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Monday, May 29, 2006

Feeling Random

feeling at the moment = random, nothing in particular

=)

feel like changing skin, so changed. taDa~!

had been wanting to add a heineken pic into my blogskin since long ago.. in fact i've already did the layout n the pics for a heineken blogskin.. juz tt i feel more like havin a plain plain layout now x)

dun ask me wad has the words got to do with heineken..
cos.. there's no link.. its juz tt i feel that way now and like the colours of the heineken design, so put together haha =P

hmmm.. about the wkend..

actually i tot i remember i got a lot of things to talk about.. haha nvm.. my mind a bit stone now.. not feeling too well.

saturday..

amos's mum bought 2 piece of clothings for me from his aunt's new shop 2 wks ago.. but i haven had time since then to go down to tanjong pagar to try them personally.. his aunt told me to go down before end of the month cos they have to stock take..

so i woke up and rush down meet amos go to international plaza at tanjong pagar there.. den went to the shop n try the clothes..

his mama chose a beige baby doll top with lacy details and a mini balloon[or tulip or lantern] skirt with a chain of charms for me.. =) but the top is too big, and the bottom is too trendy haha..
lucky i went down to try.. i was having half a mind to ask amos to help me collect n i'll juz wear them since its his mama's gift to me ^^

while i was trying that two pieces, amos and his aunt kept bringing new pieces for me to try haha.. i was gonna be late for my breadtalk survey at toa payoh sia.. =p

so end of the day, i got a pair of capri jeans & the white smaller size of the baby doll top and a dress ^^

cos amos think that dress is special and suits me ^^ so he ask me to try..

i said to him:

i try u buy ar?
LOL his aunt says: YES~!

yea.. so i got that dress ^^ $70

guess i'll be wearing that dress for our 5th yr anniversary celebration x)

after that i took cab down to breadtalk.. i was the last to reach even though everyone is late =<>how frequently do u purchase bread?
becomes :
ni duo jing chang mai mian bao?

KAOZ!!! ITS TOTALLY RETARDED LA...! *pengz*

and it doesn't help that the survey is a bit too long. my respondents are exhausted and a bit anyhow ans liao -.-

when i was doing my second survey form halfway, i suddenly felt very dizzy.. like gonna black out like last time in pri sch..

long time no lidat le.. most frequent period was in pri sch.. den in secondary sch lesser.. den aft secondary sch only about 2 or 3 times at work.. den recent 2 yrs.. tink once or twice nia.

i told the aunty to excuse me for a minute while she complete the form by herself.. i went outside breadtalk there the staircase n squat down.. malu seh.. i wearing dress. den i called faith to come save me.. rachel was nearby too.. so she helped me complete the form with the aunty..

aft tat faith acc me to macdonald's to sit down.. n helped me buy milo & curly fries..

usually when i m in that kinda situation, as long as i sat down, i should be better in about 5 minutes.. but that day took much longer it seems.. after i sat down i cant even sit straight for long.. muz lie down on the table on my arms.. hmm for about one ciggarette's time haha cos faith took a stick lolx.. then faith's bf came to fetch her le.. so i sit a while more.. slowly drink the milo den feel better le.. den slowly eat the curly fries.. cos i scared i mite puke..

when i reached mac i already called amos to come over and bring me home.. cos he was somewhat nearby, in view of a MRT map.. he was at dhoby ghaut netzspiel [the lan shop] and toa payoh on the MRT map is red line oso.. =p bout 5 stops? hor elizabeth? kekekex..
when i much better le i walked over to the mrt station to meet amos.. by then i much much better le.. dun wanna disappoint my cookie.. so i asked him to continue our plan of watching movie.. =) but when i reach bugis and walk about before the show start, i feel dizzy again.. but not as bad..

we watched X-Men.. haha i never even watched X-Men 1 and 2.. totally dunno wadz gg on.. but i enjoyed the show la =)

HAHA den the last part very funny.. cos i never followed the x-men story before, so i didnt knew about the characters' names.. the other day, my colleague was telling another colleague bout the ending.. but blur me, tot he saying wad sia. cos he said:

eh u noe the ending, jean say: would u die for them? den he reply, no i would die for u. den he *toot* her dead.

i was like: huh!!!

hahahahahaha cos my work place got one jean.. i tot they go movie together HAHA! but of cos, i shut up. nv even breath to kevin bout this haahhahaha if not later get into trouble =p

aft the movie, i tot of gg over to bugis village to get a cup of coconut juice den take bus 12 home.. cos i hate to take train home when i m very tired.. still hafta stand all the way home sia.. den my big cookie told me that he hafta go home by 12.

