday is like:

son let's go market eat breakfast
so yup. he often go abroad. but this is the first time in so many yrs i feel so lost so lonely so alone when he's not by my side =/
even when he is in singapore, i oso never really meet him so much or talk to him so much on the phone ma. we aint those phony type =x so i dunno y particularly this time i especially felt lonely haha.
wanted to call elmo, but i tot he would be accompanying kaiqi.. so i didnt call.
wanted to call ting, but i tot i mite wake her if she asleep since she is light sleeper. so i didnt call.
wanted to call alvin, but he slp le.
wanted to call ken-chan, he oso slp le.
wanted to call marcus, but he would be with joan.
hmmm... i only wanted to chat with someone......
den i reached home, n found elmo n ting online =D so happy! like saw my star lidat hahaha..
but they busy rushing work so oso no chat much la. den elmo chg his nick to:
the nite makes ppl emo.
so true la elmo. when was the last time i emo in the day sia? er. actually is have leh. but not of this type. is more of work related den relationship driven haha.

oh ya. i was wondering if the post dedicated to a fren few days ago, i never say name n much detail, so i tinking if the correct fren got the correct idea HAa!

anyway today i dedicate to me n her fren,

drifted away or bonded, is juz a choice of a different thought in ur mind. matter of choice my dear.. to me to her to us, on the mouth we mite say drift, we mite complain drift, but the fact that the kinda things the 3 of us and the rest does, is already the tangible form of the bond isnt it?
matter of choice my dear.. sometimes its doing others a favor when u allow them to do u a favor =) it would be unbalanced to keep having frens who leech on u n keep pouring emo-ness on u, but it would be unbalanced if u keep pouring n ur fren doesnt pour to u at all too x)
love ya loads, cant afford to drop any of u anywhere along the journey ahead... please ChOOsE to ThiNk in another way? x)
since the day u call me as one of ur girlies, n since the day she offers to celebrate my birthday, till now u two taught me so much, brought me so much frens, help me along so much, though the time period is but a few months, but u two have become really important to me.. =]

oh ya, someone at work asked me if he could be my good fren as of now =D
okie, lets build some frenship hahaha!

i realise that ever since kevin made me think why's the reason i dont get close to people at work, i got slightly closer to more people, n i smile more at work these days =D

i m even more happier at work now =)

Kicking about @ 4:25 AM
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