Monday, April 17, 2006
Wadever.
wadever. cant tink of a better title.
btw, this post do not welcome comment. after all, it is written when i m abt only 40% cool off from my anger. so basically, u wun noe OR i dun even noe wad exactly i'll be typing here ya? mayb something mean enuf. usually after a good laugh at a stupid email or a game or two i'll forget all the grudges.
so, dont mind me.
i'm disclaiming here first cos i respect u, who reads =)
but ultimately, this is my blog, my ground to bitch.
lemme go pee first den come back n continue this post -.-" [bad timing][back-ed]
i was tryin to find out more infor about shipment, postage & stuffs about the spree juz now, den updating a bit abt my findings.
den my mum woke up to make milk for baby jason.
my room's door was left open. then she suddenly came in n throw $50 bucks in fronta me, on the table.she: this $50 i give u back.wtf la can...
me: why leh? [totally no recollection of wadz the money for -.-]
she: u tink u give me $, celebrate birthday or mother day then can already la? things i ask u to do u juz ignore me la? so this is call fulfill ur duties already la? u nite time play comp, day time slp, den go work den no need to go do all those things la? den is i do again la?
she was complaining that i never tidy up my room. eh harlo? my room? MinE?
when i get piss of being messy, or when i cant find something, i will tidy up.
n excuse me, I NeveR asK anyOnE to tiDy up my RooM can? u tink wad? hotel? room service?
i dun like it why she always consider herself so like separate entity like we always treat her like maid lidat. harlo! she wan to tink lidat i cant help lor.
that day she ask me vacuum my room i did lor. jun quan is witness.
i very pek lor she lidat lump things together n talk.
great mathematics ya? i wanna tidy MY room onot n i got take out money give her onot can = same event la!
i do not find the need yet lor. i feel like it i will. afterall, it didnt block anyone's way lor.
she says that day jason's mum came into my room, say stuffy la wad la. eh~ i not at home leh. i close window leh. besides, hello~ like as if she needs to be so conscious about every single comment lor.
den she says, so messy, then once a while when my sister come over n want to use the comp or my sister in law or brother wans to use the comp, so unsightly.
wadever can? like how often in a month does these events occur?
i dont find a need to clean up now -.-
i only intend to clear up before school starts on 24th april.
like wa lao eh. i work at nite, come back, wad time is that? 3am, 4am or 5am. n a day is finished until 77 88 [pun ->chinese] , the only entertainment i can sought is blogging gaming or surfing net. den a few hours, i go sleep. sleep until time for work.
wadever la k. i noe u ppl are thinking y the gaming time cannt use a bit on cleaning up. if u will den u say me k?
what i m seriously unhappy here is:she lump everything together and throw money back at me; accuse me that i tink giving her a little money is equivalent to fulfilling my duties.wtf la..
so i crumple the $50 note n threw it outta my room door, n slammed n shut my door.
she tried to open my door, cant, so she tried to stuff it back underneath the door. didnt succeed cos she too angry. wadever can. -.-"
juz now as i had mentioned, i went out to pee. i saw the note, i kicked it further.
if doing 3 good things on my own accord, but not doing 3 good things to ur preference, n so the 3 goods things i did is to be diminished, are u telling me not might as well not do anything?
like i always tell the rule breakers who whines after getting punished in secondary school,i would go clear up my things, my way, my time, my target. aka own time own target.if u dun wan people to come scold u, den settle it already in the first place.
[my discipline mistress taught me this.]
doesnt mean not done ur way means wrong.
n if u keep diminishing people's good towards u, juz cos some things are not done ur way, matter of time before the person's heart will turn cold, n not do anything.
this entry shall serve as a reminder for me. i shall not turn like that. people, remind me should i forget.
in case any idiot wans to say:in this post u oso diminish all her good wad. u only concentrated on this shit she juz did.u wanna read a 19year long history book isit? all the credits, discredits, nitty gritty stuff ya?
fuk u.
i've oso said here before, wad i've learnt from peter.bring up the matter; learnt from it; forget it.halfway through this post i already cool down till left 20% liao.
i wun give in, i wun say sorry, cos ttz not me. ttz not the me she educated ya? but i will clear my shit. cos its my fault.
once again, comments not very welcomed; u can try though. expect a 2 word reply.
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