i'm like: W T F CAN.

cos 51 saturdays in a yr, he stays in netzspiel the lan shop till wee hours in the morning or do u call u breakfast timing -.- n 51 saturdays in a yr, i m working.

this happen to be one of the damn rare saturdays that i m OFF on a SAT LA! den he gotta choose this sat n give me this kinda shit -.- when all i ask if he reaching home at 12.45am.. not even ask him send me home sia.. ask him drop off bus 12 at his house there sia..

den i was damn du lan.

he machiam tink that i is unreasonable n do not have the right to be angry. N HE NeVER explaIN why the sudden good-boy-ness la.

i was so angry so angry.. actually i very very tired, but i still called n see if elmo or jingyang wanna go supper -.- i'll juz stay out for a while to spite him -.- but momo got bsc party n jingyang is busy preparing for shanghai trip =/

when he got off the train n walking home time, den i called him and ask him wtf does he sound like i got no right to be angry, when 51 sats a yr, i'm working and he is gaming till wee hours, and PURPLELY MUZ THIS SAT when i OFF den gimme this kinda cinderella shit -.-"

thEN he explain to me -.- he long should have said la bth.

ok the reason quite valid. but i tink he never handle the problem well this time.
nvm, as his gal, i shall educate him n help him be his diplomate on such stuff in future -.-
dun ask wadz the matter.. cos its very very private n personal de cos of his family prob de.

=]

his plan for celebrating our fifth yr anniversary is:

Plan A: we have dinner at that dunno-wad-sounds-fukin-ex steak restaurant at paragon; den we go to wine company and chill [knn why go wine company muz support villa bali =x]
Plan B: since national day is on a wednesday, anniversary is on thurs, why not we take thurs and fri off n go overseas holiday from wednesday to sunday [=.= . .. ... .. .]

haha.. at least he is utilising much brain cells to come up with these romAntIC ideas.. =p
me was thinking.. :

Plan A: open a chalet and invite all those friends and family who have been supporting us since we first started the relationship..
Plan B: we cook up a spread for dinner at his house for his parents and grandma to thank them for the support these 5yrs and the trouble we have given them

cos to me, i believe that a couple to be able to be together for long, is definitely not juz 有情喝水饱.. to be able to survive together pass the honeymoon period of lovey-dovey-imseparable-malt-candyness, n brave through the meet the parents/ family /buddies / colleagues sessions, definitely need the support of these people who loves the couple as One or as a Pair..

like i agree with Gao Yi Ping's father [Gao Yi Ping is a famous taiwanese TV host who co-hosted the marriage show],

marrying a man is not just marrying he himself, u are marrying his family, his culture, his country.

i oso understand that without supportive family and frens, who do not shoot poisonous darts behind each of us, infront of the other of us, is very important.. cos no matter how much u love each other, how long can u tahan this kinda mental torment? x) afterall, isnt there an ancient saying somewhere that sounds like, wadever thing truth or false, if u heard it more than 7 times, u would believe it as truth? LOL..

imagine: 7 people telling him i m a bitch, everyday, every meal LOL!

haha of cos i not saying that he is himbo.. juz that, he is but a human too.. if given that kinda pressure by people who have loved him n been by his side for 17 years at least, how is he to stand firm by his belief for a gal he noes barely 1 yr then? afterall, those people didnt start with an evil intention towards him should they be weary of me =]

my brother was the #1 against this relationship back then.. cos my family is different.. my brother started working since secondary sch, n gave up studies during A levels to go out work.. n since then he had been working hard in hope of giving my mama n me a better life.. he never had as much fun as wad peer of his age does.. at 18 ppl go club to rave, he go clubS to work.. he had believed that the responsibility of a father is now on his shoulders to take care of me since then.. so he was very very protective of me.. he wun wan me to get hurt. he didnt wan me to regret my choices only later..

i nearly broke up with amos cos of this..

haha i still remember wad the bookshop uncle said.. lolx.. the bookshop uncle dotes on amos a lot.. he always hangs around the bookshop for a chat with the uncle.. oh, we dunno his name.. the whole bedok south sec calls his bookshop uncle, everyone loves him =)

that morning i called amos n told him we cant be together anymore cos of my bro.. he panic and rush down to sch.. but i was in class already.. x) later the bookshop uncle told me that i tell him this he immediately rush down n kanchiong until wanna cry le =]

my mama best. she noes wadz good when she sees one.. she says:

haiz.. u juz say u break le la.. juz lie low for some time.. nex time den say la..
lolx.. that day, i was telling her amos mite be going off to australia to study after his NS for 5 years.. den she ask if i was worried that he mite bring a caucasian gal back.. i say, not that i m worry of that, i m worry wad if any of us finds that we are not suited for each other for the rest of our life only aft we commit for so many yrs? afterall we were together since sec sch days, and haven seen much of other types of ppl.. wad if we only regret aft marriage? isnt that worse?

