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Saturday, July 15, 2006

Weekend without Amos

okie not like for the past two or more wk ends i was able to go out with amos.. cos i hafta work on sundays recently due to school's load..

but at least my cookie would send me to work =(

friday afternoon, he n his parents n his junior at camp, jeremy, they drove off to Redang T.T
though i dun like sea sports, and dun like long driving journey n dun like long driving journey especially in malaysia, but i wish can go with him worx. juz to be with him.

ok, redang is an island, where the Richie Ren n Ah Niu filmed Summer Bubble Tea years ago.. so by rite, u cant drive there. i oso dun really understand.. think it sounds like they drove to kuantan or kelantan today den tml dunno fly there or ferry there or something -.-

while blogging this post, i was searching for images of redang on yahoo image search.. erm.. probly cos its a beach resort oso, pictures of the island is somewhat similar to pulau ubin n phuket to me leh.. =x glad i didnt spent that money =X

redang scenary wall papers

my cookie was afraid that while he's away for the wkend, i mite not have enough money to spend or eat, so he left his debit card with me, and told me not to Zero it.

T.T i miss baobao.

he n jeremy muz be having a nice time gaying now. xD

i saw one pic in his hp dunno who take of them lolx.. i ask him, he say is break time, he reading comic or something, then jeremy dozed off on his shoulder. lolx so cute. 2 chubby boys HAHA.

damn gay la that two. so aI meI lor [rainie yang cheng ling's song]. lolx.

man finds their life long best buddy in secondary sch, poly or NS. i do hope these friends last him a life time =D

btw, toking bout lifetime, done my poly version of moral education's Value's Reflection juz now LoL. feels like blogging. k i shall post it here HAa!

I felt that in my learning journey ever since I have memory, i have 3 greatest
regrets so far.

I do not know how to cherish people around me enough;
did not continue my dream and gave it up too easily for silly reasons; and did
not cherish my chances to do good enough for such a course that I like so much,
Diploma in Marketing.

Coming to an end in my 3 year course in Temasek
Polytechnic Diploma in Marketing, I have learnt and reflected on not only what I
did these 3 years, but also my previous life journey before coming into
polytechnic.

I think the greatest things i have learnt in Temasek
Polytechnic other than my skills and knowledge in my course, I have learnt more
about myself and interpersonal skills.

I realised that I had been too
dependent on people and does not have enough determination to do what I desire
and what i need to.

In terms of interpersonal skills, I have learnt not
to judge people, and not to ask so much of other people but myself. This
semester for example, the two person in my project team whom I was told by many
in our cohort that they are 'free-riders', turned out to be the people who helps
me and empathise with me a lot. They do not judge me or blame me when I could
not commit as much, when I was sick on several occasions and still had to go to
work at my part-time job.

I used to only hang around in TP with my
secondary school's friends during lunch, and did not give myself much chance to
interact with friends from my course. During the semester holiday after semester
2.2, I became close friends with a marketing boy. From him, he brought me to
know another girl, who had been his best friend since secondary school, and she
brought me to know more marketing students who in turn brought me to know even
more marketing students!

This semester 3.1 is my happiest semester in
Temasek Polytechnic, hanging out with so many students from marketing, and when
I have problems coping with projects and tests, they helped me a lot by guiding
mea little..

From someone who do not know how to make good friends and
'keep' them, I learnt from these friends who shown me where are my mistakes, and
they are very forgiving to me.. The first boy and the girl from marketing whom I
became close friends with, they are the best gift bestowed to me on my 19th
birthday this april =)

Through the part time job I hold at Villa Bali
the chill out bar, for exactly a year now, 14th July, I have really learnt a lot
from a very forgiving and generous boss.

In studying the module Sales
Management, I learnt that Ethical Practises should flow from the top of the
management down to the front line employees. Now I finally understand why I
enjoyed working there so much! From a forgiving and generous boss, who often
takes time during meetings to explain certain lessons in life he learnt with the
staffs, he has cultivated a working environment with forgiving and generous
staffs.

I aspire to be a leader like him, forgiving and generous. I am
very fortunate to have gotten a placement for internship with him as my mentor
this September! He have already generously promised to share with me the
strategies and how he markets Villa Bali with me during my internship!

I
am really thankful that I chose to come into Temasek Polytechnic, which the
course of studies had given me friend whom introduced the job at Villa Bali to
me, and the course of studies which had allowed me time to work and learn at
Villa Bali.

This is the practicality and flexibility of polytechnic
education which I loved and chose without hesitation after my 'O' levels.

Though the requirements of my course of studies and commitment in my
part time job often left me tired, however this has better mould me to have a
stronger undeterring personality and learn to have more discipline to balance my
commitments.

However, the one thing I wish to really improve on after
completing my tertiary studies here, would be to cherish and spend more time
with my love ones - my family and friends, and my boyfriend of 5 years and his
family, who has moulded such a good boyfriend for me all these years.

At
19, I am ashamed to say that I do not have a dream or a direction that I want to
pursue after graduation.

I used to have a dream of becoming the first
female conductor and music executive of the Singapore Chinese Orchestra. But
being young in secondary school, I made the rash decision to steer away from my
goal, as I was disappointed in the way some things were done by the adults whom
I had always trusted fully.

Though this time I failed not graceful at
all, but I learnt a lesson that would stay in me always:

No matter how
disappointed or angry, I will not make irrational decisions to let myself regret
again later, in future when I find a dream or a direction that I would want to
work hard for again.
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