she being very supportive of her son-in-law n prospective son-in-law candidate, says:

aiya, to us people with ample experience looking at people, this guy is quite good le, his temper, attitude and all.. now very few young man like him le..
haha! its either her son in laws are really very very good, if not she muz be afraid that her two daughters are such dinosaurs that guys dun dare come forward. so when got brave young man, muz tied them up LOLX!

no la. i oso agree that amos & andrew are A grade HAHAHAHAHA~!

so this shows how important family & frens play their role in relationships isn't it? =)

though my principle is that i would not allow a third person[be it the vixen or the mother] apart from the 2 in the relationship, to affect decisions in the relationship; i would say that such influences [be it vixen or the mother] are positive, as the people in a relationship tends to be blinded by the surging of hormones HAHA! so these people will play the role of reminding them certain issues to be considered about..

yea. so lidat lorx. hmmm.. this post very long.. haha.. i is not feeling too well now..

oh then today, Sunday , i met amos and his parents for dinner at pepper lunch O.o
ok la, not bad la the service got improve a bit. actually the whole complain thingy oso regarding the fat man only la haha.. val got prob when she went there with terence ma. go check out her blog lolx.. den when i went with amos the last time i oso not good impression..

today not bad i muz say. especially the young cashier. very good attitude ^^ very GST + Sincere leh. GST = Greet Smile Thank. i tink she's really good cos she smiles with her heart de lor. not like that kinda plastic plastic wan.. smile n say thx to the change and receipt and not in ur face at ur eyes.. lolx.. thumbs up!

hmm.. busy week ahead i forecast.. will be working like cow in sch throughout.. these two weeks.. cos mid sem test come liaox.. not workin for 2 weeks..

wa.. scare me sia.. cos i already settled with my manager that i cant work for two weeks due to my mid sem test.. den my boss unawared, called me on sat to ask if i did not put my schedule.. *phew*

i resolut to return to work in 2 weeks time, a more confident gal.

oh since this wk is so busy, i guess the only *time-out* will be thursday gonna get some stuffs with si yun aft i get my pay on thurs, den sunday either juz chill out or blade with amos in the afternoon, or if elmo n ting they all are ok den probly we go kbox n vent the stress before the test? kekekex..

muahaha.. look forward to get new shorts, slippers, wedges, mascara & One Good Nite CLUBBING~!!!

oh. birthdays.

happy birthday to jacqueline and shiru for 29th may~!
happy birthday to hui ling for 25th may~!
happy birthday to gavin for 26th may~!
happy birthday to kenny for 20th june~!

and last but not least, soh elmo. happy birthday on 1st june, not to remind u of ur disappointments, but to remind u of the wonderful things in life, be it teeny weeny itsy bitsy or juz the size of an atom =) remember this day that ur mama anticipated for 9months and was 100 times more excited when she finally met u, den the first time u met ur cousin when he was few days old x)

i remember reading somewhere that may & june is the period of time with the most baby booms de leh haha why ar? lolx..

counting backwards, 9 months before june would be somewhere october.. isit cos during that time, the weather cooler, so couples snuggle more n *POP* more babies? =P
that time is monsoon season, so more rain more lightning. so fits the dramatic bill of "in this dark cold rainy nite with lightning.. two young people gets together.." kakakax.. this one u muz be bilingual and watches chinese dramas to understand =p
cos its near end of the yr, so gonna get bonus cash soon, and abundance of public holidays, so people start to get the holiday mood, n get relaxed, so when they get more relaxed, the sperms got better chance of sneaking their way through? somemore, when ppl in relax mood, mite be in better mood more often to get a good "work out" hahahahhahaha!
makes sense rite? =P
OH YA! Friday.. lolx.. friday got services marketing individual journal test.. i was stressing about how to do.. cos i like quite cannot remember or make much link of the observation done at ritz carlton liaox.. den met alvin darryl shawn n their proj grp for lunch.. thx to alvin & darryl's help, i managed to write 2 page+ for the IJ ^^ initially tot i wun be able to scrap out more than a page haha! but aft i add in theory den got liao =p n thx shawn for cursing me =p lolx.. he keep stressing semester 4.1 haha.. like that time i stress kenny when he was considering going club some where before his exam lolx..
okies.. enuf is enuf. i write 3 or 4 posts in one sia.. madness. okie. bed time. ^^

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